Originally Posted by Pietro

Everyone looks at me as a loser.
I know I am a dork, and proud of it, but I am not a loser.
I have had thoughts about killing people, in great detail.

Which is common and expected, but do not act upon those thoughts. In fact, it's best if you don't think about things like that at all, Pietro.

@Luenola Marxiel: Hazing is a college thing when joining frats and stuff. That is what they have made illegal.

Siri: Haha, I know. It's one of those events that I tell to make people feel better. It was kind of funny... Especially since the people around me in the hallways were all sophomores who knew me and all said "What the hell?"
xD

Pie: Hey, dorks and nerds shall rule the world.
And don't act out on that. That just ruins the future for everybody in that community.

I will not.
I am a goody two shoes.
I will try not to.
Disrespect SICKENS me.
I don't tolerate disrespect, violence, and fakeness.
That's when I have a problem.
Despite WHO it is.

Hey there folks! What's up? I heard that this thread is moving fast . . .

Originally Posted by Pietro

Everyone looks at me as a loser.
I know I am a dork, and proud of it, but I am not a loser.
I have had thoughts about killing people, in great detail.

We all have destructive desires in ourselves I think. Everyone has violent thoughts sometimes.

@Hatakitty: Yeah, lol. I was actually going to ask about that... didn't anyone who realized that you were a sophomore intervene and save you? D:

What if a person is genuinely violent?

Hatake: I know. XD Poor Nalin, he has to make up all the hugs Abel wont give me. lol BUt that's okay, I loves Nalin. >w< ...Not in like a creepy stalker-ish way, just in an Aawwww he's so cute and fun to huggle way. lol

Peitro: ........ You know I've never really had thoughts like that.... Though I have had urges to shove someone down the up escalator just to see how long they will fall. But at any rate...you just have to learn to put up with it, and soon enough it will stop once it stops bothering you.

Gary: Yes, of course. XD You know you love the hugs. lol.

Dorks and nerds already rule the world... look at our government... although.. i think Obama is pretty cool..though albeit still needs to work on his presidency skills..but he looks cooler in appearance anyway...lol XD

but yeah, Pietro.. i agreee with everyone else on this one..just don't act on it. <3

And this is where I would/should say that my greeting has been ignored . . . but, I wonder if anyone will notice at all . . . .

Siri: Nah... I just had to shake the trash out of my hair and just walked away.
8T

*hugs alaunt*
HIIII~!

Nalin is the only thing that can cheer me up.
He's a florist.
A florist can do wonders!

I've been admiring your avatar, Alaunt.

I'm out, as well. I'm just not finding a place to post.

Pietro, I hope things get better for you. Just stick it out and count down the years 'til you graduate. I'm speaking from personal experience, since I had my own miserable high school experience... I felt like Invisible Girl. I'm so much happier in college. I'm getting to know people, and making friends, slowly but surely.

If you are choking up when you have to talk to people, you might have social anxiety? Also speaking from personal experience here, it's what I had, and I still have it. I went to get counseling and am now on meds. I hate having to rely on them to be able to function socially, but they really do help, so I take them. Everyone's different, though, so whether or not you decide you need counseling and whether or not you end up getting medication is entirely up to you.

Either way, I wish you all luck in finding friends and happiness. What I found out the hard way is that you have to go and look for it yourself, even if it means stepping out of your comfort zone. Best of luck!

All right, peace out, y'all. *Mai waves and exits*

*laughs at Gary's comment* Well, that's one way to go about it. But I don't think it helps with the marginalization.

I'm a bit curious though, Pietro, and I'm sorry if it's too personal, so don't share if you'd rather not. I mean, bullies usually target people with some very specific characteristics that they find uncool or makes a person a "loser." What makes you a target? =3

-glomps Alaunt- Someone looking extra green today

Hello there Alaunt.. I just came in myself ! <3 whats up chica??? ^_^


@Abel: Hey there... how are you holdin up now? Are you still in lurker mode? ^_^;

Hi Alaunt~
Sorry I didn't respond to you earlier. D:

I do wonder what Abel does when he lurks...

He plots ways to keel people :ninja:

I am overweight, and have developing social skills, so I am very shy, around most people.

hehehehe... See Alaunt.. you are getting loads of attention..


now guess who is the one being ignored??? *points to self*


But it doesn't bother... i just know eventually someone would talk to me...^_^

@Bartuc: Hey~ :D
How are you?

And we were talking about this earlier actually--where did that light thing come from?

@Pietro: Take my advice then and go do martial arts, not only will you lose weight but it will help you develop confidence which is key to social skills. Xd