*runs through entirety of menewsha in full on panic mode*

-joins Shad-

Why are we running?!

cause hubby looked at an apartment today that we might be able to get and we won't know until Monday when the place opens again. And i'm panicking cause all apartments/houses we've looked at have fallen through. And I need to find a place by the end of June or i'm getting evicted with 2 little toddlers. and i need to live with my husband again and be in control of my own life and not be stabbed in the back repeatedly by the world. and something needs to forward progress and i'm constantly sitting here have to wait for others to do things cause i'm litterly at that stuck point in my life cause i can't exactly afford to build my own house. or seriously i would. than i'd be just waiting on me.
and
and
and *panics*
do i pack. do i not pack? we would be able to move in on June 1st if we can. which means i need to pack like fucking crazy if we're getting it. and everything is going to go in boxes . no more. idk i might still need this cause i don't know when we're moving ho humming. I've already packed up so much stuff. but if this is it.. if we're finally getting it... *runs around panicking*

Oh yes, we've talked about this! OHHHHH~ It sounds hopefully! PRAY TO EVERY GOD YOU KNOW~ 'Cept Zeus, since lightning would not be helpful in this situation.

Uh, I would wait to pack, which sucks if you do get it, but works out if you don't. But you will. 'Cause you need to. 'Cause a stranger on the internet says it must happen!

-panics with you-

zeus does other things besides lightning right? and i don't think i want mars? mercury? the god of war. xD lmao

the landlord wasn't to thrilled when we said we'd need snow cleared for a 2 am job start time though. so.. gonna see how this goes.

god i'm so scared and nervous. I'm gonna pack all of my dang belongings basically. I NEED THIS TO HAPPEN.

WELL YOU DON'T KNOW, MAYBE YOU NEED WAR! If the landlord says no...

Good luck Shadami.
I hope you get the new place & it will be wonderful.

Hubby says its a decent enough size that we could make it work. We might have to toss some furniture, and get new ones that are more small space conveneint. But the room sizes he said are good. i haven't gotten a chance to see it. but I trust him.

Plus, it is a place! Which is more than you will have soon!

Just go to IKEA, they have lovely stuff. <3

we're going to have to do it after saving up again once we get a place though. xD that's the problem. we're soooo poor right now.

I hear yah! We have like a million things to fix and do and... no money. Well, we had some, but the little one has been begging for a bike of her own and after about twenty garage sales failed me, we caved and bought one at Walmart. I guess I will just deal with my broken kitchen drawers for a bit longer. XD

we just bought Mary a bike for her birthday. we got her the cheapest one at 40 >.> <.<

she loves it though, and we got her and her sister helmets so they can ride their bikes, and the scooters they were gifted from next door.

Yeah, the $40 bike from Walmart. Which turned into like $60 after the basket, and bell, and streamers. She already begged her Grammy for lights for the wheels, so at least we're off the hook there. I guess at least since she isn't growing the bike should last her three years or so.

WHY ARE WE PRAYING TO EVERY GOD? DID SOMEONE SEE A BUG? BECAUSE THAT IS A VERY GOOD EXCUSE TO PRAY TO EVERY GOD THAT WAS EVER BELIEVED IN.

A MILLION BUGS, AMANE! ALL THE BUGS. EVERYWHERE.

to get me an apartment before i get evicted and end up homeless with toddlers. xD

is it the sea...something.. that says i love glitter on it?xD

Seastar? Starfish? Something like that, I think. It's pink and white, with purple handles?

yeah!! that's the one :D

and we got the princess helmets but backed out on the knee and elbow pads with the frilly handle and bell.. cause well it wasn't going to cut it for her. xD

We didn't bother with the knee and elbow pads, and she just has a helmet I got at the salvation army last year. Though at Walmart the only basket they had had like little LED flowers on it, and then a bell with a crystal flower, and then shiny blue streamers. Whatever floats her boat, I suppose.

yeah. i try to let the girls pick things their own style. but sometimes i just have to say no cause its not cost worth it.

THERE ARE MILLIONS OF BUGS EVERYWHERE BECAUSE WE HAVE SINNED.

Yeah, Onika normally hears the phrase "that costs to much money" but she's actually gotten to understand, and isn't too bad about it. She knows she can't always get new things, and she's fine.

Good morning everyone.
Have a wonderful day.

The phrase too much money means nothing at this house.

Because it usually ends with me paying for things.

I love when things are on sale