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02-14-2016, 01:19 PM
「I'm aware that I'm several months late, but I didn't feel the need to remember my days until now. Not every memory I'm going to post is going to be a happy one. Sometimes it'll be something I need to get off my chest. Sometimes it'll be something I need to say just for the sake of saying it. Sometimes it'll be something I like and am therefore posting in case I ever want to look it up again.」
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03-23-2016, 08:56 AM
23 March '16
I decided I'd continue yoga from today where I'd left off because of exams, but I saw super sleepy in the morning, I don't know why it's not like I had a bad sleep last night. Although, I did stumble on the Elisa Lam case on YouTube and it affected me enough that I put my large creepy waist-height Barbie and put her in the cupboard. When I was watching the CCTV footage I felt like crying, it was so unsettling. I don't know why I was so freaked when I've viewed more terrifying things. Maybe because this wasn't so much terrifying as unnerving, and it was real.
It really bothers me why she was acting the way she did in the footage though. I really wish they could solve the case and come to know of the truth. And I'm tempted to go watch it again but I know I shouldn't. I'll tell my friend Nilu-chan all about it this evening and hopefully that'll be what I need to make me feel better.
I'm glad most of my exams are over. Yeah, none of them well except English, they all went 'fine' bordering on 'bad' but I'm just so glad they're over, even though it's highly unsatisfying and demotivating that I'm not going to get even a fraction of what my hard work deserves. I feel much worse for my classmates, who're not going to be having any real holidays because of having to give entrance exams on top of everything else. Just Psychology to go, and I have to get started on that today.
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04-23-2016, 04:38 AM
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Shadami
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04-28-2016, 01:08 AM
wow . you got it that fast into your life on menewsha? :O i am even more excited for you winning than i was before. and i always love seeing beautiful avatars getting admin picked. So this is just truly exciting. and i also came in here to skim cause it said comments welcome. but your picture of you and your friends!!! you are all so beautiful!!
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05-31-2016, 03:05 PM
Shadami: Uwaah! I'm sorry for coming here so late >.<
but thank you so much! o///o you're so nice >.<
I agree, my friends are beautiful ^_^
Today I saw a rainbow! And for the first time I could distinguish seven colours instead of it looking like just three. Probably because it's the first time I'm seeing a rainbow while not speeding away in a car. So I could come to a still and look at it properly.
Today I also saw SUCH a beautiful avatar! Bearzy's avi, which I complimented with a visitor message as well.
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05-31-2016, 04:59 PM
it's super silly of me but i'm jealous of that skin tone. i would love to have it myself. i have this silly super pale i look like a vampire white skin. i hate it so much! xD
and i'm not nice o.o just honest. i swear!
rainbows are the best . I saw one that actually had an END! o.o i was shocked. but there was no way i could even joke about checking it out for leprechaun gold. the end went directly into a lake.
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06-03-2016, 05:47 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Amane
It's a great skill. When disguised, astrology makes you look like a psychologist.
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Lol, and all us Indians want fair skin xD we all want what we ain't got. Like I was watching a shoujo anime and my mom was like 'No wonder their eyes are so big' >.>
Whoa, lucky. I've never seen a rainbow end.
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06-05-2016, 03:07 PM
Its the one and only end I've ever seen. It was amazing.
i really do try to be happy with myself and not want things i don't have. but its really hard. xD
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08-06-2016, 03:05 PM
I watch him kissing. The way his jawline moves and muscles work in his neck. His cheeks hollow. His Adam’s apple swoops to and fro.
Shadami: Don't we all
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08-06-2016, 10:47 PM
wait what are you talking about? xD
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11-20-2016, 12:22 AM
Shadami: My friend was showing me a video of Park Seo-joon's K-drama kisses, and that was my reaction began spouting bits of poetic prose >///<
I couldn't sleep too well last night, I woke up in the middle of the night, bad memories were brought back to me and I don't know why. I cried a little and tried to go back to sleep but nope. So I came onto Mene and began making test posts for my quest thread (which is going to take a loooong time), but I couldn't do much in the dark because my keyboard isn't glow-in-the-dark and I didn't want to disturb my roommate.
So I've been up since then and I still don't feel sleepy. Will probably chill on Mene while doing homework. Two more essays and a ten-minute presentation to finish. I'll probably update this post to add how my day goes.
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11-20-2016, 02:01 AM
i had flashbacks to high school last night. which are nightmares for me. so i completely understand the rouogh sleep thing.
i hope everything goes well :D I'm behind on everything. I am so stressed though that i just spent 3 hours playing goat simulator and jsut relaxing and destroying stuff. as a goat....
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11-20-2016, 02:52 AM
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11-24-2016, 11:58 PM
I don't know what that mom quote means cause words are bad for me xD
You only have 2 years of high school?
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11-25-2016, 09:08 AM
I feel like it's similar to spirit in this:
And yep. High school refers to 11th and 12th grade here. 9th and 10th is senior secondary, 6th to 8th is secondary and before that is primary.
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12-03-2016, 06:08 PM
oh so much confusion. of course.. my school was even different compared to my husbands and he only lived an hour and a half away from where i grew up xD
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