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Old 11-29-2008, 02:12 AM

Move [a haiku]

move, i wanna move
like ive never moved before
in reality

In my chest [a haiku]

Boom. It gets faster
Boom. Only when I see you
Boom. And I want more

You decide [a haiku]

Smiles can be faked
Memories can't be erased
So which are the truth?

Healing [a haiku]

Wind, it sang to me
Snowflakes, they kissed my lashes
Rain, it cleaned my wounds

Sphinx [a haiku]

Why speak in riddles
When nothing makes sense to you
Because you are hurt

Heartbreak [a haiku]

World is beautiful
Everything is full of light
Until your soul sleeps





Some more haikus

The blues in the sky
reflect the love in your eyes
and the sad in mine.


I'm watching my back
and I'm shrouded in deep black
while I mourn for you


I ask for the month
And hide around the corner
Hoping you won't ask


Towers have fallen
like golden leaves of autumn
Must be September

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Old 11-29-2008, 02:13 AM

tytin yur feengurs ye flee bittin wench
eets nawt kwyt ryt wyth thu mud-trawden trench
yur tree ees too showrt
and yur rohp joost too sawft
thee mud gun joost eet uhp
yur pryz frum thee lawft
ahnd joost wun more theeng frum a' bawtum o' my hart
owr son's raypin men, ahnd yur dawters a tart


~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~


Eyes

where has it gone
that laughter and joy?
that light in your eyes
you had as a boy?
I miss that one smile
that no one could see
it felt like you happy
was all just for me
the hiding in kitchens
and trips to the shows
are forever in cupboards
where noone will go
so many firsts in
memories we share
lost in the history
in God knows where
And oath to the devils
to curse those who though
we'd last forever with
love naught to rot.


~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_


The built in beat of the burried begger [<3 symbolism! Wink]

the resounding
Beat of
my heart
Bangs
as it
Begs for more
more of us
But you say
no, never again
Buried are days
of fun and joy
Building our
"future" and
Buying more
time
Bygones are
false and the
Brotherhood
was a lie
Baby I love
you forever
But why?

~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~

Blessed Be [for my Joshie]

Glowing pearls
like distant stars
the weaving curls
of passing cars

Rubies red
replace the white
Like eyes of dead
they glow all night

Sounds of speed
Fill my ears
A ringing need
Fills my tears

How I will miss
with soulful sorrow
the constant remiss
of forever tomorrows

Always in mine
Always in ours
Always in thine
waiting for hours

Blessed be
for now and a while
We all loved thee
and your beautiful smile

~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~



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Old 11-29-2008, 02:15 AM

WARNING! mild gore included in this post!




Vengeance, part one [my favourite]

When I think of you
I feel all the pain
Of trying so hard
and without gain
I can fantasize
and hope and dream
But I always end up
wantin to scream
I should be used to
the feeling of hate
I've felt since I first
set foot in this state
Hell, I've felt the same
my whole fucking life
So it's not like I expect
you to drop that knife
I wouldn't either
now that I think
I wouldn't drop that knife
until it's stained pink
I would grip it tight
and look me in the eyes
right before slashing
wildly at my thighs
Then while I was down
I would laugh my ass off
Finally calming down
with a small little cough
Then I would stare
at the bleeding thing below
and lunge downward
with a deadly blow
But I wouldn't aim
to kill me that way
No, I would want
to tease and play
I would miss on pupose
sensing the fear
slipping and letting
the blade draw near
Inch by inch I would
make minor cuts
just enough to show
who's got the guts
And while I did this
I would constantly stare
into fearful wide eyes
without a thought or care
except that of pure
fun and excitement
feeling orgasmis waves
of seismic arousment
Then, just when you trust
me not to take it too far,
I'd slash at your throat
reminding you where you are
Your thrashing would stop
and your shaking would cease
then I would tear you apart
slowly, piece by piece
knowing you're alive
I would keep you that way
just long enough for you
to regret the day
you thought me a foolish
incompetant kid
the day you gave me that look
not too well hid
Just long enough
I'd keep you here
Kneeling down I'd
whisper in your ear
"Fuck you damnit!
and your black clad ass
deciding who does
or does not pass!
Well now I'm the one
who gets to decide
when to say 'die'
if you don't abide!"
Then just as you
start slipping away
I'd gently sweep the
blood away
and lean down further
to press a kiss
gently, and softly
to the lips I would miss..

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Vengeance, part two

I stand in a daze
watching the lights
My eyes start to glaze
And it feels so right
On the Other Side
there's much more hope
But I'm in for the ride
and I'm out of rope
No one can help me
no one has tried
I wanna be free
but my brain is fried
One step up
To hitch a ride
On a pickup truck's
front side
One step back
To earthly life
To fuck a strange man
To be a good wife
I weigh my choices
and concentrate
Should I listen to the voices
or continue to hate
The decision is reached
The jury is out
My body is breached
Flipped inside out
They didn't believe me
they said not to trust
They couldn't see
What I said I must
Now on the roadside
you'll see a cross
Standing to hide
a patch of red moss
If you really looked hard
you'd probably see
The front of a car
Decorated with me
But look even more
and maybe you'll see
The grave of whore
Just possibly

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Old 11-29-2008, 02:15 AM

How much do I miss you?

I miss you as my tears fall
harder than a summer rain
I miss you as my heart stops
faster than a train wreck
I miss you as my tears make
a trail of pain down my pillow
I miss you as my heart bangs
a song telling of it's sorrow
I miss the sound of our song
pounding with my heart
I miss the feel of your hand
wiping away the tears I have
I miss the sound of your heart
thumping against my ear
I miss the feel of your breath
ghosting across my face
I miss the grin you always had
when I gave you what you want
I miss the hugs your dad gave
when you weren't there yet
I miss the stories we told
while we drifted off to sleep
I miss the double meanings
we always found in speech
I miss the adrenaline I got
when I heard your voicemail
I miss the notes we passed
and each unique fold
I miss you like a song is wrong
when the drums are taken out
I miss you like a tribal meeting
when it's peace pipe is gone
I miss you like the wild cat
caged inside a zoo
I miss the way you always stood
where other men had fallen
I miss the way you never gave
less than your perfection
I miss the phone call game
before you saw it all
I miss the nights of cover-ups
so you could stay and talk
I miss you as my hands shake
while trying to write to you
I miss you as my body shakes
while trying to block you out
I miss you as my brow sweats
while trying to forget everything
I miss you as my heart chills
while trying to lose it all
I miss you as my face smiles
telling them it's alright
I miss you as my shoulder shrugs
telling them I don't care
I miss you as my steps falter
telling me I'm not ready
I miss you as my lip bleeds
telling me I'm worrying
I miss you as my future wanes
as the moon does many times
I miss you as my music fades
with too many reminders
I miss you as my arms shiver
with too much alone time
I miss you as my hope fades
into something hollowed out
I miss you as my temper flares
at people nondeserving
I miss you as my dreams glisten
wet as the tears they cause
I miss you as my words come to life
like the eternity they could be
I miss you as my words come to life
still not running out
I'll stop missing you when I never hurt
I'll never hurt when I can say your name
I'll say your name when I can hear that song
and see that food and write those words
and tell those stories and look at those pictures
and see those people and be in those places
and hear those secrets and hug that person
and laugh at those jokes and be who I was
And even if I do laugh and hug and hear
and be and see and tell those things
I'll never stop loving
That's how much I miss you.

 


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