Hii again. :)

I have a cold now. :( Silly Fall weather!

Oh no! I hope you feel better.
And don't be getting me sick :sarcasm:

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In another poker tournament now. Wish me luck!
(especially b/c I SHOULD be studying :sweat: )

Rox: Yeah, I was with the same kids for K-4. 4th grade graduation was the hardest for us since we knew we had to leave. I loved that school. It was little too. Another reason I'm home schooled now. I didn't like all the disrespectful kids.

Ooooh, homeschooling certainly has its ups!
In hindsight, it probably would have worked wonders to deter my suicidal thoughts and tendencies. I just didn't fit in; and the kids at the high school I graduated from weren't cruel at all; I just felt so different.

Thats like me here. I'm an Oregonian thrown in with southern kids. They don't even know what cosplay is! :gonk:

Although its not helping the suicidal thoughts very much. But I get most of those from home anyway

Well, you can always talk to me!!!!!
I've been there, hun. But I made it through, and you will too.
Just remember, someone else always has it worse than you. When I get depressed, I find that I feel better if I have a good cry, and go out and do something to help those who are suffering more than me.
Also, Prozac goes a loooooong way for me ;)

Lol Thanks Rox.
I know it could be a lot worse. It's mainly because I'm alone here and I have almost no moral support. But things are getting better. Crying always helps. Its when I get into a state of not even caring and fascinations appear out of nowhere that scare me. Although I can't take meds since I'm under 18 xP

Wait, what? You can't get meds?
Oooooohhhh, actually, I think I knew that. Most anti-depressants make things worse in very young adults.
Although, I could swear that my little sister was on Paxil...

There are a few, but I get through it ok. If I just stay where I am usually I can avoid dangerous situations.

This may sound sad, but the thing that helped me through it all the best (other than my awesome sibs) was my kitty. She was, and is, my world. I :heart: Nichol Maree. 17 and still strong as a tiger, playful as a kitten!

Aww, we had a 20 year old cat when I was little. She was awesome. We had to put her down because she was spraying so much. Mirrored closet doors didn't help with cats. But now I have two orange ones. My babies xD

Cats are so great! I can let them outside on their own. Buuuuut, not so with the dog. Speaking of which, I need to go for a jog with her like, now. (lol, a DOG JOG!) But srsly, I'll BBL.

Lol thus why I don't have a dog xD I like em just don't want em. lol Have fun Rox!

K, I guess it was more of a short walk. Didn't realize that it was 82 degrees outside!
Too hot for a jog, in my opinion.
So now I get to resume transcribing my biology lecture notes from my teacher's PodCast. Oh, spare me!

Lol so glad I have easy stuff to work on

Hey, I am thinking of cosplaying my avi. What do you think?
Have you ever done it? It's not really my thing, but I think that it would be kinda fun for a minute.

I'm planning to when its here again.

Oh, I said that wrong.
What I meant to say was that I want to dress my avi as some type of character from something I like (prolly Scarlet O'Hara from Gone With the Wind - Its my favorite movie)

Lol I haven't seen it. I haven't done that with my avi but I do like to cosplay ^^

I tried; I failed; I will try again at a later time.
Now, back to work

Lol :hug:

Bio homework is done! Yay! The note-taking will take like 6 hours, so I am giving myself a break for the day.
Now, what to do?

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I decided to cosplay my mule as...

Meredith Grey!!!

Meh, I'm bored with it already ^^;

Lol Hey Rox