I know it's wrong of me but I'm ready for the 2nd coming

I've changed my name to kelseyarrr on recolorme.
I'll b using it henceforth and changing it here as well.

And so goes another tuesday

Why am I so crazy. I'm a guy. Outdoor plumbing and whiskers.
Most days that fine, but other daze I hate being me. Inside I slam back and forth from steel and leather to ruffles and lace without warning. It doesn't happen as often as it used to but still, why can't I just b a regular old guy?

When I rant like that responses would b nice.

I'm sorry Capt! ...I've been kinda consumed by depression lately.
All I can offer you is what I tell myself every day...Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
(((Hugs)))) &

Originally Posted by Inzanebraned

I'm sorry Capt! ...I've been kinda consumed by depression lately.
All I can offer you is what I tell myself every day...Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
(((Hugs)))) &

Yeah. I tell myself this too shall pass

I can't wait to be done with work and I haven't even started work. Lunch rush is going to be hell. The local school has a half day.

Originally Posted by Kirin Rosenbaum

I can't wait to be done with work and I haven't even started work. Lunch rush is going to be hell. The local school has a half day.

Yep. BUT it is a finite problem. May all your customers b polite

So here I am. Fat old and as internally confused as I was at 14.
And then there's this.
We( the wife and I )were out shopping.
So we go out to the car after the last stop and she says, if I die before u you'll b married again in less than a year.
So I asks, why u say that? And she replies, the way women look at u in public.
Well, I said. At least I'm not looking at them even enough to notice. And then she says, I know ,with a snug smile.
At least I'm never confused about that she loves me.

So I bought 3 laying hens today.
So I brought them home ,put them in the coop, topped off the water dish and fed them.
So then near dusk the 1st trio came back to roost. I threw some food in the coop and they rushed in. So then all 6 of them got into a fight.
Lol..... It'll b ok. They're just discussing the pecking order.
I'll keep them locked up together for 3 days to bond into a flock.
Wishbone me luck....yes that foul pun was on purpose.

I hope your hens aren't too fowl toward each other!

Well, birds of a feather....

Sometimes I hate being me. The inner turmoil between my plumbing and my heart.
One would think I could blend the 2. But not in this world.

Actually, in today's world it seems that people aren't supposed to be one gender or the other. A friend of ours recently told me about a news story he saw about how Children's Hospital is taking the gender off their patients wrist tags so doctors won't assume they can call them a girl or a boy.
I'm sorry that you struggle with who you are. Do you still see a therapist and discuss how you feel? Sometimes it helps to talk to someone who you don't feel will judge you.

I don't judge because I live by the judge least you be judged mado and I don't want that! I'm a weird one... Don't judge me

Well. I was released from my therapist. According to their work up on me I've overcome huge obstacles but really am fairly happy now( which is true) it seems pink in some form isn't going anywhere.

I've always enjoyed pink!

I'm working on combining them

I love fresh eggs.

I am not a big fan of gathering fresh eggs but I do enjoy eating fresh eggs. Especially if it's in an egg salad sandwich type pile of eggs. And made with Hellman nay nays Hellmann's mayonnaise

My hens aren't laying yet

Maybe you should play them some babyface or Barry Weiss songs

i would love to own chickens

Chickens r hypnotic. I feed and suddenly I've been watching them for ten minutes.
Of course I being retired have no problem tending them. Basicly,I drink coffee, raise chickens and take naps. 😀