Where we are


there we are sitting together by the sun
our hands are linked one into one
we are together now like a dream
infront of the sunlit stream

oh how i missed you i wished i wouldve said
but i said this instead
dont leave me like you had before
and a tear drop hit the floor

his eyes were saddened seeing my pain
and the sky began to rain
he touched my cheek with gentle fingers
slowly as his words were to linger

never will i leave you
not ever again
all of my bad deeds are through
my morals sin

i let a smile trace
across my face
and a smile became on his
and i wondered what did i do to deserve this

Theatre

Acts Simple Little Acts
They mask us with such simplicity
Burning us with the facts
True to only you and me

Drama over Say
That moves our emotion
Swaying us and making us sway
like the water of the ocean

Constant fake And faking to be constant
To feel or be numb to the reality
without and with never consent
True only to you and me

Closure oh sweet closure
gifts thrown to our aching feet
Statue we hold our posture
The end oh so bitter sweet

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The sun is casting shadows

Distance is the further your mind wants
Not how far the land is
Feelings are just elegant taunts
Everything is always this

Love is a strength
hate a weaken
extended to know length
fixed to be broken

dont ignore your heart
If it only beats twice
because the first is the start
to an oncoming vice

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Kiss the moon

When you die and gain you wings

And say goodbye to all good things

You kiss the moon and then your done

Becauce only in noon can you kiss then sun

Screaming mimes

Tears Falling around me From the faces above
Sworn to the silence
Never sworn not to love
creating a self violance

Face painted white
Hide Me
Already in a fight
Towards history

Hands motioning
Ransom notes falling out of my mouth
pulling the rope pulling
Towards the truth

Deceit Me once
That isnt nice
Deceit me again
Pay the price

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Having A horrible night...tonight..So...
I Cried Tonight the tears just wouldnt go away
I Waited There alone.....Wishing someone would call anyone
To Tell Me It Was all okay
But That Was never Done

How can they know how could they understand
The pain I Feel it digs in deep
I Feel As if I Have been Damned
As I Begin To weep

The Demons are Playing
The light locked away
No use in praying
No Use To s
tay


Cold..
And alone...
as everything finally hits me


What have I done................wrong..

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Random poem.. heh
Sometimes i sit by the phone
is it even worth the time?
Sometimes i feel alone
Its like a crime

to be alone without your voice
it seems like this forever
But its your choice...
But I dont know wether

You will even try
so i will sit and i will wait
And i will cry
its a bad trait

Im not asking for golden rings
and it doesnt cost money at all
infact id throw out all those things
just to hear the call

But it never comes as i figured
What was I to even think
My heart feels disfigured
as i begin to sink

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teh poem
I told him i would love him forever
He told me that to
He did what he said he would never
And then it was through

But he was my only one
And even though i cried
At the things he had done
I tried and tried

To ignore it the feeling i needed
I was so afraid
of history reapeated
But my heart had said

You love him you always will even if he doesnt love you
And everytime he hurts you. That love will keep you coming to him
Because that is what love will do

But now he made a promise
He says he will keep
I took it will all my trust
And i have yet to weep..


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So Our Open Wounds Will Bleed by Me
Underneath the dusty window
A spider spins her art
Look towards the shadow
Wallowing for a heart

The sun Fades away
Into a darkness small light peeking through
Wishing for it to stay
To Shine on you

Listen closely to the whispers singing
tunes and melodies like de'ja vu
there voices stinging
The wounds you would not sew

Now close your eyes and weep
Press your back to the cold ground
And sleep
Ingore the sound.....

Embrace the rain
Dont wake forever
To keep sane
follow the souls of the river

They will guide you to a colder place
Sing to the hell hounds
Meet the mask with no face
Ignore the sounds.....

that are calling you...Back

Fade into..Black

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Random poerm by me..
And I cant stop thinking...
Cant stop thinking of you
like the sequence of breathing
The spreading of a flew

And I cant stop dreaming
Cant stop dreaming of whats to come
The stars are gleaming
What is the sun hiding from?

And I cant stop sighing
Sighing of happyness
I feel like crying
Because of bliss

Boredom...So i wrote this poem
Distance is the further your mind wants
Not how far the land is
Feelings are just elegant taunts
Everything is always this

Love is a strength
hate a weaken
extended to know length
fixed to be broken

dont ignore your heart
If it only beats twice
because the first is the start
to an oncoming vice


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will try to help you always I promise forever
Your the first and only person to listen and understand
You taught me alot of things you made me better
Love is never planned
It is a sequence And a story newly written
With meaning and feeling
and with every war foughten
You keep on reading
It doesnt have to be a good story
But it will never be bad
Because the hero always wins glory
But you know whats sad?
Stories arent always true..
Sometimes there lost with history
But I beleive in you...
Like you alway beleived in me
But right now you have to understand this
Because i really need you to know
Love isnt only a hug..Or a kiss
It is an evergoing flow
Of happyness and trust and laughter
where you listen to the person
day in and day after
With or without reason
You always are there for me...
and i want be there for you..
But only you can see
Which story will come true.....

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Help
Im Broken...Im Broken
The Tears They Just wont stop
lies Were only spoken
When I put you ontop

Im hurt im lost and cold
WHo should care though
I beleived every promise told
Who was i to know

Im Useless Im useless
Being used over and over again
Im breathless...
There was no game no reason to win

Why should i be here
If every turn is another trap
when every one i thought would care
turned just to snap

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Breakdown (By Me)
The mirror was laughing at me
I laughed Even more
Lost without reality
Forgetting what breathing was for
Crying at every little thing
There eyes gave such a weird look
The needle did sting
As the blood they took
more and more
When everyone was gone
he was at the door
asking me what i have done
He my friend that has lasted for so long
Crying with worry
I didnt know anything was wrong
whats the hurry?

Arent I Normal..?

Those


There are those who lie and cheat
Or those that are loyal and always there
There are those Who know how to excrete
Or those who always care

There Are those who lie
Or Those Who are always trying
There are those who dont care why
Or those who stop your crying

There are those who make you feel low
Or those who raise you back high
There are those who never care to know
Or those who always know why

There are those who are fake
Or those you can talk to forever nonstop
There are those who find you to be a mistake
Or those who put you ontop

There are those
Or There Is You...
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Define
Salty Water it slides fown my flesh stinging me
I sit straring into the shadowed dark ceiling
how complicated is this supposed to be
Life without feeling

A cooler version of myself I wish to be
I cover up my saddened exposure
My eyes are still hurting me
I wipe away at the moisture

I start tearing and clawing and ripping
telling my self "Take it away"
I want to tear it all off as i begin stripping
Life is everday..

Sleep if fading faster
then I am ripping at my face
Im becoming more of a disaster
I don't recognize this place

Through red mask I began to sob
The red washing onto my body
My skin begins to throb
A redder version of me

It burns it sting this is pain
but not that which did
not as much as what drove me insane
I am waisted...

On love...