This will be a hangout for me and my friends, but until they actually perticipate (which might not even happen...) it's open to anyone who wants to hang out!

Welcome and enjoy!=3

Befu!! *clings too* How have you been!? I haven't talked to you in forever O.O

OHMIGOSH FIR!!! You found me! ^o^ How are YOU? I've been away for a year and a half and just got back! It's so good to see you!!

I'm ok I guess. Still freaking sick >.< So what've you been up too? I missed you T_T I wish I could play maplestory with you and everyone else again but the only reason my bro let me download any mmo at all on his computer is because our older brother kept bothering me to play Shaiya XP

Awww... D: Is there any way you'll be able to get on again? Sometime in the future? Wow.. How long have you been sick for now? o.o

I don't know if I'll be able to get back on anytime soon :( I don't have a computer that can run maplestory and while Roger's computer is here I have to listen to what he has to say when it comes to it >.< Until I can get well enough to work I'm kinda screwed when it comes to computers :(

Sad... :< My computer's about dead so my dad promised to get me a new computer. If I could I'd just send you mine because it runs MS just fine. Just.. everything else it runs it kinda.. dies.. XD; Whenever I sign onto a messaging divice, my computer will show a blank screen and I'll have to restart. But other than that it runs pretty smoothly.. but it only has 59 GB of space. XD' It's kinda outdated..

I don't expect anyone to give me anything. I just want to get healthy enough to be able to work to buy my own :( that would make me happier then anything, but until I can get my meds going again and not feel like crap everyday I can start looking for work. But I need to get my stupid meds first >.<

How long until you can get your meds again? o.o

I don't know. I need to get the paper work into the patient assistance program for what they want me on, but I don't know what to do with the paper for my doctor >.< I can't get a ride to the hospitle, and even if I could I'm not sure if the people at the front desk would take them and make sure he gets them. I had to change doctors recently cause my main doctor moved his pratice to another state :(

Can you call an ambulance to get a ride to the hospital? I know there are lots of disabled people who get free rides in ambulances for their general needs. =3 But that's in Spain.. I'm not sure about here... If there's anything different about it or not.

Yeah, they'll charge you everytime >.< I already had to ride in one twice in the past year and I keep getting bills I can't pay >.< I really hate it T_T About the only bright spot I have left anymore is being able to play shaiya. Sometimes I can catch my older brother on, but most of the time I can talk to some of the new friends I've managed to make. it makes me sad that I won't be able to play anymore when this computer either leaves with Roger or dies on us :( Man I hate being sick >.<

But.. so.. Who do you live with? Does no one have a car?

I live with my dad, but he's sick right now also. His girl friend has a car but she works a lot, and when she's off she don't feel like doing anything. I hate having to ask my dad though cause he tends to get cranky over stupid stuff anymore. Ever since he lost his job and has been unemployed his temper has gotten worse, and he's angrier then ever >.<

But asking your dad about this thing.. isn't it a big thing that could help you get a job? It's not really a small thing..

Yeah I know, but I'm to the point where I'm afraid to ask for anything. One of the last times I was hospitlized when i told him I wasn't sure how much of my meds the hospitle pharmacy was willing to cover and that he might have to buy some of them he screamed at me over the phone, "Just f**king great, I guess we won't f**king eat this week and then hung up on me

Jeez.. Your dad needs a psychiatrist... D: No offense.

And he's your dad. o_O It's not like you can help these things.

But nothing's going to get done if you just wait.. D:

Yeah I know. I'm gonna call the hospitle Monday and see what they want me to do, cause I am honestly lost. Things just haven't been good on my end at all :( what about you? How was it in Spain? Did you have fun? What was it like? I bet it was pretty.

Actually Spain was like walking into downtown LA with a ton of apartment buildings and no homes, no grass.. and what little grass there was it was fenced off and no one was allowed to walk on it. XD And the streets smelled of poo no matter where you went... No public restrooms so people go in the streets, 25% unemployment...

It wasn't all that people imagine it to be. =3

There ARE pretty places, don't get me wrong, but they're quite rare to find.. D:

Overall it was a wonderful and spiritual experience where I really came to understand God's plan and build a testimony in the church. X3 It was an amazing experience and I'd do it all again if I could.

Oh wow, poo smelling streets o.o;; eekness o.o;;; Fenced off grass? That sucks. But it's good that you had such a good time :3

Yeah. XD Most people wouldn't think of that when it comes to Spain. XD But then again, they also don't realize how good we have it here in America. D: I swear.. if we turn into a socialistic economy.. Spain is not a good goal to have. :<

Eek O.O;;;

So, how've things been going on maple? Ever since all the updates the crappy laptop I was able to use before won't work anymore, and I haven't been on or checked the site since I kept trying to install maple on the laptop before Roger moved back in and brought his computer with him. I tried to get the laptop to run it, but it kept saying there was some kinda error and when I'd check the site the only thing it would tell me to do was to re-download the install file >.< I don't know if it was because the laptop was way to slow to run maple anymore or what the problem was, but Ben kept trying to walk me though what he thought might help and nothing worked :( Then Roger moved back in, and I was able to use his computer, but he's really picky was to what gets put on it :( Luckly Matt and my mom talked him into letting me download shaiya cause they both played it.

Wow, your mom plays shaiya?

Nothing much. It confused me too, to download MS again.. I deleted it cuz I was cleaning out my computer (only had 2GB free space when I got home from my mission D:) and then re-installed it. x_X I had to download some... weird program and then the actual MS file and even then I had to tinker with it before I got it to work. I'm not sure what exactly you need to do to get it to work... There's been a few events, but hardly anyone gets on anymore.. It's pretty much Ben and someone else.. but Jessi doesn't really play anymore and Katie doesn't either. But maybe she'll get back into it since school's ended.

Oh that sucks that Ben is the only one playing it anymore :( I know that must make him sad. If I thought I could talk people into joining shaiya I'd be begging everyone I knew to at least give it a try >.> But shaiya has optional pvp in it and I know that any game with pvp in it some people aren't willing to even give a shot >.> But it's interesting. There's nothing that says a level 60 (current level cap, though I hear it's going up soon) can't party with a level 1 and still have the level 1 get exp. It's cool cause if I could talk people into playing I could help level some of them XD;;; And there are diffrent modes in shaiya too. There's easy (level cap 30) normal, hard, and Ultimate. Hard mode takes longer to level then normal or easy mode chars but each time you go up a mode you get more points to spend on your toons, and ultimate mode toons will be lost if you can't find an oracle/priest to res you or if you don't have a res rune from the cash shop, but it's kinda cool and there's lots to do. Every weekend there are guild raid battles where you fight monsters for points and it decides the guild rankings. there's also guild vs guild battles, but I haven't been in any of those yet.

Crap, Shayia buddy is asking me to log my oracle cause they need me x.x I'll try to keep talking, but my comments are going to slow down a bit, so sorry in advance x.x

It's okay. XD I went to eat lunch and now I need to take a shower because right afterwards, we're going shopping for food that I need to make some presents..

I think I downloaded and played and have an account on Shaiya, but is it more real-looking CG? That might be why I stopped. XD I prefer the more cartoony look. Sorry I disappeared without warning O: