let me die

Today with one last cry,
all alone now let me die!
A knife in my hand,
an insertion is planed.
Let me die,
time for goodbye!
Blood seeps through,
never be known to you.
I hate lying to you,
but this is to hard to take back!
A cut is easy to do,
stopping only for you!
I can't quit,
I love to slit.
I am so sorry,
this is a true story!
Don't be mad!
Don't be glad!
I don't want you hurt,
for what its worth

i was wrong

i grab a knife in a strive
i see my life pass me by
i say good bye
i want to die
but then you come
i see your smile
i ask you if you will stay a while
you tell me you most go
you tell me your not a show
now im back
the knife if sharp
the days are dule
there is no hope
there is no world
my faith is lost
my soul undone
i see u waiting
what have i done
you were there
you did care
i never saw your despair

okay honestly is anyone reading this stuff i was so pathetic when i was 14 man oh man whine whine whine i am going to kill myself because no body loves me but please stop me because i really don't want to die. God how could i have been you annoying. p.s. messages #2,3,4,5,and 6 are all from this year the other poems thus far are from 3 years ago maybe even 4 but they actually have been published which is so sad.

flower girl

if a single petal withers and dies
if a single petal is a cry
if the flower loses its life
if a girl forgets to try
a flower has many problems
a girl does to
if a petal falls off,
the flower dies
is an incision is made,
everybody cries
a petal is so much more
my life will lead you to the door
protect the flowers let them be
but who will protect you and me
a flower will fall to pieces
girl wants to die
plants are not tat different
everything will die
mistakes on life
mistakes in the frond
a knife has been found

Be true

you say i need to stay strong
you say nothing can go wrong
you say i need to be brave
you say i need to climb out of the cave

you don't know me
you don't know what i see
you don't know the worlds black
you don't know how to pick up slack

you say your a friend
you say it's not pretend
you say there is no hate
you say that the world is great

i know you better then that
i know you hide a lot
but always know i am there
but always know people care

people will feel pain
people don't like this game
people no whats wrong
people know this song

people know you care
people know whats there
people know your strong
people know you can be wrong

people are there
people always care
people will stay true
people know i love you

okay here are four different love poems that i never made titles for so I'm just posting them all in one post.

1.
the hearts song singing pure
love is the greatest cure
oh saved me from this damnation
this brilliant new creation
why didn't i open my heart before
to hear you singing behind my door
lost in the feeling i never knew
singing angel be forever true
open my heart and there you are
open my soul and your song rings far
my darning my angel i love you so
my queen i don't ever want you to go
your song is singing in my heart
my baby you made me find a new start

2.
I love you
Those words are always true
Until we can walk hand and hand
Alone I wait as I stand
My heart crying out in pain
Always repeating your name
I need you here in my life
I cry for you as I grab a knife
When your hearts so far away
No matter what you feel the pain?
But my heart is locked to you
I love you, in a way that’s brand new

3.
So, this may be the start
Hiding away in my heart
I love you now and always
Enchantment that forever stays
Love as pure as the sky
A heart that will always cry

4.
When heaven and earth collide
you come into my life
a being prefect as light
radiance that always ignites
you who taught the sun to shine
with a smile so divine
oh how i long for you
awaiting dreams becoming true
how can it be
without you i cannot see
everything on the earth
nothing compares to your worth

the four in one isn't that annoying is it, none of them are really long so i figured why not just post them together......i swear i am now like going to be the only on reading these anyways please someone prove me wrong and post as well i would really love to hear from you....

i guess i should post something new...lets see what to write about.. what to write about...hummmmmmmmmmmmm...maybe...i don't know....lets try it

forest of dreams

when i was younger then i am now
i had these friends that always knew how
it didn't matter what it was
they knew how only because
well one day i followed them home
threw the trees i wondered alone
nothing to guide me but the plants
nothing to save me from the rest
i didn't dare ask for help
until i stepped on a little elf
needless to say i no longer play
along the trees in the forest where they lay
mystical creatures from beyond
nothing in this world makes me as fond
my dearest friends the oldest and true
my loving friends i am nothing without you

well i do not exactly know what to say for this one please tell me what you think! is it completely deranged? or do you like it?

vanity

the blood that flows within you
mix with skin of endless youth
nothing is too precious
nothing can destroy us
age will not settle upon me
day by day you'll come to see
i am merely a ghost of before
a beautiful goth further more
vanity is my virtue now
i couldn't care less as to how
rip apart the beauty of youth
dripping blood from my tooth
nothing can help you
virgin vanity will come true

I just got a living dead doll today of Elizabeth Bathroy so I figured what the heck I'll write a poem for her. She did have the right idea after all except you do not need to bathe in the blood rather drink of it.

I really have writters block now, curses i need an idea...idea...idea...anyone an idea? please help me.......curses i knew having no music today would make me brain dead......someone please give me an idea as to what to write about. it could be as simple as a word like ummmmm moon it really does not matter please just help with an idea.....actually i think ill try the moon idea but please give more suggestions i really think i will only get one poem about the moon

dream by moonlight

so many kisses come by the moon
then daylight comes all too soon
a secret love concealed by night
a love that no one sees as right
to lovers star crossed and dazed
walking aimlessly for days and days
the light of the moon cast a spell on me
so in the moonlight our love is free
silent kisses given like prayers
cuddling close like teddy bears
light of the moon mystic and true
show me the love i never knew

Faerie dust

giggling along the path in the woods
or skipping along under caped hoods
little girls dreams coming true
my darling i see you
mystical queen draped in white
with hair that is as black as night
beautiful one with wings a new
truly this world can only be true
close my eyes and try to remember
summer love burning like ember
darling faerie so foul your games
you give your soul for countless dames
a promise to stay true to one
a heart that forgot about fun
play your sames temptress queen
live you life as if on screen
my lips quiver at your name
you once said you felt the same
weaken knees shake for you
but nothing you ever said is true

i just want to kindly remind everyone that i have rights over these poems for forging them as your own even by changing one word they are still mine please do not steal them....i really do not want to see them on quizilla, emobucket, deviant art (unless on my accounts)

suffer

blood drips down from every way
spewing a curse of shear dismay
beaten and broken my a man
execution is the final plan
shamed with lies
broken hearts loose ties
whipped with shackle
i feel as if i could kill
a little girl only 15
a life anything but sarene
now i wait and pray for death
when will i see my final rest?

That's really good stuff.
I write poetry too.
But some of that stuff is really deep.

thanks, i don't really think about what I'm writing and i think that helps if you think too much you loose emotion and it isn't from your heart

ghost

how foolish is it for me to think you could possibly love me
you sneak into my room every night but don't see
my heart was given to you
i thought my love was true
how can i love such a thing
you fly like an angel missing a wing
shamed me and made me bleed
now you wish to exterminate me like a weed
vanished like the ghost you are
this trying tale has gone too far
lying thief of maidens hearts
you have a day until my heart restarts
i will always love you
but i cannot hold true
for you are not real
for you can never feel

goodbye my love

after i lost her i thought i was dead
then you came along and not a tear was shed
you bandaged up my broken heart
you made me think it was a new start
i gave everything to you
you once said "i love you, to"
why are words just something to say
oh how i wish you did feel that way
i would die for a moment of happiness with you
i will always love you ever so true
my feelings are only a joke now
i have to forget but i don't know how
tears now stain my face
im a disgrace to the human race.
i who never cried before
whipping tears away more and more

I've been on here for about 5 days now and have already written about 36 poems on this topic alone, I really am starting to run out of ideas, writers block is not a permanent thing if you overwork yourself is it? )O( oh blessed mother Hecate )O( I hope not This topic has been run so far and i do not have any intention of ending it any time soon but i really wish i could figure out something to write, i dont really want to write another suicide poem or about life sucking and i cant write love poems well...please please help me think of something to write

a burning desire

when it is a friend you love ever so
watching them like a lowly crow
broken and batted far away
oh how you wish you could only say
tis you i love my dear
but there is far too much fear
love between friends doe not work
all it will do is make you smirk
lie to your friends and others as well
tell them all there is truly nothing to tell
live you life pretending
for your days are ending
do not allow your heart to breath
and fly away on a summers breeze

Billboards of life

exotic and new
lies filled with truth
a brand new sense of joy
given up like a broken toy
conform to a capitalistic world
medias habits musts be overruled
give in to the propaganda now
all the explicit lies, never ask how
the world lives in a reality of dreams
truth is dead, or so it seems
society crumbles like robotic twits
every one line up to give away your wits
condition your mind
emptiness you will find
cynically living each new day
don't ever take note of the way
so through the forest this way and that
you cannot hear the brainwashing where are you at?
why do we give them power over our minds
roboticism takes over human kind
so here is your choice to make
the answer here you cannot fake
live your life day by day
or try to escape living your own way

for all my years i gave you my all
you turned on me as soon as i could crawl
you were suppose to be my hero
on that accord you are noting but a zero
you are my father and i your baby girl
you treat me with less respect then a squirrel
all i ever wanted was for you to love me
instead i was ignored and you didn't even see
you filled you life with wives upon wives
all bringing trouble most threatened knives
i am just a little girl forgotten to you
i am your little girl, you know it is true
denied since the day i was born
two possible fathers one empty storm
you pretended to care
but you were never there
i am just your little girl
alone in a dark cold world

I would like to take this time to remember a very peace loving boy, Joshua Holmes, he past away last night and it is a greet loss for the community. Josh was always the kid you thought would have a greet life and it brings greet sadness to me to know that he will never have that chance. Joshua helped bring together my school; even if though tragedy. The fight he endured to survive was not in vein Josh will always be remembered in the hears of hose who knew him and those who loved him. Personally I was one of the kids a school who didn't know him all that well, I would have loved to get to know him much better, from what i heard he was a greet friend. So for the loss of an acquaintance who seemed always joyous my heart will always have room for you. rest in peace Joshua, you time on earth was brief but you impacted it with greet force.

there is nothing that can compare to the love of a friend
a family of choice that you love until the end
a good friend is hard to come by
when you find one a fight makes you cry
every day since that time i miss you to death
i know you are better now youve given your last breath
it has been years since we last said hello
it breaks my heart to think you were alone
you are always my best friend even if youve past
this is another farwell though i promise not the last

words of truth and maddness

words spinning around my head
the world goes on when im sick in bed
my head has split like banana peal
yet i am stuck spinning round on a wheel
nothing can ever make sense again
you know your crazy when its not pretend
the fake world seems like the truth
reality makes you reach for a noose
far past mad is where you'll find me
alone in my dream that you'll never see