It took me about a year to learn that she was mentally abusive...I mean, I loved her, and I don't regret every being with her because she was that important to me but...still. It's taken a lot time to deal with everything. Since then, I've been easy to upset, cold, put walls up with most people...It's been hard.

I'm sorry... I definitely know how you feel. But what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?
Besides, I love the way you are. <3

*chews on the thread*

I wrote a blog post about love last night. xD
Christina's Eclectic Playlist: "Almost Lover" and an Introduction

I've had some really jacked up relationships in the past.
Not all bad but none of them did anything good for the issues I've had just due to my mother.

Me too, unfortunately. It sucks.
/goes to read/

haha well thank you Sammy <3
That's good to know <3

No need to thank me for speaking the truth. <3

The guy I'm seeing right now read that and it upset him. :(
I felt really bad after that.

Oh, how come? :c It wasn't aimed at him, was it?

No, it wasn't, but he does say he loves me.
He told me that he feels a sense of doom.
Maybe he misread it and thinks I don't want/will not fall in love again.

We're going to talk when he gets back next week. :yes:

Well good luck~ I hope he comes to understand what you meant~

Hey there my love <3

Hey babe. <3 How are you?

I'm pretty good, and yourself? Currently I am plotting how to take the "ex" out of exboyfriend >3

Oh, good luck. c; What is the lucky lad's name?
I'm alright~

His name is Ediri <333

That is an adorable name.

haha yeah I guess so xD
If you say so <3

It is~
Ah! I am playing the best video game ever right now. > u<

haha what video game?
I'm listening to a funny song

Beloved: Thanks for the congratulations =) ive been working super hard Lol how are you today?

Jessy-Baby::
What song?
The Elder Scrolls: Oblivion. (: And AMAZING roleplay game.

Sunshine::
And hopefully you're getting somewhere working so hard?
I'm alright, thanks for asking. How are you?

It's called Therapy from the musical Tick Tick Boom. Listen to it xD
It's sooo funny

im ok really tired though and i dont know if i am getting anywhere just yet but i hope so lol

Jessy-Baby:
I will~
And you should roleplay with me some more on Myspace if you can, darling. <3

Sunshine:
Well I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.

Aww thank you beloved =)

also how was/is your day