^^ I write a lot of poetry.

Moreso after my girlfriend broke up with me.

My poems are located at Phantom-Moocat.deviantart.com

But I'll post a few.

My newest. ( I'm sorry if the language is foul for one part, I don't know what's exactly allowed here. x.x; )

Never Worth It
You weren't worth it.
Not my tears.
Nor my pain.
Nor my love.

I've died over you.
My soul weeps.
My heart is ripped.
Slashed and mangled.

You are so cruel.
Your torturous ways.
After I so begged you.
To stop. You didn't.

Each word you speak.
Each time you hurt me.
I just mark one more time.
Onto my leg.

The little lines.
How they've multiplied.
They aren't lonely anymore.
They have so much company.

Your name's on my leg.
Maybe it'll scar.
I hope it doesn't.
I can't stand you.

Just...
Everything about you.
Makes my skin crawl.
It's not like how it was.

God, how I miss that love.
I feel so empty without you.
But, it's better to be without you.
You manipulative bitch.

You're cold.
Cruel.
And never, ever.
Deserved my love.

Oh, yes.
Scream at me.
Go ahead.
Try to hurt me.

Still miss you, though.
Miss that love we shared.
Or what a lie we shared.
Either way, it was nice.

How I hope I find someone.
Someone who'll love me.
I hope, soon.
Or you'll be my death.

I'll cut your name.
Only this time...
I'll cut it in my wrists.
And in a bullet.



I Hate You

The illusion I knew.
Of a perfect angel.
Has been shattered.
Into millions of pieces.

What has been revealed.
Is a cruel joke.
A lie, a cheat.
A two-faced demon.

I had been once.
Just so captivated.
By every single word.
Every word you spoke.

Believing it,
was my downfall.
It was a facade.
Hiding the true you.

You were my life.
My joy.
Yet you found joy.
In someone else.

But, you were selfish.
So very selfish.
You wanted the attention.
Of the two of us.

The love,
the affection.
You just love
to be wanted.

You toyed.
You played with my feelings.
My thoughts.
It was a game, to you.

So long you'd tell me.
"I love you."
"I want to meet you."
"I want to marry you."

While, you just said.
The same exact things.
To her.
All to her.

You called me honey.
Always to get me back.
You knew I couldn't resist.
Such an endearing name.

You were my fallen angel.
My perfect beauty.
What a faux you were.
A devil in disguse.

How I wish you could.
Just fall so easily.
Out of my mind.
As you fell into my heart.

I hate you so.
For taking my innocence.
My love.
I loathe you.

Always.
I had been ready.
To just die.
If I could save you.

Your voice will always haunt.
You will always be in my mind.
But only in hatred.
Wasting a year on you.

Using my love on one.
Who was never worthy.
Who was never worth my time.
And never worth this pain.

Let me tell you, now.
I'm not nothing
and never have been.
And I know love.

I am more worthy of love.
Than you'll ever be.
I'm trustworthy.
And I love with all I can.

And someone will love me.
More than anyone will love you.
For any love one has for you.
Is fake.

Just like the one you had.
For me.




My other poems rhyme, and stuff. And I have two haikus. These are my two most-recent poems. I can't really say I'm fond of any of my writing. But I'd appreciate someone checking out my gallery. I also have a story or two up on my dA. I'm not sure. And I'm writing a third story, currently.

very...angry. i really like them though. you get a real sense of what the person is feeling. maybe you? when you wrote it?

Heh. Yeah. Those poems are quite angry.

I'm feeling a lot of emotions, lately. It's been pretty hard to handle... I have better poems on my site. http://www.phantom-moocat.deviantart.com
So, really to get a good feel of how I write, you should check it out. x-X Or I could just post different poems here, as I write them.

UPDATE:

My newest two poems.

I Keep Thinking

I keep thinking.
That we’re still together.
That you’re still mine.
And I’m still yours.

I keep thinking.
That I have you to go home to.
You to love.
You to cherish forever.

I keep thinking.
That we’ll meet.
That we’ll be two people.
Sharing one love.

I keep wishing.
That you’d give me another chance.
That we could try to work it out.
That you’d love me again, just a little.

I keep hoping.
That this is a mistake.
And that you realize that I’m,
The one for you.

I keep dreaming.
That I’ll have you once more.
Though I probably won’t.
Because all feelings are gone.

Whoever said it doesn’t hurt
to dream or to wish.
Or to hope.
Is dead wrong.


Just Everything

A song.
A phrase.
A color.
A gaze.

All reminding.
me of you.
of happiness,
and torture, too.

The gentle sky.
The harsh rain.
Remembering joy.
And the pain.

Each drop of blood.
The Crimson red.
Reminds me of.
How I should be dead.

Everything I've known.
Has been defaced.
All our love.
Has been erased.

It destroys me.
I cry almost every day.
To be loved again, by you.
Is what I pray.




I'm absolutely horrible at titles, so that's why they suck. xD

Newest poem. xD Probably my last one for a long time. This used up all my muse.

I Will

I'll walk
in the icy cold
rain.

I'll sing
'till my throat's
raw.

I'll dance
On the fiery
coals.

I'll stare
at the sun's
light.

I'll pierce
my flesh so it
bleeds.

I'll lie
In snow 'till it
melts.

I'll march
Up to death,
himself.

I'll Laugh
in his face and say,
"Take me, baby."