When the world isn't truly out to get you... you shouldn't be afraid right...? But what if you were afraid of being welcomed into the world... that surrounds you...?
And if what you want... is too not see but feel what the person is saying... but not be where that person is...
And what if what you are afraid of is not the peoples opinions of you... but your opinions of them...?
And what happens when you feel like you can be close to someone... and once you are close you force yourself away... because you don't know if you can stay with a friend... even for just a little while... because you know you will hurt them... even if they say you wont... you know you will...?
And what if what hurts you the most.... is when they say you don't hurt them... yet you yourself feel you have...?
Then should you try to get close and help them... or move away and let them be... in the long run to you, helping them...?
If what is right to others... brings pain to you... should you still do it... or should you allow others to hurt you and not hurt yourself and others...?

If you don't want to worry someone... you say no worries... but that worries them more... then you hurt someone dear so you feel like you have just hurt the world...
Yet by telling them what is wrong... they worry just as much... but only you notice it... and they don't...
So what can be done if something is wrong... when you hurt so badly you want to cry out and tell someone... yet if you do you feel like you have brought the world to feel sorry... and hurt them... and now you feel as though all you do is sit and watch then cry...
If you cry they say... I'm sorry... but they did nothing yet you caused them sadness...
Can you live with that... or is death calling...?
But there is still a problem... if you take your life you hurt the ones who loved you... so you feel like you took your life out of vain...
but still you want to go back and save them... and yet you caused what you yearn to save...

Death...
Is death the end or the start of a new beginning...?
People take their lives... and lives are taken... daily... and people cry but then forget... or feel the pain forever...
Eventually they end their lives like the ones who hurt them... and thus creating a chain of pain... greater than that of the heavens...
Now that you are dead... you can not be happy... because you have hurt others and can not be let into the gates of which we search for...
Now what is there to do...?
The elevator to take you to the yang of the gates is open but you can not go down... because you now want to return to us...
Then if you get the chance to avoid death... those who knew you were going to be caught by satin will now be hurt my you... and be in a panic that can not be explained...
Thus creating a circle...