The 300-sided dice lands on 88 I really want to Hulk Smash my phone o.o but then I can't do anything online no more :/

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I don't even have words. My God. I'm so sorry.

Just.

Did she expect you to be happy because she betrayed your trust and ignored your boundaries to have a child before you were ready and willing to have one?

Are you kidding me.

People.

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I know. =/ You hate your phone. I'm sorry.
I've totally been there, but I don't think I hardly ever use my phone for anything other than texting/talking and educational apps/games. Lol

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I don't like using the Internet on my phone. Its too small!

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Lol Dystopia you don't have to be sorry. I'm glad I found out only 3 years into the relationship the kind of person she was instead of years and years and after getting married/having kids. So I mean everything happens for a reason. It took me awhile to get over it and to get over her, yes. But I've moved on and I mean I wish her the best in life, good luck with everything. And Hell she's married now to a woman with three kids and is stepping out with her to hook up with men and women. Or at least thats the gossip of what I've been told by a mutual friend of ours. I mean she married to the woman with the kids but I can't verify the stepping out part. that's just gossip far as I know.

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The 300-sided dice lands on 79 Gizzie is poor I only got my cell phone no computer ;( tiny mene is all I know heck Gizzie don't even have a car right now

Man. I can't imagine saying "only" three years.

I'm glad that you've moved on. But I'm surprised that you're so forgiving.

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Ah jeez. That's rough. :c

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Sheesh Gizzie. I've been in your shoes. At least Mene is like a little escape from reality.

Dystopia; Well I don't see the point in drudging upon it and I have too much good going for me to drag along a grudge. It's too heavy a burden when I can just let it go, forgive her and move on with my life. I deserve better than a bitter feeling towards someone. I carried a lot of hate and anger towards her for a long time and finally I just realized. What's the point? What do I get out of being so bitter and angry? It's like a poison. What does it do to her? nothing. Me being angry and upset with her doesn't bring her down, so why should i let it bring me down.

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Oh yeah I'm totally addicted to mene when my other phone broke I was trying to (Frankenstein) it to work I get all tweaking without my cell phone Fizzle needs cell phone rehab The 300-sided dice lands on 263

@ Gizzy - x___x I suppose small internet is better than no internet.

@ Veno - I've never had to forgive to forget. Its as you say tho- It only works if you can hate someone without letting that hate bring you down. I have plenty of people in my past that I hate and I haven't forgiven, but what they did to me doesn't affect how I am today. They don't deserve forgiveness, I don't deserve to be weighed down.

The 300-sided dice lands on 224Yup at least I got mini mene .... It's the making threads that is the worst part but I pulled off the event so I successfully worked though my tinyness I guess my topics turned out fine except pictures and banners I could not seam to get them to size right so I did without those

You make those on a phone? o_o;

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Mostly I make them on a friend's pc and their tablet but I haven't been able to go over there lately and I had some I had ready to use for the event back when Eli was running it I was gonna supply banners but I noticed that they are bigger than the requirements of size and can't resize them and I made a me on a comic book cover design I was going to do all of us on one I can copy paste from my phone on those but can't shrink um they are huge too like real comic books size :/ The 300-sided dice lands on 285

Oh, I see. I think you can use them anyways- The site resizes images that are too big automatically. Its not as pretty, but it works.

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I was going to make a shop and make everyone their own comic books covers ;(

I just don't want to hate anyone. There's too much negativity in the world and I've gotten past everything. ^^

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@ Gizy - :c I'm sorry. It looks pretty cool, too!

@ Veno - Fair enough. For me, the world may have a lot of negativity, but that isn't going to stop me from being negative if I have something valid to be negative about.

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I can understand that. I just try to radiate positive vibes and live my life to the best and most positive way I can. :}

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I can respect that. Its just not always for me.

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That's how I use to be. I don't know, it's weird how my mind has shifted since I found out I was pregnant. And pretty much anything that's happened prior I'm just like "duck it, does it matter? not really"

I'm telling you this baby is like a little ray of sunshine and he isn't even here yet. Lol Though he's making it known that he's in my belly. Feels like he's trying to kick his way out either through my ribs or stomach. lol

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LOL. Well, I'm glad that you're enjoying motherhood. It probably wouldn't have sat quite as well with me.

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HA! Don't let the happy go lucky me now fool you. The first two months, if crying and cursing and being upset and hating myself and life had changed the fact I was pregnant, I wouldn't be pregnant. But after getting all that anger out towards everyone and everything, I had like a crazy just like I don't know how to explain it. I woke up one morning and felt like a whole new person. Haven't looked back. :P

And don't get me wrong. I'm totally petrified about this grand new adventure that can be unveiled any day.

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Iunno. I've never been in your position, and I hope I never will. I do see abortion as an option, but at the same time, I don't believe in using abortion as birth control. So I don't know what I have done. In the end, I probably would have chosen bodily autonomy and the fact that I just cannot be a parent because I'm not responsible enough, but I wouldn't have been able to do with it a clean conscience as I would have if I had gotten pregnant while on all my stuff.

But I'm proud of you for making a choice and taking full responsibility for it. I hate parents who half-ass their role. I think that being a parent is always a choice, and if you bring a child into this world, you' have to be prepared to make the sacrifices that come with it. It feels like you are such a parent, and for that, 10/10 you seem like a cool person.

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That means a lot and I'm going to give my all and of course he comes first always. Its not that I'm against abortion, I am pro choice in that sense, I just don't think it's something I could of lives with personally. I thought about it, I'll admit that. But when I sat down and really thought about it, I could go through with it.

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