February 2017
Saturday, 11
SNOW. SO MUCH SNOW. Went snowshoeing for the first time!
Sunday, 12
Returned to Mene for the first time in quite a while, and actually talked to people rather than just lurking! Meant to clean my room; didn't clean my room. Danced around to club songs with Scout (my partner), had a nice, mindful dinner of split pea soup, sweet potatoes and english muffins.
13-22 & Thursday, 23
I've been in a Partial Hospitalization program for my anxiety and depression, so I haven't really had time for anything besides that and some social stuff at night, but I went to the LGBT chorus for the first time on Monday and I went to my first Trans meet'n'greet, which went really well! I actually talked to people at both and I have some people I wanna be friends with, which is great. Yesterday, I discussed discharge with my therapist and it looks like I'm getting discharged on March 1st, which is good because I'm pretty certain I'm ready for it and I'm not as nervous about it as I was a week ago. I feel more empowered and able to assert myself, although I'm still having a really hard time today getting out of bed, but that's because it's my first weekday off from 9-4 Mon-Fri therapy lmao so I'm understandably a little burnt out and I think I'm getting a cold from being crammed in a room with a billion people and then sitting outside in the cold... I can't
wait for spring.
Yesterday, I got a package from my friend Lee with all these AMAZING rocks in it, and a bone from a cat skeleton he found on the road and I'm SO EMOTIONAL ABOUT IT, I love Lee. I'll post pics once I have spoons to upload 'em.
AND my partner got me fidget toys, which I love and will post pics of.
And THEN I won all these prizes from Linnea's games!! :') And Bartuc gave me a bunch of really awesome items!! :'') and hummy gave me a Turkey!! :''') And Howdy sent me a lollipop. :'''') I don't know what I did to deserve yesterday, but yesterday was almost enough to make me a christian, I swear.
my day ended with my partner and I doing some easy yoga, which I didn't even realize how much I'd been craving doing yoga... my body needs that shit, I gotta remember to try to do it daily.