02-12-2010, 02:33 AM
♥ I Stitched a Tale! ♥
Username: Cicadetta
Word Count: 723
Theme: Tear Jerker
Entry: Two Paths Diverged
"I love you, but..." Helen's hands trembled as she read the crumpled note for the sixth time. They were bundled in gloves against the February chill, but no fabric, not even one designed for Arctic winters, could protect her from her own inner cold. "I love you, but..."
Midwinter snow covered the grounds, the roofs, and the otherwise bare branches of the campus trees. The only natural color in Helen's world was the green of the pine copse at the base of the hill. Everything else was white and gray. A church, a chapel really, jutted white and austere from the low hilltop, glistening with frost like a part of the landscape, or a sculpture by some ambitious hand. An atheist, Helen rarely entered the place, even for secular student events, but now she stood in front of the door, and waited.
Eventually, she found herself sitting on a hard wooden pew, in a back corner, poised for a quick exit. She stuffed her gloves in her purse, but did not remove her coat. Why make herself at home in a place like this? The interior of the chapel was as pure and simple as the out. Even the great windows behind the altar were clear rather than stained, their only adornment provided by the trees behind the building. A few people had come to attend this service. The hum of human chatter was only apparent, however, when a young man stepped before the podium, and cleared his throat. He had dressed casually, in jeans, a thrift store blazer, and a clean white shirt. His brown hair was in need of a trim, Helen thought, and on a better day she might have mentioned it to him. But not today.
His soft hazel eyes came to meet hers, and she suppressed a wince. Helen's were a clear blue, wide-set enough to suggest innocence on first glance, yet piercing and even cynical on the second. His own were equally deceptive. They both knew it. He quickly looked away and began his sermon, while she nervously twirled the scarlet strands of her hair.
Afterwards, somehow, she found herself in a coffee shop, seated across from him at a small, intimate table. Not that there was much to discuss about the homily -- it had been about the nature of love, and not much else -- but the note was another matter entirely.
"Eli," she said, sipping her latte, "You can't be serious. You're almost done here, for crying out loud!"
He sighed, and stirred a packet of sugar into his tea. "The decision's already made. I've been called, and I have to answer."
"Called by what? God? Haven't we had this discussion?"
Eli laughed. "Yeah. We have. A lot, and I love it. But the seminary is where I have to go right now."
"To be a priest." She cringed, setting down her cup. "Which means we'll never be..."
"I never said there weren’t downsides." His smile was gentle, crooked, and he reached a hand across the table to touch hers. She pulled away. "But this is just something I have to do, you know?"
"You can't just be a... a lay minister or something?"
He paused. "I'm sorry, Helen."
"Your note says you leave tomorrow, right?"
"Yes, it does. I'm glad we get to say goodbye, at least. Are you sure you don't want to come to the party with me?" The campus ministry was throwing it for him. There was no way she wanted to go there.
"Yeah." She sighed, and stared out the window. The snow was blowing again, and the sky seemed poised for a few more flurries, at least. The walk back would not be a pleasant one, for multiple reasons. "So... this is it, huh?"
"Yeah, it is," he replied, finally, finishing off his tea.
"Well, um... Goodbye then. I love you and, um... good luck."
Eli smiled back. "All the same to you, Helen. I love you."
She blinked back tears as he pushed open the door, and then called, "Eli."
"Yeah?"
"That was a nice talk you gave today. Really... really nice."
He turned, and looked back at her, his coat collar already turned up against the cold. "Thank you, Helen. Nothing less for the Feast of Saint Valentine." And with that, he was gone.
Last edited by Cicadetta; 02-12-2010 at 04:56 AM..
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