Originally Posted by Liquid Diamond

You know I do, llonka baby ;) You light up my life!!
How have you been lately? I saw in an earlier post you
were feeling kinda down. Is everything okay with you?

Just been overthinking things and been down in the dumps. Like thinking about why we do things when it seems all for nothing (school, work). One of my friends from high school passed away like two weeks ago along with two uncles and a friend's son over the last four months. I've just been feeling like life is all for nothing and so when I can, i've been sleeping so I don't have to worry about stuff. It's getting where I don't even want to go to classes anymore and when I'm there I hardly pay attention. I'm just going through the motions, taking care of the boys and doing what i need to get through each day.

I don't wanna run anyone off with my negative talk though...

Originally Posted by Vanora

Yess, VANNIE ISHA HERE!!

DIA OMFGGGG

Oh hay gurl ;) you lookin' fine!

Dia: - Thank you~
You look gorgeous!

Originally Posted by Vanora

Dia: - Thank you~
You look gorgeous!

Not as Spooktastic as you How have you been sweetie?

Originally Posted by llonka

Just been overthinking things and been down in the dumps. Like thinking about why we do things when it seems all for nothing (school, work). One of my friends from high school passed away like two weeks ago along with two uncles and a friend's son over the last four months. I've just been feeling like life is all for nothing and so when I can, i've been sleeping so I don't have to worry about stuff. It's getting where I don't even want to go to classes anymore and when I'm there I hardly pay attention. I'm just going through the motions, taking care of the boys and doing what i need to get through each day.

I don't wanna run anyone off with my negative talk though...

Don't let nihilism ruin your heart, llonka. You can't enjoy life
if you don't see any point to it. There are people who need you!!

I think just about all my teeth are filled now. The worst part is the numbing shot. I just close my eyes and pretend nothing is happening. I close my eyes while they drill and stuff too. You'll be fine Keno! *pats hand lovingly*

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What is nihilism Dia? I'm just so run down and would rather be in bed than with my boys or at school. I wonder if I should see somebody, I probably should have been all along.

Dia: - Thank you ^^ Last minute dress up, aha.

llonka. :c I'm sorry you're going through tough times like this.

Originally Posted by Liquid Diamond

I have HORRIBLE teeth. Though you'd never know by
looking at them since I always get work done. A lot.
Like more work than any human should have on their
teeth. For years and years. I'm also 24, and I would
usually warn you about fillings but to be honest with you,
they're not that bad. Bonus points if it's in the back because
it doesn't hurt as much. You're completely numb, and the only
think that has ever bothered me is my ears from the sound the
drill makes. You'll be just fine!! Remember to relax and don't let
the noise get to you. You'll be a little sore when the Lidocane
wears off, but not so sore that you can't eat anything. Take it
from an expert of having countless dental procedures ;)

All this is good to hear to me. Its my way back molar just before my (what would be) wisdom tooth. The cavity I guess just got to bad and it made me loose a quarter of my tooth. And I am hella scared. Needles, the work, all of it scares me.

Vannie- It's okay. I think it's combination of things, but nothing for you to be sorry about.

Keno- See if they will let you take in an ipod or something. *nods*

llonka has a halloween partay thread

LINLIN I love your avatar!

Hey Linnea! I thought I'd better try, hopefully I don't disappear!

why thank you, nori! *curtsies* it's the avatar i'd enter if i could enter my own contest lol

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i hope you don't too, llonka!

Hahaha! You'd probably win!
I'm gonna have to check out our contest~

I concur. Linny is looking might fine today!

What'd I miss?

thank you and thank you! i can feel the love! *gigglesnorts*

*sprinkles love on linny* Oh no wait...that's the salt. Oops.

Oh no! Not salt! *runs to get the water hose*

not. salt! *shrivels like a slug*

Bahahaha! You're welcome~

Hmmm...would paprika be better?

Is that spicy.?

i am not a food!

Llonka,
Hm.. Ya know that is a pretty good idea.
I'll see what I can do when it gets that far.

kenome has a serious thigh gap. anorexia is bad!

Linny is food if I say she is!
And uh...I don't really know what paprika tastes like... >.>