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Old 07-28-2017, 06:54 AM

This feeling is all too familiar, my vision is split and I can't seem to get the putrid taste of yesterday out of my mouth
Seemed like I was just living it today but I never get too far from my delusions
Maybe I'll say the same tomorrow
I think I've deprived myself of real dopamine for too long
This artificial way of life turned questionable all too fast
I don't remember becoming so subjective to such immoral behavior
I don't remember settling to live in this haze
Yet I don't see myself adapting with the times either
I've become complacent with my troubles because I was taught that giving in was the best chance I had
What I once knew as a sanctuary has become nothing more than a breeding ground for disease and more solitude
But everyone's caught on to my secondhand smoke
And maybe I'm the disease, maybe I'm my own disease
I couldn't possibly be able to acknowledge myself, at least not anymore
I sought out the day that my melatonin fades away and all my sleepless nights accumulate and feel to bring me on the brink of insanity
This exhaustion has convinced me that I am no longer myself, but a figment of what everybody seems to remember
But I don't remember
I lose sense of reality pondering what it is that I can bring to this world
Maybe nothing
Everyday feels so grey and blue
Do you remember when I was golden? I bet you do

 


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