The power of one broken mirror is unknowable, until you feel it's shards.
When the glass is caught in spiders silk, a powerful spell of protection is unlocked.

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January 2023
Monthly Weigh in:140.3

Jan. 7th

The second shift of my new job I quit. I had an anxiety attack over taking the bus and thinking I was going to be late. Also being around people too. Any normal person would just get on the bus.

Jan. 11

Finally got a prescription for my sleeping issues. I hope it works.

Jan. 19

To many side effects for me! I got three of them nearly constantly on the nineteenth. One resulting in a head an hip injury because of dizziness and tightness in the chest.

February 2023
Monthly Weigh in: 135.6

Feb.8

Finally slept after being up for 4.5 days. Started a new sleep pill. I don't think it's going to work out but it's better than the last one I was tried on.

Feb.14

Not normally a notable day for me. And really it was the 15th by the time we got to see each other but I had the best Valentine's day I ever had with them. Six roses and they wore sexy underwear for me to unwrap. I'm happy and my brain wants to mess with me still and try and keep me sad.

Feb.17

Went to Festival du voyageur with my other and bestie. We talked around a fire drank wine and had maple candy. I love how the candy is made with snow. Yummy maple toffee. The sculptures were beautiful in the day and night. I took some photos and so did they. We both had a really nice time.

Feb.21

My doctor found a good pill for me. It worked to get me to sleep better than the last one. However, I still mixed it with a herb called Nighty night so... did though or was it the herb? Knowing me both we needed. I can keep myself up with worry like a champion scout. Gotta stay awake to protect children of the tribe/clan. I got that gene like crazy.

March 2023
Monthly Weigh in: 137.5

Mar. 5

C4 mini comic convention and meet up.

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Well, I suppose it's open then. I have half a year of shit to catch up on. I'll do a month a day until it's done. Then who knows how well I'll keep it updated.
Can't really be me or raw on this site because of rules.

That's the biggest thing I like about Re.color.me

The games section here might as well be closed. Big bad.

A heck it. Only about 50 g until I can get a dress I made out of Emporio Palazzo. What can I ramble on about. Hrrm.

I want to go for a walk... so I'll attempt it. Bad for my ribs but I need outside. I was actually asleep when it was time for my pain killers so I didn't take them yet. So I'll do that first.

~ Sometime later...

Ouch, and yes of course there are 20 somethings at the park doing what kids do on a Friday night. They looked like they were having fun. XD Police sirens were also heard. No clue what was happening there. I'm so sleepy. I've been trying to maintain 144-146 for a couple weeks now. And it's working! I'm going to try and stay there for about a month before going for the last 5 pounds of my 140 goal. I don't like the Idea of being a soggy looking dog by loosing to much to fast.

I have until December to get to my 140 at 40 goal. Aside from the ribs I'm feeling better than I have been in like 15 years.

Did two months intead of one today. Not a lot happened to me in April, so I just got it out of the way.

When I bought the dress the other day I had forgot all about the fact that the multi poses no longer work on this site. >.<

Oh well.

Did two months instead of one today. Not a lot happen to me in April, so I just got it out of the way.

When I bought the dress the other day I had forgot all about the fact that the multi poses no longer work on this site. >.<

Oh well.

WoW reliving last may was shitty. Nothing like having your hope stolen from you like that.

You have a job, but no now you don't. Sorry loser.

It's whatever, I'm mostly over it now. Still won't be shopping in that mall any time soon. Going to the further more fancy mall from now one. LATER SUCKERS!

I went a bit past the "re-live a month once a day" But that's ok. It was only 4 days "late"

No one is reading anyway. XD I have a feeling I'll forget to do July tomorrow as well.

July was a pretty dead month. Just looking for work, and not getting work.

What's even the point of anything anymore.

Another month over and done with.

I hope I can see some kind of positive change for the future in September.

Things are starting to go better for me. I have a job and I'm doing art again! The clouds are clearing and I'm getting back to myself.

Finally, after years of trying the scale is going in the right direction again. When I left my ex for good this time two years ago, I was at 187 pounds. Now I'm at 146 and looking to hit 140 by next year.

I have my driver's test booked and I'm looking forward to having a fantastic at forty story when I get it. After that it's two years of experience and then off to a Truck Driver school. That way I have a better back up for my art than my current part time job.

I'm excited to be alive again.

I went to another open interview today. I'll know if I got it by Monday. It's nice that they let you know. Places that don't kind of annoy me. Sure, I already have a job, but I want a better one. This one is full time and has excellent benefits. It's a meat packing place.

Really, I need somewhere full time to live. Everywhere is doing part time that I'm qualified for and it kinda hurts.

This year is blazing by so fast!
I'm hitting so many health goal physically it's starting to up my mental health.