After all of the affirmations, and attempt to avoid
But now I am broken, bruised, and bitterly left berated.
Cant you condone your own critical consciousness?
Dont you dare demonstrate your own defiance.
Every time you examine me you exaggerate my elated energy
Fuck your fickle mind and your frantic fingers
Go back to your god given grievances and guilt
Hating me will only make heaven shine holy lights on you
I wont be intimidated beyond your indiscretion
Justifying your jealousy that is juvenile
Kissing and killing is the same by a kind killer
Loving the most lecherous liars I have learned from
Making me the monster of the momentary melee
Never getting over the neglect
over the oppression that i had to eventually overcome
Passing over the pandemonium and persevering
Quiet the quixotic manners,
Remember the ravaging rumors and raping words
Strike it down softly and stimulate my senses
Trembling from traumatized fear and treachery
Undermind my ultimate slice of your upset
Victory is best when viciously taken from the vulnerable
Withhold your wandering thoughts of a weaker woman
Yelling wont yield the yearning

Hmm. Overall, I think this is a good poem.

Some of the words seem a little forced though, like you got stuck and wanted to add another word to finish the alliteration effect, so you just tacked one on or got it from an online thesaurus.

"Justifying your jealousy that is juvenile" might sound better as simply "Justifying your juvenile jealousy".

"over the oppression that i had to eventually overcome" sounds just a bit redundant to me.

But other than that, yes, I like this poem. Good job. The style couldn't have been easy.
C:

thats really creative abc's people on menewsha are such good poets, i could never write a poet like that