Yeah you told me already. I don't know. X[ Times change and people tend to rush things. ^^;

Not a problem dear :D

-I saw you're comment on devorce rates and felt the need to say. Whereas the numbers are somewhat in the cracks.....the rate of devorces is not as high as people think.

Black Balloon

I think I'm losing my mind.
There's a black balloon hovering
near me that wasn't there before.
It's... a bit scary and
I don't know how it got here.
I point it out for everyone to see
but they don't believe me
when I say it's there.
I think I may be going crazy too
but I can see it plainly! It's true!
There's a black balloon right there!



-Really? That's good.. I guess. But it just makes me sad that it's higher than what it used to be. T-T What happened to the love?

Split Feeling

As the music reaches her ears
she feels a sense of calm come to her
but at the same time agitation flows
She isn't sure of the reason
It's a split that entrances and disgusts
A burning hatred
A calming love
too much
too much
She isn't sure what to think

Burning

The fires all around me
I cant escape
My mind is like wood, blazing in my head
my eyes deceive me, making me lose my wits
I feel your heat, entrancing me in your warmth.
Your intoxication defies reality, I'm burning in your arms.


Thats my VERY FIRST POEM! Im 14, never written a poem before :D

Very nice! -^^- Feel free to write more poems in here! I love reading other people's literary works. :3

(This is a little sonnet I wrote for Valentine's Day. It's a little sad.)


Alone

Please don't leave me here
all alone in my grief.
I know our love was brief
but surely there's something you hold dear.

Whern our fingers touched so near
I felt as if I could give up my beliefs,
but like always, you are a thief
and went away when you couldn't stand being here.

So now here I am, sittinf in the sand,
fingering the petals of your last rose.
Holding it up to my nose,
I take in the lingering scent that signifies our end.

I thought I felt a hand
but when I turned back
there was no one there, just a crack
in the winding land.

Musings of a Scorned Brother

I should have taken her with me
or at least explained to her
my actions before I left.
I should have trusted her back then
because now she doesn't trust me instead.

I wonder what would've happened
if they had not been killed.
I wonder what could've happened
had that man left us dead.
I still wonder why today...
why he chose our parents to destroy.

Oh well, it doesn't matter now.
He no longer has the ability to kill
because during that time I was gone
I brought my wrath on him.
Heh. He's no more.

I thought everything would be ok
when I left so long ago.
I thought she would forgive me
but I was wrong and I am still.
I thought she'd still be the same child,
the same girl that I loved so dear.
Again I was wrong and she shuns me.
How terrible I do feel.

Leaving all those years ago,
to avenge our parents' death,
has lead to our distance now.
Oh! Such bitterness!
I don't know how to fix this...

Nor do I know if I ever will be able to.

heres 2 poems i wrote. im not very good at writing, but i like to try.

Death

Looking on ever so piercing gaze,
Eyes that stab through your soul.
Waiting in thee unseen,
still as statues lay
a hunger for souls that time will give
Each day once lived
passes on, but still he waits.
A cold air has passed,
eyes gaze down upon thy lifeless shell
sleep for eternity......
As worms feast on thy flesh he moves
creeping slowly toward thy resting place
he reaches out for you.
With your soul you must pay
for your life lived each day.......
now has ended.

Lost To Love

A life so lost and bleak,
A soul with no reason to be.
Whats this that thy seek
A feeling that so has lost from memory
A dream that yet to touch reality.
A quest for this feeling
A search for the illusive
Has left me inconclusive.

As days have passed, many lives have been lost
Lives all searching for this feeling
This emotion that brings us meaning
True love is what i seek.

At last my quest has ended...

I have found heavens lost angel
Tangled in despair, my life im willing to share
For it is you Rebecca that made my dreams come true
So this poem is to thank you
For all you have done...

I hope you like it. it's full of my emotions and im happy to share them.

Do you mind a quote by me? though its not a poem i feel i'd like to share.

"In the light we find the dark. In hope we find despair. With good we find evil, the existence of life only brings death, it is up to you to make the better of it" (-Me)

And i think this quote from the movie Fearless is something that can help a few people, so i feel i should share that as well.

"Cry if you're hurt, but when the tears are no more, life goes on." (Moons Grandmother)

Those two are very nice poems Raijuta! -^^- I can feel the emotion! <333 I don't mind quotes at all! Thank you for sharing your pieces with me! It is truly appreciated! Feel free to post more poems here! I'd love to read them! -^^-

Parasite

Mankind is a parasite
using up all of the earth's resources.
It spews out waste
into the land,
the air,
the sea.

Mankind is a parasite.
It destroys the homes
of those before it.
It tears up the ground
destroying thousands of forests,
killing so many organisms
with its greed.

Mankind is a parasite
Willing to change
everything else but itself
Who will stop this?
Who can stop this?

Mankind itself. That's who.

Strange

Broken
Vile
Cruel
That's how they would describe her.
She hears them but doesn't care.
It's not in their power to say.
She knows it's not true,
let them believe what they will.
There are reasons behind her actions
they just don't know.

You are amazing.
You make me seem like a bad poet,
Although i am,
You are really amazing.
I don't think it needs work at all.
I love it.

why can't you see it?
when i look in ur eyes i just can't believe it;
you make me want to dance
but i know it just can't be a romance
cause your heart is in your hands
and ur not willing to let it have plans
i just wish i could know
if i could ever be ur glow
cause i just want to be with you
but now i don't have a clue
so i'm done for now
i'm trying not to cry some how
but when you find out
where your heart lies without a doubt
please let me know
so my tears can finally flow

&Sadi;;


It's about this kid...
That i've known for a year,
and love soo much...
erg.
He's the kid in my signature,
we'd be cute.

Thanks Miss Sadi. -^^- I think you're a great poet! <3

Your words are so sad, has anything changed since you wrote that lovely poem?

;-; I've been feeling that way lately. I hate it! >.< I don't meant to be like that but.. It's hard! :[

((Whoa! I wrote a song! 0_o Here are the lyrics! -^^- Too bad I don't know what to do for the title. D:<))


Title Pending

Walking down this road
watching cars pass by
It always makes me sad
to see you go

I don't know what to think
I don't know what to say
I know how i feel for you
but you only want me
to stay away

Oh.. oh..

You only want me to stay away

Oh... oh...

What do i have to do to make you say:

I want you
I need you
don't leave me
you're precious
don't go now
stay here with me
i don't know what I'd do if
you ever left me

Oh... oh... oh... oh...

But that all is a dream
that I know would never
come true
I wish I could tell you
I wish I could tell you
but I know that you wouldn't care
I know that you wouldn't listen
I know how you think of me

So tell me
What do I have to do
to make you say
the things I want to hear

So tell me....

Oh...

What do I have to do to make you say:

I want you
I need you
don't leave me
you're precious
oh please
don't go now
stay here with me
i don't know what I'd do if
you ever left me

Oh... oh.. oh..

I don't know what I'd do if you ever left me

But all of that
All of that
is just a dream...

((Well there you have it. :3 Help me with the title? Pretty please?))

The next three are more of musings than they are poems. I wrote them under a different name on another site, Dawn Zala.

~*~

Was it always this way? I can only ponder that to myself. It seems as if this world has always been like this, full of drugs, hate and greediness. There's so much bitterness it seems... Countries fighting other countries from small strips of land, people beating each other just for a bite to eat or a smoke to puff, and people dying from diseases that have cures yet to be found. It's such a sad thing.

I cannot put myself in their place nor could I ever hope too. I've been raised too differently and take everything for granted. My heart has been hardened to the point where I can only stare passively as I watch and hear about the people that die every single day... I can't even feel any sympathy for the grieving families. What happened to me?

What happened to the days where children actually respected their elders? What happened to the carefree youths who could find a game in anything? What happened to the bright and cheerful youths that actually wanted to learn without complaint? What happened to the world that only wanted peace, unity, and true justice for all? What happened to it?

The lines are all blurred, and I can't make out any of it.

~*~

She is forever grieving her losses though she isn't sure if she should. She's not sure if it's alright to never stop crying whenever she hears something about her parent's homeland. She doesn't feel like she belongs there where most of her family is which makes her grief and confusion even stronger. At one point in her life, she may have been able to proudly state who she was. Lately, however, it all comes out only as a low mumble and downcast head.

The only place she feels safe is in her fantasy world where everyone is so different, they're the same. There, they comfort her as she eternally grieves. She wonders who she really is and why her obsessions are always to the extreme. She wonders why she always confuses one thing for another. She brings pain on herself to make sure she can still feel but...

Does it really help? She's staring blankly at the computer screen now, trying to sort through her thoughts and feelings. She knows she should go to bed but her body won't obey her mind. Has she finally lost control? Or has she always had no control and refused to acknowledge it? She doesn't know.

There she goes again with that false, little smile. So many believe it's real and that makes her hurt so much more inside. She feels as if no one actually knows her but she knows she would be extremely afraid if they knew everything about her. She's not sure how to feel all the time or how to properly react to certain situations, but she tries and gets by.

She'd open up but she's afraid of pain - both physically and mentally. She calls herself a no good coward because of that. She blames herself for what's wrong with her brother because of when she accidentally dropped him on his head when he was a baby. She tears her hair out whenever she thinks of all her old friends and how they left because she was too rough or too mean. She breaks down when she thinks of how cruel she is when she tries to convey a different emotion.

It's hard for her, but she has improved from a few years ago... Or has she just gotten worse and refuses to admit it? It's a fine line to her, and she doesn't want to cross onto any side or listen to any advice that might help her choose.

...Don't go all emo on me now! ;-; I just got back! D;

I know. I know. They're how you feel and stuff... >.>

((*twitch* Shut up.))

Fear

Hearts beat fast
Legs run faster
Is there any way to escape?
What's chasing you?
You don't know.
You just want to get away
as fast as you can.
Get away
before they can get you

Stuck

Such pain I feel here
sitting against this tree.
I want to get up.
Alas! I am stuck
with a sharp blade piercing
me through my shoulder.
I tried to take it out
but it's in too deep.
I have a feeling that I'll be stuck
here alone for a long time.
Still, if my little messenger is fast,
all this may become past,
and I will be stuck no longer.

i really liek the second poem you wrote. i dont knwo why btu there's this coolness in it. hahas.