It's just hard as I try not to fully break down when the kids are around - and even though the kids weren't here today (they were with my mum and dad) - I still found myself trying to hold myself together.
Thanks - it's a slow process... but at least I can talk about him, for the most part, without crying so that's a win! :)

That's good, Livi <3 *hugs*

I love your purple background!! So pretty! *yes this is a random topic change - I can talk about him but it is still hard*

Thank you <3 I love the beautiful rainbow and sunset you have in your avatar <3

You're welcome!
Thanks! I needed a background - and it fit my love of color!

And rainbows = love <3
(Another Carlie Tribute)

aw I love rainbows too! I might try for a rainbow avi color theme next :3

It seems like most my things come back to Carlie - why do I fight it? :P

When Carlie and I lived together, we'd stick rainbow stickers in random places around our apartment. ^_^ Little splashes of color!

And oh that'd be awesome! :D I can't wait to see it when you do go for it! :D

Ah, what fun :) rainbows everywhere~

thank you! I shall work on it hopefully soon!

Yes - although rather painful to have to take them all down when we moved. But the colorful rainbows are something that still do make me smile.

Okay, I'm falling asleep - it's been a mentally exhausting day. I think I'm going to call it a night.

Alrighty, good night Livi <3

The Xuxu is back~

Welcome back rettie!

Have you start planning your 2016?

Not yet! I will later

Ok I return... kids all clean and tucked in whoohoo....

And I got a bath to..... I believe something is amiss as the kids were good so I could take one haha. Now I shall paint the nails and relax.

Yay glad you get to relax now Ivvy <3

Oh me to. :) Feels good to sit and just be calm lol life with toddlers is chaotic

I can only imagine :)

Toddlers are adorable... to play with. XD
not to take care...

I would like my own to take care of someday!

You have mommy sense~ so nice.

*peeks in*

I think I am going to watch my Detective Conan movie~

Oooh, have fun with that. :)

The particular subtitle group overdo themselves and put their own opening in front of the show's opening. XD lol.
BUt, I love that music. Wonder if it is original or hijacked.