D: You don't have to be sorry. That's a really horrible situation.

If you were to be disowned, would you make enough to attend?

it's good, it's good. i mean it sucks but tbh i'd already mentally prepared myself for it beforehand so i'm not sure why i was so disappointed? lmao. i don't like complaining about serious things anyway (ALTHOUGH OBVIOUSLY IT HASNT STOPPED ME)

ahhh i don't know 0: i haven't actually checked out scholarships on that but he's threatened to put me in the system before so that might actually help lol. i've considered taking a year off and moving there for a year so that i could become a resident but apparently you have to be there for two years :// might do freshman year here and try and get into a cheaper college in CA but i'm honestly not sure how college works at all. it'll probably work out in the end and i'm being dramatic.

what's up with you, btw?

Hey I'm back, I was watching the hunger games, I might be going to bed soon though...

... Does your dad not like you or something? x___o; Well, if he isn't doing you any good as-is then he should have the decency to disown you so you can go to school LOL. /ispunched.

sdf just trying to survive school? ahahasobing.

Why do I feel weird all of the sudden, like I'm being watched?

ahh, how was it cupcake?

NO, I THINK THE SAME THING!! i go with the "he loves me but he doesn't like me" standpoint from him haha. not really a big deal tbh - i used to care a lot but at this point i'm just in the whatever i'll just minimize contact with him when i'm able. he's not a bad person, i think, he's just not a good parent. it's kind of pathetic, really, because sometimes he'll try but he's just... not good? idk but damn it he's sucking up my financial aid opportunities. i'm pretty open about the whole thing because, like i said, it's just a thing and not really something "sad" haha

GOD... SAME...
i THINK i had homework but i can't remember and i'm too lazy to do it at this point anyway.

... That's kind of depressing. I mean, I guess, at least he tries? x___o; That's something... Maybe you guys will get along better when you move out and you aren't getting on each other's nerves 24/7.

... I KNOW THAT FEELING AS WELL.

i'm sorry omg didn't mean to be a downer. AND YEA that's why i feel kind of bad about it haha. i used to blame him for being crap but now i see he really just can't help it and that sounds so rude of me but i'm rude af. and hopefully :p

PROCRASTINATE.. AND THEN PROCRASTINATE SOME MORE... AND then just never do it.

You're not being a downer. >:I And its okay not to like your father. I mean, in the end, he's just another person. And you can't help it if he's just not a likable person.

... p much yeah.

>:III DONT TELL ME WHAT I AM. and yea ty xoxo i know a lot of people say it's terrible to dislike your parents but i mean? he's done some bad stuff and i don't like him anyway so whatever! i sound like a rebellious, angsty teen but idec.

rocking that school thing... rocking it. are you "working" on anything rn?

x___o That's kind of stupid. People are people- Parents or not. There's no reason to obligate someone to like someone else 'cause of blood. Only exception is- If you choose to pop out a kid, that's your damn choice and your damn problem and you obligated to take care of that kid even if you hate its guts. LOL.

... NOPE I'M ALZY.

*pokes Dy*

yep lmao! unless you're giving the kid up, that's your responsibility? like i hate it when parents say "you should be thankful i feed you" - ACTUALLY that's kind of necessary.. by law.... and decency, thanks.

DO YOUR WORK, KID.
hey, hummy!

/pokes back.

x___o That's a load of crap. Yo, you're the one that decided to have a kid. I don't owe you jack shit, I didn't ask you to pop out a kid. You made the choice, you deal with the consequences. Its fair to not want your kid to act like a little shit, if that's what they're doing, but its a load of crap to use that and hang it over their heads when they don't turn out the way you want 'em to turn out.

yep, yep. also known as the reason why i don't want kids lmao. too much responsibility and im too egocentric for all that.

+1. I wanna be a selfish prick so I'm not gonna inflict myself on anyone else LOL.

TBH... only solution. don't make any friends or have kids... all the money is for your benefit 8)

Oh we get mochi all year around but mother buys specifically for girls day. Kinako~

aww that's really cute. i'm chinese/cambodian so we don't really do girls day :p

i love watching it being made

Ah, being Japanese it's tradition for us. owo b

LOL. I'm okay with lovers and friends. :D But children. D:

Nothing wrong with children.

x___o Maybe not to you, but I'm just not fond of them. I can entertain one well enough for short periods of time, but if they start screaming or leaking, this isn't my problem or area of expertise and I want nothing to do with them.

I am back,I needed to go to bed so....