Hunny protested leaving but he had no choice the nurse kept ushering him out saying Kyouya needed rest not some kid bothering him. She wasn't one of the nice nurses he had been hanging around or who had been hanging around him the last two days. But before the nurse could get him entirely out Kyouya got out of bed and found him wrapping strong arms around the smaller boy "Kyo-kun" despite the pain it caused to return the hug he did clinging to the taller boy shaking his head to oppose everything he was saying about Mori how did he know Mori had confessed his love? Hunny had been avoiding the matter for two days and wasn't ready to face it yet.

The nurse pushed him out the door he wasn't to be in there he rubbed the palm of his hand against the newest cut to make it sting and bleed he rubbed his red rimmed dark circled eyes some woman took pity on the small boy and took him to get some food. He ate or pushed his food around on his plate called the host club and told them their dark prince was awake but since they were in the middle of an event couldn't come at that moment. Hunny visited the gift shop and picked up a gift for his Kyo-kun it was a plush toy two bears one bigger one and one smaller one. The bigger one was craddling the smaller one it reminded him of Kyo-kun and himself he bought that and roses and a balloon the nurses were gone when he went into the room. He peeked his head around the door and saw Kyouya all alone "Kyo-kun..." he started holding out the items like a peace offering a newly made cut on his arm was exposed still bleeding and in that light he looked worse then ever how could anyone deteriorate so bad on two days? "Kyo-kun I got you a gift may I come in?"

Kyouya heard the older boy Outsode, requesting entrance to the room. He grabbed the bed sheet and tried to dry his face off. "Come in." he said miserably. He stared at the small boy and smiled weakly. He knew he wasn't going to see Hunny for a really long time. He took the bear and the flowers. "Thank you Hunny." he said and put the flowers in a small base the nurse had sat on his bedside table. She had said just in case and it had paid off. He laod back down and held the plush to his chest. He felt his eyes getting watery agian and turned his head to the side so Hunny couldn't see his face. His chest spasmed as he cried. He wanted to stay here with Hunny and the others, but he had no choice. He knew Mori had won. By the time he got back, Kyouya knew he would already be forgotten, he'd be a person of the past. If he ever came back to the school, he probably wouldn't even rejoin the host club. He'd just be another student. He felt the stream of tears flow faster and he sniffled a bit. "Hunny..you may not know this, but I don't think I'll be back at school. For at least a few months I'm being sent to a mental hospital for troubled youths...fun right...I'd just rather have you tell the others. I don't really want to tell them myself." his voice was low and depressed. He covered his mouth as sobs racked his whole body, making him twitch. He heard the door bust open and heard someone yell a greeting to him, but they became silent as they saw he was crying. It was Koaru and Hikaru. The two looked concerned and looked at Hunny who looked like he should be in the hospital himself. The twins knew Kyouya's darkest secret and were pretty sure his current problems were related with his infatuation with Hunny. "Kyo.." Hikaru said sweetly and climbed up to sit on the bed beside him. He rubbed his back lovingly. "Now...now..it'll be ok. This will all be over soon and then you can come back and hang out at host club. Everything will go back to normal." he tried to play around with Kyouya to make him a bit more cheerful, or at least piss him off. It was much better to see him pissed off than to see him lay in a bed crying, looking like he wanted to die. He leaned down and playfully nibbled on his neck. He was swatted off. He tried agian and Kyouya just sighed and ignored the taunting. Hikaru frowned and returned back to his twin. He couldn't imagine what must have happened to upset him so much.

Hunny was at a loose he didn’t know what to do, Kyouya would know if it were anyone else but himself. Haruhi might know but she and Tamaki were down at the host club along with Mori, or so he assumed when Hikaru and Kaoru came bursting through the door followed closely by the rest of the Host Club they had dropped everything after hearing Kyouya their dark prince, their money manager, their friend was awake nothing mattered more. ”Kyouya!” Tamaki cried out flying across the room towards his best friend, he had that classic puppy eyed look on his face that was specifically Tamaki. Haruhi came in silently standing beside Mori, Mori had eyes only for the small boy who looked lost in the middle of the room. Hunny had been about to comfort Kyouya crawl into bed with him and somehow convince him they would find a way for him to stay when everyone burst into the room. Now he didn’t know what to say.
Mori came over and picked him up edging through the small crowd of guys until he stood beside the bed Tamaki was busy babbling about the club and how Kyouya needed to get better as the mother of their family. ”Don’t worry kids mommy will get better soon, daddy will see to that” he said with conviction an idea already forming in his mind. ”We can’t let our mommy leave us can we?” somehow he had managed to wheedle the information about going away out of Hunny who had whispered it into his ear then fallen silent. ”Kyouya” his voice wasn’t very loud he could only hope the younger man heard it. Mori tightened his arms around Hunny knowing the childlike boy needed comfort, but Hunny didn’t need comfort he needed to comfort he wanted to be near Kyouya but the bed was filled with the other host members all vying for his attention. Normally Hunny would be right in the thick of it offering cakes, candies, a stuffed animal or two, but now he couldn’t seem to find that old energy.

Kyouya turned over away from them. "Stop...just stop...you can't fix this. It's over. Mommy has to leave and get better." He sat up and wiped his eyes giving a smile. He appeared fragile in the light. "I want to go. I can't stay here any longer. I have to many problems and some people would be a bit better off if i was gone." He was referring to Hunny, believing that the child would be better off staying with Mori. He sighed. "I leave tomorrow at six if you wish to see me off. I hope to be better within a few months, but it may take years, they don't know yet. I think I'll go to a school there after I finish rehabilitation anyway." To be truthful, Kyouya didn't really plan on coming back at all. He looked over Tamaki, his best friend in the whole world. "Will daddy take care of the children if mommy has to go away?" He looked up at Tamaki and smirked. "I swear if you ever find a new mommy for the host club I'll murder you in your sleep and I'll be sure not to leave any evidence." He grinned insanely so it seemed he was serious. He was trying to lighten his own mood. He saw that one of the twins, Kouru he thought, was crying. He felt bad, like it was his fault, and in truth it was. "Kouru.." He whispered and the younger twin looked up at him, tears shimmering as they ran down his cheeks. "It's going to be ok. You don't really need me there. I never really did the entertaining and I'm sure one of you can take over with the finances." He laid back down.

Mori was silent during the whole conversation, he knew Hunny better then Kyouya did and he knew this would tear the little boy apart, he would place all the blame on himself and would literally waste away. It had happened once before though the others didn’t know about it because it had happened when they were younger. Coming to a decision he set Hunny down and ushered the others out of the room saying he wanted a word with “mommy” surprised by this sudden show of force and the fact that Mori actually wanted a private talk with anyone else beside Hunny they left the room. They all went down to the cafeteria to try and get Hunny to eat, and maybe looked at.

Mori was silent a moment leaning against the doorframe, he was going over what he would say in his mind. Finally he stood up and took a seat near the bed ”listen Kyouya, I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to leave… you seem to have the misconception that it would be good for Hunny if you left. Well I can tell you it isn’t, it would make things much worse. What he needs is for you to stay and show him it isn’t his fault, if you do go away he will only blame himself and grow more depressed, for someone so smart you aren’t thinking smart. You’re acting dumb. It would be better for everyone including you to stay” with that said he stood up and walked out of the room to get the others ”Oh and don’t think I’m just going to give up on Hunny so easy” he pointed out. He found the others in the cafeteria and brought them back to the room, again he was carrying Hunny who was eating, or stirring some pudding.

Kyouya was fuming as Mori left the room. How dare him try and tell Kyouya what was right and wrong? He didn't have the IVs anymore since he was all better, He stood and yanked Mori out by the arm. He started yelling, not really caring if anyone heard him. "You listen to me when I talk! This is your fault! The only reason I'm here is because I was afraid you were going to practically kill me when we got to school the next day! You're really selfish and you need to realize that I can do as I please! I really like Hunny and I have the right to let him know that without you being as ass about it! You're his freaking cousin you dope!!!! You can't have him anyway. I will leave and you can tell Hunny it's all your fault! Besides! The kid's scared of me! He doesn't want me to stay here...he needs me to leave." He didn't feel like Hunny would want to be around him after what had happened at the tea party. He was sure the kid wanted him gone.

Mori turned on him fast slamming the idiot against the wall uncaring of the nurses who tried to stop him, he wasn’t a yeller his voice was low and dangerous. ”Listen you ass” he hissed brows furrowed with anger ”what I do I do for Misukuni not for me and sure as hell not for you. I don’t care if he is my cousin I love him, besides we are only related by marriage not by blood. If you liked him as you say you do you wouldn’t leave, you wouldn’t make Misukuni feel worse than he already feels. You haven’t seen him the past two days crying, he won’t eat, the only way I got him to sleep is when I forced a sleeping pill on him. He feels it is all his fault for what happened. The only reason I am not crushing you right now is because it would hurt him, and he likes you, so think smart and get over it. I won’t touch a hair on your damn head I am not going to hurt you got it?” he stepped away and the nurses swooped in ushering Kyouya back into bed casting glares at the now mute older boy all the while.

Kyoya yelped like a dog that had been kicked as he was slammed against the wall. He knew that was going to leave a nasty bruise. "Watch it you pushy twit!" He gasped out. He hadn't really seen this side of Mori, but it didn't suprize him. He knew he had to stay for Hunny's sake, but at the same time he didn't want to see Mori at all. He would stay at the school, but drop the host club for a while. This would keep Hunny from feeling guilty, but still make it so Kyoya could stay away from them both, Mori and Hunny. He said one last thing. "You can have Hunny. He wants you anyway." He was giving up. This was so uncharacteristic of him, but he'd had enough of all of this. He slumped to the floor as Mori was yanked off of him by a nurse. She hooked her arm under Kyouya's so she could support him and take him back to his bed. Kyouya waited for the nurse to leave before making an announcement. "I will be staying at Ouran High School." The entire host club's faces lighted up. "But, I will be dropping the host club for a little while." The looks of happiness dropped just a bit. "Now get out of my room and let me sleep." He mumbled and laid his head on the pillow, closing his eyes.

Mori left with the rest of the Host Club all who looked depressed at the fact that Kyouya was thinking about leaving the Host Club, with Kyouya leaving he was the mommy, part of the glue even Tamaki was looking depressed he had just lost his mommy. With Kyouya leaving who was to take care of the finances? Plan the events? Without him the whole club might just fall apart and no one but Tamaki would try to keep it together. Tamaki frowned turned on his heel and reentered the room he wouldn’t let Kyouya quit without placing some serious blame on him, Hunny was still in the room but Tamaki ignored him. ”Listen here Mommy, if you quit the Host Club I’m going to disband the club, quit and the Host Club will be no more. I am not going to lose any of my family” the others had gathered at the doorway to watch the exchange. Hunny’s face snapped up and an old familiar light was in them. ”Kyo-kun don’t leave the Host Club it won’t be the same without you, if you leave I’ll quit too” the others nodded speaking up saying they would quit as well if Kyouya quit. ”So you see Kyouya if you quit so will everyone else then it will be all your fault, and look at that little face how can you say no to that” he said grabbing Hunny’s chin and dragging him closer so Kyouya could see the wistful hopeful look in his eyes.

Kyouya groaned. "And I'm called evil!" He couldn't say no. He really couldn't. "Pfft..fine Mommy will stay, but only if daddy brings her some food. I will dire if I eat another hospital meal! I will!" His stomach growled as he spoke. "See! Even mommy's belly agrees!" He smiled a bit and then kissed Tamaki's cheek. "Now all of you thank your father, because if he hadn't have convinced me I would have left and heaven knows what would happen!!!" He gave an evil smirk at Mori. "And one of my children is soo going to lose a competition that has as of now begun. Good luck." He looked down at Hunny now. "You left Kyo-chan in my car, did you notice that?" He smiled. He himself was holding the stuffed bears that Hunny gave him in his arms.

The twin’s cheered leaning on each other and talking to Haruhi in excited voices, voices overlapping each other so it seemed the only people who could understand them were each other. Mori fell back into the background silent and unnoticed almost as if he were a piece of furniture or the wallpaper. Tamaki left the room to order the driver who had taken them there to go pick something up from the finest restaurant in the area and get it back as soon as possible, he didn’t even think about getting fast food, only the best for the rich kids. Hunny crawled into bed with Kyouya curling up against his side where he fit perfectly. ”I realized that when I was in my room looking for Kyo-chan but long as he’s with you he will be okay” he said slowly tiredly his eyes already drifting closed, everything seemed to look like it was getting better, at ease he drifted off into sleep curled up against Kyouya comfortably his blonde hair falling into his eyes. The others fell silent so as not to wake him ”Would you like me to take him home?” Mori asked Kyouya standing near the bed.

Kyouya smirked at the man. "Oh, no, don't wake him, he hasn't slept in days remember. I'll drive him home when I go back to my place tonight." He whispered so he didn't wake the sleeping boy. He seemed to fit right into Kyouya's body as if he belonged there. Kyouya felt as if he'd won a battle in this war. Now if only he could win the entire war. He knew that Hunny saw Mori more and that meant that Kyouya was at a disadvantage, but he would try his best.

When his food got there, Kyouya just had them set it by his bedside and he had a nurse escort the rest of the boys out. He finally was completely alone with Hunny. He watched him sleep for a while, and then dozed off himself, his arms wrapped around the blonde's form.

Mori cast a last look over his shoulder at Hunny and a final warning glare at Kyouya not to try anything funny as the blonde boy slept. His heart twisted as he watched the two of them together, they worked well together total opposites it was why they would do so well together. Hunny murmured in his sleep and snuggled even closer against Kyouya, Mori hadn’t heard what Hunny had said but if he had been closer he would have heard it was Kyouya.

Hunny let out a little cry of fear his arms out to bat away the images his mind created in his dreams, he hit something hard and his eyes flew open. It was Kyouya’s chest he had hit and at first he was confused why was he in Kyouya’s bed? Then he remembered he woke feeling slightly well rested if only not for the nightmares that had haunted him for the past few days. His nose wrinkled as he smelt food which reminded him how hungry he was, by the darkness outside the window he assumed it was pretty late, Mori would be home waiting on pins and needles till he got home. ”Kyo-kun?” he asked sleepily rubbing his eyes which looked a tiny bit less dark circled but they were still there, he had slept six hours a better sleep than he had had in what felt like a long time.

Kyouya was more than a bit worrid as Hunny flailed and crowd out in his sleep. He held the boy tighter as he woke. "It's ok, I'm right here." he whispered very softly. He rubbed Hunny's back lovingly. "Everything is ok. I'm glad you got some sleep. I had Tamaki bring extra food so there's enough for both of us. Would you like some?" he offered food to Hunny. "Oh, yeah, I'm driving you home tomorrow when I check out of the hospital. Mori already knows and he's ok with it." he kissed Hunny's forehead. "Do you know what the worst part of thinking I was going to die was? I was afriad that I wouldn't be able to see you." he whispered. This was truth. Kyoya's worst fear was to lose Hunny.

In that moment everything that happened came back to Hunny with vivid clarity, both Mori’s and Kyouya’s in all the commotion he had pushed it to the back of his mind and forgotten about it, but now he felt trapped because he cared about them both. Mori because he was his cousin he wasn’t sure he felt that way about him. Kyouya excited him in a way he had never known before but that’s what scared him he didn’t understand it and he didn’t want to hurt either one of them. ”What did Tama-chan bring to eat?” he asked avoiding the statement Kyouya had said as something that would only confuse him, but his bright red cheeks showed he was actually very aware of what was said. ”I’d rather sleep here with you anyway, since I don’t have Kyo-chan I need the person who gave him to me to sleep” he joked stealing some food from the plate, the plate was on the other side of Kyouya so to get to it Hunny had to lean across Kyouya’s lap pressing against it if he didn’t want to get up to swipe something.

Kyouya almost freaked as he was leaned across. His body started reacting to feeling Hunny's on top of him. "H-Here.." he handed Hunny the plate. "I ate my share earlier." he crossed his legs to hide the large bulge in his pants. He would ha e to act normal this whole night and that would be hard. He really just wanted to kiss Hunny, but he knew that froghtened the boy. He wanted to be able to make Hunny happy.

Hunny wiggled on Kyouya’s lap a little until he could sit back comfortably holding the plate in one hand, his other held a piece of food he was currently munching on, he could have sworn as he was leaning over Kyouya he felt something poking him in the stomach something that was growing hard. He had no idea what it was but being so close to Kyouya had made his body act strange he felt warm and his groin felt tight but he ignored it as something he didn’t understand. Instead he chattered happily ”I’m so happy you aren’t leaving the club Kyouya I would have missed you if you had” he said truthfully he finished the last of the food and leaned over Kyouya again to put the plate on the table more conscious then ever of something hard against his stomach. This time he actually thought about it, let his hand drop down to inspect it a little. what is that?

"Yes, I'm staying for good my dear. It's mainly for you that I stay. I would have missed you too." he smiled knowing that this boy really did care for him consoderably. He wondered just how much Hunny cared for him. He wanted to kiss him. he really, really wanted to, but it had ended so badly the first time that he was highly discouraged to do so. Hunny seemed very confused by things like that anyway. He was pretty sure that to Hunny he was just a really good friend. he nearly hissed as Hunny leaned back over him again. He was hard now. So hard hos groin pulsed with pain and begged to be soothed. He could see that Hunny was noticing it and the boy laid a hand down there. Kyouya's eyes widened considerably. Kyouya looked flustered and his cheeks were bright red. "H-Hunny...what are you doing?" he asked growing increasingly nervous. Hunny's hand had just barley cupped him and that was enough to drove him mad. He squirmed uncomfortably. The only thing he could think of now was how to escape and do this without Hunny figuring put what was wrong with him. How a seventeen boy could be so naive, Kyouya didn't know, but he was afraid he would die if Hunny's hand didn't stop touching him. It just laid there, not even offering to soothe him, but rather to taught and tease him cruelly.

Is something on his lap? he thought trying to puzzle it out, the thing under his hand was hard throbbing, confused he grabbed at it almost as if he were trying to pick it up to inspect it, but he couldn’t it was attached. Finally something in his mind clicked and he realized it was attached to Kyouya, it was in his lap, dimly he remembered asking Mori about what happened in bed between a man and a woman and exactly what that entitled. The man had to be hard and the woman had to be ready for him, so Kyouya was hard. Was it a nurse? Heat suffused his cheeks as just what exactly it was came to him, he could feel his groin tighten unbearably and without realizing it he groaned softly bumping his hips against Kyouya’s leg his body seeming to know what it wanted even if his head didn’t understand. ”Kyo-kun?” he asked sitting up his gaze locked on the younger mans lap his own hand on his own lap unconsciously. ”W-why are you uh….” he blushed as he thought the words aroused, hard, he wasn’t exactly sure never actually having had a hard on before. ”D-do you like one of the nurses here?” or maybe it’s like Hikaru and Kaoru and it’s a boy

"A-Ah...don't squeeze like that.." he cried as Hunny tried to yank on him. He saw a look come across Hunny's small face and he knew he'd figured it out. He felt Hinny's hips bump up against his and he relized that he was just as hard. Morning wood maybe? After all, he'd just woken up. "No..it's not one of the nurses." his cheeks were a shade of pink. "It's you. You leaned all over me and I could feel the shape of your body against me and it nearly drove me mad." he winced as his lap ached. This was a horrible feeling to have his hardness be so ready to take Hunny, but he knew that couldn't happen. Not here and not until Hunny understood things better. Kyouya touched his own lap and felt himself throb. He knew one thing that he could do that Hunny might understand. "Hunny. You're hard too..do you want me to Uh...you know..um..." he couldn't say it. It was dirty. Sooo dirty for Hunny's ears. "Do you want me to make you feel good." he whispered. He wanted to pleasure Hunny and torture himself. It would be entirely worth it.

Hunny smoothed his hand over his lap gasping as he suddenly ached and throbbed in a way entirely new to him his gaze was still locked on Kyouya’s lap staring at the bulge that only made him ache more, he felt hot all over and all he wanted was Kyouya’s hands on him making him feel even more of this. What was wrong with him? Was he sick or something? Maybe he had a fever, that would explain the heat but not the aching in his groin or the need for Kyouya he felt keenly. ”Kyo-kun what do you mean? Make me feel good?” he tilted his head cutely a confused looked etched on his face [i]I’m hard so that must mean I’m ready to put it inside a woman right? But I don’t want a woman… wait I’m confused”[/b] his face screwed up with confusion ”Kyo-kun can you make it go away?” he asked grabbing Kyouya’s hand and placing it on the source of his agitation. ”What’s wrong with me?” he asked making a soft mewling sound as Kyouya’s hand settled on his lap which he had put there.