i only managed to suck eggs at the trivia round and do the task 8 of the backstage thing today... but wow... busy little bees!

Seriously. Trivia's maddening. DX

maddening, indeed... i don't think i'll be around for it... on purpose hahaha

hahaha well...I'm usually the only Gypsy around for it...so I gotta. XD

(It always makes me feel special when I see professionals using the same stuff as I.....and then I feel miserable because even though we're using the same stuff, I still suck majorly...T_T )

haha i know what you mean... very discouraging isn't it?

Very much so. T_T It's like the...."Hey I have that!" followed by "Then..then...why....why are they so much cooler and awesomer than meeeee! :gonk:" So sad. I wanna be cool and awesome, too. But I always feel like I'll never quite reach that level...

i guess that's always gives us something to strive for :P

haha it does. It's a reason I'm studying animation. Just...SO FRUSTRATING. D< And because I get really competitive, I sit there going "...I'm gonna have to kill all who oppose me if I wanna be successful...:twisted: "

well i hear you have to have a pretty cut throat attitude to make it in those kind of industries... you can do it!!

Yaaa...I know. I'm pretty sure that by needing a cutthroat attitude, though, that they don't mean someone that might actually go around and cut people's throats. .....Oh well. At least as long as I know how to animate, I can leave the violence to my art. >.> I'm too nice of a person outwardly. And then inwardly, ...well...that's entirely different. Good thing I'm crazy, or people might actually take me seriously. XD

crazy isn't a bad thing... keeps people on their toes ;)
plus, being normal is overrated :yes:

lol TOTALLY. Not saying I DISLIKE being crazy. I love it. >D The only downside is that it kind of makes my family think I'm worthless...=/

they just don't appreciate your uniqueness... but i'm sorry that your family makes you feel like that :(
not that it's much consolation, but i like ya, and it seems like everyone here does too! so poo on them! lol

XD 'S alright. They tolerate me. My sister just needs to be put in her place. D< ...And my brother. They're the worst. My dad just doesn't like any of us that much because we all refuse to join the military like he did. And with me running off to art school, I bet his little reputation is hurtin'..>D

I'm perfectly fine, though. At least in my mind, I'm the only reasonable one of the bunch. hahhaa

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As a side note...I REALLY hate it when I set my pencil down and it's not there when I return for it. T_T

our siblings purpose is to annoy ... things get better when they get older though... me and my siblings are all on our own now (all but 2) and we get a long much better...more like friends... i hope things workout for you too!

and i hate when that happens! i do that all the stinkin time!

Seriously! ...My favorite is when I'm holding it in my mouth and I'm searching the house for half an hour. XD

And....ya. That's what people always say. My brother's 22 and my sister's 16 (stupid 16 year olds..T_T) But..the joke's gonna be on them when I am the one they want around and I'm no longer in contact with anyone. >.> The only thing that's changed between my sister and I is that I'm no longer trying to kill her. >.> But now she sees this as an opportunity to take jabs at me all the time. T_T Whatever.

...Seriously. My pencil vanished! DX Fairiessss...

16 is a rough age... but so is any other teen age too... but she does seem to be kind of heinous :( i loved when i moved out of my mom's house... living on my own was the best thing i did for myself... well, after college of course :P but hopefully she grows out of it

check your hair... i usually stick mine in my ponytail

lol I never stick it there. I always hold it in my mouth. Oh well...complained about the Fairies taking my pencil and suddenly two (DIFFERENT) ones appeared. soo..*shrug*

I know 16's rough. But it's not even like her life is that rough. I sit there going, "Okay. I know I was difficult at 16....but honestly." When the most she has to argue about is how boring her teacher is and how she didn't straighten her hair...I think it's beyond a little melodramatic.

And ya. She's so cold to me. I try to be a good big sister, and I get no thanks. She's counting down days until she can claim my car for myself. I skipped shaving a couple days, and she told me it looked like I hadn't shaved in months. Wtf. T_T My legs aren't that grody. She just..ugh.

*deep breath*

Okay. Alllll is wellll.....^_^ Seriously, though. I'm glad my college choice worked out. I think I'd have developed some serious problems if I had to stay here another 2 years.

wowzers... but college will be your refuge!! at least you have that to look forward to!

and maybe you ate your pencil with out realizing it :P

LOL That'd be something! My new college is gonna be grand (spent 2 years in Community). I seriously can't wait to be out on my own and not listening to my family's stupidity every day. ^_^

yay for freedom!!! :squee:

and i'd hate to see what that pencil would do to your insides had you really eaten it :lol:
could you get lead poisoning that way? O_o

I don't think so. They stopped using real lead in pencils a while ago. It's graphite now. =]

oh..... makes sense hahaha shows how much i know :P although i think i did know about the change... i jut didn't remember... i don't use pencils very often... i'm more of a pen girl these days

haha I understand. I use pens to do my writing, but I'm still too paranoid to draw purely with pen.

i don't do much drawing these days, sadly... i used to do it all the time... now i am on mene all the time :D

but it's almost 330am here... i must get some sleep! it was nice chatting with you... and i most certainly will not be up early for the events hahaha :lol: