this is so late
jan 18.
pets: none. i guess a lil frog thing. i want a dog gdi.
got bee shoes and raccoon shirt
was talking to the femmes again. recorded a 5m video of myself talking. apparently made a bunch of tweets.
jan 19.
something new: idek. been rockin since day 1.
i complained about being lonely and harper was just like... u can hang out with me lmao
watched steven universe (caught up)
jan 20.
last book i read: probably the pic of dorian gray around this time?
idk i made a lot of comments about my lips being chapped and how much i hated ap euro
jan 21.
my middle name: HAHA. wow. legally: xxxxx, real middle: probably felix? who knows
started using this as a bag around this time. also hair had gotten long.
went to a concert venue with harper, sarah, liam, matthew, and some kid i dont know. got my hair cut there by some travelling barber/musician.
jan 22.
the zodiac: very nice. i'm a leo.
rose gave me a ton of clothes.
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dad told me he'd put me up for adoption if i cut my hair like that again but w/e since i'd probably get more financial aid for scholarships that way!
victoria and jarid's birthdays (:
jan 23.
tattoos: not yet but i wish! i want some sigils and a watercolour jellyfish
idek what happened. looking at my online history the only thing i said was
"the clouds are moving so fast"
and
"this queer teen is Dead"
>> oh wait apparently i went to the library and sang some songs and people played ukuleles. it was weird.
jan 24.
my best avatar outfit: jk all my outfits are TRASH
i posted a roommate search for one of the colleges im going to. in which i basically came out to the entire school population that i am gay and transgender. cant wait to get killed off!
jan 25.
my last argument: got pissed at a friend because he said that passion wasn't important and i was tired of his cynical bullshit. he apologized later though so we cool.
downloaded lineplay. tried to block websites so i'd do my homework but i'm terrible and it did not work. bought hair bleach.
jan 26.
last dream i remembered: idk what it was at the time but last night was something about candy apples and murder? a crocodile bit off this guy's arm and i was the avatar. why are my dreams so violent?
i tried to dye my hair purple but it? turned green. who knows.
went out with rayy after school i think? hung out and climbed on things at target. good times.
jan 27.
my favorite season: fall
talking to one boy but he's gross. he also has a selfie as his lock screen photo lmao.
jan 28.
where i want to travel: everywhere
cried in health class bc im weak af but mostly because i was pissed at my teacher. alice gave me a ton of little debbie snacks. mysterious, large bump on chin caused terror.
pain bc huge english project and i waited until the last minute to do it.
jan 29.
my family: mom, dad, 2 younger brothers
changed shark's fluid. downloaded plant nanny.
jan 30.
favourite mene memory: winning
some girl saw my underwear at school. i ... whatever. it was really boring underwear and that's what hurts.
got interviewed for an article about gay people.
jan 31.
best part of my life: summer 2014
restarted fe:a. went out with natalie and it was okay. i got new eyeliner.
feb 1.
chocolate or love: my love for chocolate
got beau and ink to join okc with me. i love attention. talked to a lizard.
feb 2.
exercise: i need to tbh
looked hot. nagisa shirt + jacket came in the mail!
found out amanda's engaged and i'm invited to her wedding. nice.
started talking to vikey who drew me walruses and they were cute af.
feb 3.
breakfast: who knows
i threw up a little bit probably from overhydrating and it was Gross. snow moon.
feb 4.
favorite mythological creature: ideally id be a mermaid but in terms of coolness... idk. i like medusa hair a lot.
drew so many sigils.
feb 5.
if i was a superhero: id probably mess up and light everything on fire
my dad showed up at my school?? it was terrible. also i won a silver key for my art portfolio!
made this
feb 6.
this week's episode: on my boring life
dressed hot as hell tbh. floor length purple velvet dress with slit up the side and high heels. hell yea. not a good decision of things to wear to school though.
feb 7.
pet peeves: that sound forks make against plates.
hung out with jade, rose, rayy and sally (korean girl who was staying with rose for the weekend). we went bowling and to steak and shake and i got congratulated on drinking so many shakes. it was fun.
feb 8.
this inspired me: you
study group for ap euro with rose and rayy at rayy's house. sally was there too. fried some salmon at home (this is important)
feb 9.
this is important because: i'm important because i'm amazing.
woke up an hour late for school. didn't get to take a shower so i was gross. took a test. failed a test.
feb 10.
last photo taken:
took work keys test and came home early catching a ride with kennedy. forged parent note. had to go back after school to make a music video for the bell jar though? also got my pink circle lenses!
watched scandal.
feb 11.
favourite song: too hard... maybe
this?
wrote a bad essay about optimism. took colour vision test and got perfect (again, hell yea)
feb 12.
love letter: oh boy lmao
did ap euro notes and laughed bc the shakespeare section was so dramatic and fodder-filled. apparently patty still has my plate from summer... whoops. i need that back from him.
feb 13.
if i had a dragon i'd name it: this depends on the dragon. wtf
outfit ^
dream i had a massive blood leak on my face and tried to stop it and also i drank the ocean.
valentines party was a good time.
feb 14.
7 things i love: trash, me, friends, fish, art, water, pretty things
i..i'm not even sure what happened, honestly
feb 15.
ten new threads on mene: what
yea i have no idea lmao
feb 16.
today i said hello to: nobody
finally wrote that english research paper except it was terrible and i died.
feb 17.
42: why
new wig came in!! also i think a few days before this i got vikey's chat thing so that was neat.
feb 18.
traffic: gross
cny money... school delays are fun
feb 19.
OMG did you see? the guy who punched a monet
i forgot when but somewhere in this week i had a skype call with beau, alex, and ink and it was great. i need to start recording stuff more whoops.
feb 20.
quest progress: i dont even try
school got cancelled. i did nothing all day. looked up bjd's... want a bjd.
bleached my hair that night. call with beau and group chat with him and victoria.
feb 21.
what time is it? 3:24 PM
caught up with this hell. god. woke up and went to the bathroom and the bleach had bubbled out so i panicked and shoved it all in my hair so now it's bleached again and absolutely dead. ate shrimp tempura.