Totally can get why you're feeling that way.
And that must be tough! :( Hopefully you'll get to see him soon!
Sending you big loving hugs!
I've run into my mom a few times this past week, and it always throws me off.
Thankfully all the times I didn't have any of the kiddos with me - thank goodness!
I don't want them around my kids.
---------- Post added 05-20-2019 at 10:00 PM ----------
Okay, time for me to try to get some sleep.
You're allowed to feel however you feel Ru - how you feel is absolutely valid.
Sending you loving thoughts.
I'm here for you if you ever need to talk.