Do I? I dunno i'm confused and stressed out. :(

lol, in our trade

Ah okay, i'll look at it.

oops, sorry i was doing chance on marnie

haha i never looked at it. i'm sorry i'm so off in la la land. i've been really tired, i think my anemia is getting bad again (been bleeding a lot again) and stressed out with school and being low on money.

no worries, llonkabadonkadonk!
hummy is knee deep in trades
i'mma also add some things

MAKE A LIST OF WANTS IN RAK
MOST WANTED TO LEASR

when you have time
no rush

Okie dokie. We'll see if I do or not. *smirks*

*revives the thread*

llonka wonka, how's the questing going?

Thank you! Not so good. I've been so darn busy with it being summer and starting my new Jamberry Nails business. Along with not feeling good the first part of the summer.

Double yikes. =/ I hope you feel better soon llonka and that everything goes smoothly.

>.> Unlike my office chair at the moment. The hydraulics are going out of it. So randomly it'll start jerking down an inch or two at a time. Pretty uncomfortable lol Maybe it's because of the preggo weight and not because it's broken...though not sure which would make me feel better. Having to buy a new chair or that I'm killing my chair.

I'm feeling better health wise, just have an emotional thing that just popped up that i'm dealing with. Along with trying to get the house fixed.

Uh oh! Could be baby weight. Wait until the baby comes first?

Yikes, I'm sorry you've got so much going on. You got someone *me* to talk to if you need it. ^^

And yeah I don't think 80 lbs in just baby weight. xD It's going to take me forever to lose all this weight.

Oh hubby admitted to trying to watch porn friday night. i was a mess all day saturday. to me, watching porn is like cheating. i feel like he should only look at me. i know some women feel differently, but it really bugs me. i think we are okay now though.

eeek. i gained tons of wieght when i had my two boys, but never tried to get it off. i'm trying now though!

I can see your point in that matter. I haven't really had to deal with that because I've watched it with the people I've been with as a couple, sooo yeah.
I'm glad you guys are doing better. :) Communication is key.

I just feel really unhealthy right now being at this weight, and after totally busting my tail prior to getting pregnant to get down to my goal size.

That's the thing that bugs me most I think. He does it in secret. I don't think i'd mind as much if he watched it with me, you know?

Aww. Well once the baby gets here, you can get back to your goal weight!

That would be the issue with me too. I don't think anything that is done in secret it good. I mean even if you didn't like him watching it but he was upfront about it would be a different story ya know? But I just haven't had that issue.

Yeah eventually one day I'll get back to my goal weight. xD I'm like 90 pounds gained up from that.

Yep. But I just told him I'd rather he didn't do it at all. :/ I'm supposed to make him you know, not some chick on the computer. I dunno.

That's not too bad!! I'm like a hundred pounds overweight. Well about 78 now, I'm gonna try to get down to 145.

That's a personal matter between the two of you, and whatever you feel comfortable with he should go with it. I personally don't have a problem with porn until porn becomes a problem, but it's totally a personal matter and opinion. Just talk to him about it. Maybe there's a fantasy or something he is getting from that, or maybe try something new? can't really offer much help here.

I know it just bothers me that I went from 130 to 220 >.<

Okay. Thanksfor talkingwith me about it.

Aww. It's tough now, but if you work really hard afterthe baby gets here, you'll be back where you want to be.