Depends, if my siblings is 'bad' to a point, I won't love them anymore.

I don't like siblings.

She just has her mind set. My mother spanked us over stupid stuff, like crying when she got onto us, and so my sister thinks that is how it should. However, she is worse than my mother.

Tends to be how it goes.

For mine... I don't think that should be the case. Anyhow, people take on their parenting differently.

Yeah. That's why I try not to say anything unless things get out of hand. I personally think I might not make too good of a mother when I have one. I'm too nice. I get too emotional. I mean, at one time, I was sharing a laptop with my mother and I thought I broke it. I texted her a super long message saying I was sorry and that I didn't mean to and a bunch of other stuff. What freaked me out is that the laptop had a black screen and was emitting a high pitched noise but apparently it had done that a lot and it wasn't my fault. I have always been emotional ;~; I kind of hate it because it is the reason that don't share what I think and keep everything bottled up. I usually end up keeping it bottled up until I explode. I hate it but I don't know what to do about it.

hmm... Nolala, maybe you should relax a bit? :/

o.o I'm always relaxed. My sister thinks that I am having suppressed feelings about graduating school and moving away for college. Honestly, I can't wait.

Leaving home is too scary.

I like leaving home... the solitude. <3

I've done too many things in this house to feel comfortable in, say, a rented apartment.

lol. Could you do that many things in rented property?

I have no memories there. Other people have been there. Renting makes it feel temporary. How can I settle in?

Is that your issue that you can't settle in?
hmm... how do you want to settle in?

Be happy here in this house with all my memories, or at least in a new house.

You are all about memories?
I am all about the environment to suit my life and schedule.

I'm all about preserving what is dear to me.

I am a hoarder too... but more to collector, not the memories...

Memories. All. The. Memories.

Are we talking about not so nice things again.

What are the not so nice things in your definition?

Memories can be not-so-nice, but I'm talking about clinging to nice memories.

I... am going to wash up a bit... prepare to sleep. x.x

I have SOME good memories in my house but not many. Parents faught daily for 13 years then divorced then que the mom depression and drinking then mom leaving me with my sister for her bf xD I'm ready to leave. I live in a small town with nothing to do and my family thinks I'm weird because I'm not close minded like they are. Not to mention my bad memories. So I'm ready to go.

I see. No wonder.
I had a rather complete nice family, still I would love to stay alone outside.
Solitude.