(place date here, but she wrote it before leaving)
Sorry, this'll be a rant. I huge rant. The only people I know who write in these things are teenagers who need to get their life in order. Well, for today, I am a human girl.

I cannot comprehend. How...by what force could this have happened?
By what means?
I noticed...it's only been a short time. I little mere nothingness in time itself, or even in a human life. But, how long exactly? It was like waking up from a dream you've slept with for what felt like so long.
I used to be me. I wasn't sure who I was so I was everything. That is what I wanted to become, to take after "mom", or that lady who took care of me while I ran away. I just wanted to express me.
But that's a different story. It's been a short time, I little tiny short time. Not even half way into the year, but so much had happened. I made friends, who I can't say I know anything about. But they act like my family really, I woke up every morning awaiting to see everyone and their smiling faces. I do believe I acted like myself, the girl I was supposed to be.
Sadly, I was never raised like that. I do remember when Lomie and I first came here, we were taken out of our homes and taken here. I wasn't scared though, everyone was so nice. Catering to our every whim and wish, getting everything we wanted. I now can fully say I hated those years, for then I had no idea it was suffocating my growth, forming a young girl named Zellmarry into something that she wasn't born to be.
See? This is a rant, and I would be screaming it to the world If i could. It's funny though, I'm still happy. I'll still wake up every morning with a happy smirk on my face and look into those grey clouds and command them to be gone.
Why though? How I wish I could have left forever. I know, I'll leave now. Of course I won't leave forever, but get some fresh air. Isabelle will agree if I bring Lomie. Maybe.

lol, missed lots here I think...Will look through the pages later...So I was readig a manga that I sort of started a while back but forgot about and there's this page that just looks so dirty...top left panel y'all.

http://www.sunmanga.com/online_manga...html?t=21&n=14

......Says nothing hides in corner with her werewolf book.

*tackles icy to the ground* You're alive!
...
Are you ok? Did you loose your hearing? limbs? Suffered brain damage? Fought cancer? Ate potatoes and leftover turkey all weekend? Tackled a polar bear at a zoo? Caught a could in a butterfly net? Joined the circus? Fought off the evil goblin people in World of Warcraft (never played that game so i don't know the enemies)? Died? Went to some far off country? Met a alien?
^^ Just questions I ask everyone on a regular basis...

um... i'm good maybe little stomach problems from to much pie and my bf's delicious pumpkin roll and kisses. Hee hee i love him. *huggles imaginary boy* knurl return to me.

Anyhoo I watched alot of movies

Orphen, good strange but good, not to predicitble other than the *** thing, oh and with boy and bro

New moon, with my mom, good for a movie forget the franchize and go see it it's a good one

Star trek, with boy, not bad

Blood the last vampire the live action one, with boy, bloody and good, blood to fake

Ninja assasin, with boy, good very guts and gore and blood, but also acuratly done, even if the blood was super fake.

*Steals your memories of Ninja Assassin* They're MINE NOW! *drops smoke bomb*

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Tries to take back the awsome bloodyness.

O.O
*shuffles back into the corner where icy was before*
You guys...ya'know, continue...I'll just sit here wondering what you're talkin' about. No big deal...

Aww lil missy, come here *huggle* it's ok we are just talkin about a movie.

Zovi, this is a school vamp-human roleplay, can you please try not to make it a horror?

I movie that is alien to me O.O Sev's smoke-bomb pic did make me laugh though

It may have already passed horror with my boys.

Hm? O.O
I don't get it.
Lol, my skills at figuring out what people are saying...

giggles.

Ryan is a rape victom by a sadistic ancient vampire that gets kicks out of watching his pet Zake squirm.

good night every body i will see u tomorrow! and what does beitber or whatever you said in that post mean?

the word was be able i forgot the space.

Good night everyone! see u tomorrow!

12/3/09

Goodnight everyone again!!!!!

Wooooow...I missed a lot. Can anyone clue me in?

If you are wondering why I am gone, its because of those friggin' drunk drivers! Sorry, excuse my language.

sorry you and any others doin good.

edit

Forgot to tell you what happened.

I'm not sure when you left but recently there was the possession unpossesion then the kidnapping of calice who has been saved and Zake brought her home and now there all waiting on the others to return, Calice Dolly Zake and RYan are in the infirmary and Katel Kaeli stella are in the boys dorm, Frankie and Hisoka are coming back from getting calice.

Wow...a lot has happened

YEAH!!! ALMOST 200 PAGES!!! -throws confetti in the air- Woot, woot!

yay

Hey you guys I am sick! Well i went home sick from school today! It's horrible! Um icecat sorry to ask you this but umm where did you clothes go?

680ish more gold and you will find out.

Try 19 more gold. :] I donated 661 to you.

Yay i'm all sweet looking thanks Katey

Welcome. :D