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Old 03-10-2011, 04:48 PM

I have no idea what is wrong with me...
Since Monday I have just been... I don't know. For some reason I can't deal with life. Normally I am the kind of person that everyone wants around and I am happy go lucky and wicked nice but since Monday I have been -mouthy- as one girl put it. My English teacher was like... Wow you are in a really bad mood today.
I don't know what it is...
Everything is just making me mad or making me want to cry and I have no idea why!
Nothing is really wrong..
I can't talk to my best friend for the next few days because his laptop chrager is broken...
My aunt is dying within this month..,
I just feel broken. Both of my parents are dead.
I just don't feel like doing anything. I feel like staying home and sleeping or just being alone. I'm getting frustrated even just by my guardians trying to touch me or what ever.
I stayed home from school yesterday because I was up all night crying and just being mad for no known reason. I don't know what it is...
I wish I could get rid of this feeling.
I am snappy and mean.
I want to hit people.. Like, in my heart I just want to beat the crap out of everyone and I would never do it because I love people but at the same time... I just don't know... I just can't do it for some reason...
Help.....?

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Old 03-10-2011, 08:51 PM

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Originally Posted by AerieFlew
I have no idea what is wrong with me...
Since Monday I have just been... I don't know. For some reason I can't deal with life. Normally I am the kind of person that everyone wants around and I am happy go lucky and wicked nice but since Monday I have been -mouthy- as one girl put it. My English teacher was like... Wow you are in a really bad mood today.
I don't know what it is...
Everything is just making me mad or making me want to cry and I have no idea why!
Nothing is really wrong..
I can't talk to my best friend for the next few days because his laptop chrager is broken...
My aunt is dying within this month..,
I just feel broken. Both of my parents are dead.
I just don't feel like doing anything. I feel like staying home and sleeping or just being alone. I'm getting frustrated even just by my guardians trying to touch me or what ever.
I stayed home from school yesterday because I was up all night crying and just being mad for no known reason. I don't know what it is...
I wish I could get rid of this feeling.
I am snappy and mean.
I want to hit people.. Like, in my heart I just want to beat the crap out of everyone and I would never do it because I love people but at the same time... I just don't know... I just can't do it for some reason...
Help.....?
Perhaps you should seek help from a therapist, you sound depressed.

Also, your font is REALLY hard to read, could you please change it? x__x I had to quote your post in order to read it.

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Old 03-11-2011, 10:47 PM

This is EXACTLY how I felt 6 months ago. I got help, started seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with depression and panic and anxiety issues. I had to get medication and a doctor for help. You honestly cannot deal with it alone. Don't try, it worsens it. Seek assistance, even if it's only having someone to listen to you (: I'd be more than happy to listen to you vent

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Old 03-11-2011, 11:47 PM

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This is EXACTLY how I felt 6 months ago. I got help, started seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with depression and panic and anxiety issues. I had to get medication and a doctor for help. You honestly cannot deal with it alone. Don't try, it worsens it. Seek assistance, even if it's only having someone to listen to you (: I'd be more than happy to listen to you vent
-sigh- I was in therapy and on meds up until about two years ago..
Borderline personality disorder, OCD, anxiety and expression...
I really thought I had beat it to...
Thank you though, thank you very much.
I'd love to talk sometime :)

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Old 03-12-2011, 03:08 AM

Why did you stop, love? There's no reason not to continue. It's okay to keep seeking help if you still have issues.

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Old 03-12-2011, 01:53 PM

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Why did you stop, love? There's no reason not to continue. It's okay to keep seeking help if you still have issues.
Sadly, my guardians forced me to stop :(

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Old 03-12-2011, 02:02 PM

I just recently "broke up" with my therapist.

Which is weird, because even tho he pissed me off I ended up getting depressed right after.

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Old 03-15-2011, 06:03 PM

You sound depressed I know because I seen my mother go thru it. She got help she didn't want to be in the dark anymore. I pray that you do find help. Life is for living,not leaving.

 



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