02-16-2016, 10:10 PM
October Memories:
So here is the deal this is what I did.
I took some lavender oil and poured it into hot bathwater even when I already had lavender bubble bath in there (didnt have alot so that's why I added the oil instead of burning it into the oil burner). So when I decide to get out I feel refreshed. I go to get on the computer and realize I'm ultra sleepy and my mind is going...blank. That's weird to me since my thoughts are always running all around. My head is rarely quiet. But I lay down around noon-ish..I keep waking up in a dream, out of a dream, during a dream...I thought I was really awake when i went to answer the door for a package or something. I even thought I must have opened the window curtains in the living room...but when I truly woke up (I felt groggy, that's how I knew). Everything was back to the way it was. Closed curtains, home alone, etc.
So have you ever did that? I mean I know on spiritual or mind terms that lavender is a great relaxer and supposed to help influence dreams. But wow. I had so many dreams inside dreams...I almost couldn't tell what was real. Now I really need to get my body moving to stay awake, but I'm like EHHHHHH.
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If I dress up, it will only be to take a picture. If not, I'll walk to work and return the make up shit I bought this year. No way in hell Halloween exists with this family.
So I had NO Halloween. I vowed next year I will hang out with friends or something. Maybe I'll move out by then, but that takes more money and I am not sure I really want to deal with a second job or getting a car. But I don't need AC or heat or nothing. I'm sure I could tough it out. Anyways, that was my halloween night. I wasted money on candy, make up that wasn't usable, make up never opened, and still it sucked.
Family sucks.
Last edited by Immy; 11-01-2016 at 11:59 AM..
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