Anger

Heart pounding strongly.
Blood begins to boil.
Skin feels hot from within.
As uncontrollable feelings begin.

Headaches become blinding.
Quickening breath like hyperventilating.
Tears surface at the brim of release.
The feelings slowly increase.

No known cause can be determined.
So many questions of why?
Where do these feelings surface from?
My unexplainable anger.

Endless Dreams

Houses made from cardboard.
Turn into rocket ships.
Taking you to a magical world.
Inside your childhood dreams.

Fairytale love stories.
Embellish first kiss.
Adventurous tales of friendship.
Awakens the young mind.

Wishes of success.
Enlightens the aging mind.
To be somebody and achieve.
Grows within college bound dreams.

Happiness and warmth.
As loves final vow.
Dreams of marriage and family.
Take over now.

Travel and adventures.
Dreams of far away lands.
Hope for loved ones.
All come back to play again.

Dont let the dreaming end.

Forgotten Child

I walk as a shadow.
Empty within this living shell.
From moment to moment.
Alive yet untouchable.

Two eyes without a soul.
Wandering lost among the crowd.
Unnoticed and ignored.
Like an old warn out doll.

Unwanted by family.
No friends would claim me.
Hopeless and heartless.
Broken beyond repair.

A cold breeze flows by.
Sweeping me away to nothingness.
Not even a shadow remains.
My existence erased from a page.

Unwritten my life now is.
Forgotten by all I loved.
No fleeting thoughts or cares.
About the girl that I once was.

I think this is my saddest poem yet..

Betrayal

Two choices.
One fate.
Which path to take.

One path full of lies.
Yet no hearts will break.
Is this the right path to take?

One path unveiling truth.
Hearts will ache but learn to heal.
Is this the right path to take?

Two streams break at the rivers end.
One rough while the other is still.
No idea what the end will reveal.

No matter which path is taken,
There will be hurt and pain.
Just one question still remains.

Which is the better choice of betrayal?

Doubts

One moment of happiness,
Brings thousands of doubting thoughts.
With every fleeting minute,
The cloudier the mind becomes with second guesses.

Can the moment of joy
Truly be real, or is it all a fairy tale?
Why must the mind paint such lies,
Or is it a weakness that I believe them?

Unwanted questions with missing answers.
Why can't my heart and mind just trust?
Is this self protection,
Or do I just corrupt all happy thoughts?

Soon happiness darkens down the path of sadness.
Leaving me alone with just my thoughts.
In the end I know one true fact,
Doubts will be the only thing left.

Beyond Regret

Loose actions bring filth and decay,
Spoiling the skin as it peels away as rancid flakes.
No amount of holy water can wash away,
Or take away the nauseating taste.

Whoring out the body for carnal desires,
Leaves the child empty; as shallow as her thoughts.
She killed her friends with words of acid,
Nobody could love a girl with no remorse for actions.

As judgment day soon approaches,
She gathers into the crawling pile of flesh.
The bodies all around her scream out for forgiveness,
As the dark lord now approaches for one last test.

The time comes now for the girl to take the stand,
Pulling away from the grabbing arms of the damned,
As they ride south to hell's layers of agony and justice.
Looking to the lord, she drops to her knees with a plea.

Shaking words escape her lips but have no meaning in the end.
Do you regret? Stops her pleas echoing the fear of the dead.
The child remains silent, though one word could save her,
From the agonizing future that laid ahead.

Time passes, slowly creeping to the dreaded end,
As her head shakes beyond the will of its master.
The lord now has his answers as she is ripped away,
Taken by the chains that pull at her bloodied flesh.

There was only one answer that she could ever possibly give.
For a girl who caused such misery,
With no remorse on the earth's living soil.
Is beyond regret at hell's fiery door.

Hope

Choppers buzzing in the air,
As chaos scrambles upon the ground.
Screams of terror breaks the sound.

Pleas of help reach ears of saviors.
Struggling to save lives of strangers.
Praying that the last string doesn't snap.

So much effort in a world of horror.
Trying to save the purest thing; a life.
Gives us hope for a brighter future.

Hope, the strongest concept ever created;
By endless dreams and possibilities.
Makes one think that everything will be alright.

Keep hoping, dreaming, and praying
For those that continue to struggle upon this earth.
Powerful words beyond anything imaginable.

Judgment Day

Words flow out of enraged lips,
As the mind slowly becomes an empty void.
The words now become meaningless.
Only the sharpness of tone pierces through,
Destroying the target's soul.

Statements and expressions spew freely from the mouth.
Still going, never ceasing to stop hurting.
Dreams are shattered as they crumble to the floor.
Slowly the innocent is erased from the world,
By the elite judgmental monster.

No matter if words are meaningless,
They still burn and scorn.
Try thinking before attacking.
Open up the ears and listen to the screams,
Of all those broken dreams.

All caused by simpleminded judgments.