thank you! this year oisnt looking too bad so far! and i was so stressed.... but i won admin pick and now i have an interview!

well I can't say this year started good for me.. but it's ok..
grats for both ^^

ahhh really? im sorry! i think you can make it better if you try. im trying to make my year better then last year. last year was really rough...

well my last year was the worst ever.. my father died the 7th day of December..
I need time to feel better ^^'

hello loves <3

me, loves too? ^^

my condolences to you and your family. losing a loved one is always very hard.

thanks BSW ^^
I hope this year will be at least better then the last one..

i cant make any promises and i dont want to say it cant get any worse... so im going to say if you work at it and your luck improves then its most likely going to be a better year and it would be easier to make it a better year and really hard to make it a worse year. so the numbers are in your favour.

I hope the same really ^^
I always see teh half full glass... I'm an optimistic person.. although I lost my dad..

im more a realist... but i tend to be optimistic when it comes to the future. because you never know right? amazing things happen if you strive for it and always keep an open mind and are looking for opportunities.

i never expected to have a wonderful man like i do. but i always hoped and i always kept an open mind.

I don't want relationships or kids.. I suffered so much...
I prefer living alone with my animals ^^

well its not for everyone. and i dont want kids either. for logical reasons. but i am lucky, i have not suffered much. i have infact been very spoiled. sorry to hear that your life has been rough. i cant even imagine or relate to that really... im glad that your an optimist though! if you were depressed, i think talking to me would make it worse. :)

well I'm sometiems a depressed person, but i try to think positively all the time,, ^^'
and art, gardening and music help me to not being depressed ^^
and else chatting and going out with my friends ^^

wow art makes you feel better? i can only do art when i am happy. if i am depressed i cant create anything. it all ends up looking like shit. lol. your lucky that way then!

chatting with friends always makes be feel better because it shows me how spoiled i really am and forces me to be grateful. im not sure you could understand that... but it makes sense for me. not that i feel pity for them... its more like i start thinking "what the hell am i complaining about? shut up you fool!" and i feel better because i put my life in perspective.

BSW I think the EXACTLY thing about friends XD
and well.. art and writing poems are the things I can do when I'm depressed... gardening and cooking too ^^
and OFC! I can't live without MUSIC!
for me MUSIC is EVERYTHING! there's always music where I'm ^^
while I chat, draw, cook, dogardening,,, and so on.. ^^

Originally Posted by bloodstainedwings

wow art makes you feel better? i can only do art when i am happy. if i am depressed i cant create anything. it all ends up looking like shit. lol. your lucky that way then!

chatting with friends always makes be feel better because it shows me how spoiled i really am and forces me to be grateful. im not sure you could understand that... but it makes sense for me. not that i feel pity for them... its more like i start thinking "what the hell am i complaining about? shut up you fool!" and i feel better because i put my life in perspective.

My art is always better when I draw when I'm depressed for some reason. Now that I'm happy more often than depressed - I kinda just stopped drawing D:

Originally Posted by Nuruhanj

BSW I think the EXACTLY thing about friends XD
and well.. art and writing poems are the things I can do when I'm depressed... gardening and cooking too ^^
and OFC! I can't live without MUSIC!
for me MUSIC is EVERYTHING! there's always music where I'm ^^
while I chat, draw, cook, dogardening,,, and so on.. ^^

Music is my life too <3 I love love love music. I can't live without it. I went to school to get my degree in music education. I just love music and want others to as well!

I prefer listening no-comemrcial musci, 'cause it's the REAL MUSIC!

i love metal myself and about the only thing that makes me feel better when i am depressed is dancing. i love to dance. its the only way to express myself truely.

also, i cant leave my house alone without music. i get all axious and sick and stuff.

yes METAL! and other music too ^^
I DO LOVE discovering different musci from different countries, cultures and so on ^^

oh my gosh! you should listen to woods of ypres! the lead singer died very recently... but they were so good! they are from northern ontario!!

ok putting the name on a paper, lately I'll find them out ^^ TY! ^^

edit: I DO LOVE THEM!! OO

i linked them above! thats my fav song by them. and then there is your ontario town is a burial ground! epic song

fair warning though... im very into Canadian music...


yes yes!!! they are awesome! oh oh... and ravenshade... give me a sec.

they're great!!!! OO
WTF!! thanks to sharing your tasting ^^ *hugs*

:hug: no problem! i love canadian music and it really doesnt get appreciated the way it deserves in the world you know?





p.s. i think you can see me dancing in the second video.

they have a new album coming out in the new year too! im very excited for it.