That's very true. I was extremely homesick my first week of college and that wasn't because I missed my family- but because everyone was new and I wanted just one person who I felt close to. I wanted to still be taken care of. The friends I had before, I'd had for years, and I couldn't 'make' new friends- all the friends I've ever had just happened- so it was difficult until I found someone I could rely on.

I've heard once about my astrology placements that I might make something good of it if put in that situation, but I have yet to experience it.

Sometimes quietly watching others has caused me to attract attention. I either completely disappear or someone feels bad for me and invites me to talk with their friends. Angels.

Originally Posted by Amane

Sometimes quietly watching others has caused me to attract attention. I either completely disappear or someone feels bad for me and invites me to talk with their friends. Angels.

Holy ravioli, same! I people-watch everyone. In school, it made me invisible. In college, especially during the continuous ice-breaking sessions in orientation week, it was the latter. SO MUCH of the latter. Gosh, it's so tiring.

I like being included in other groups. People are so much fun when they're not being annoying. Disappearing is also nice most of the time because then I can stay in my little world.

I like feeling a part but not being pressured to take any part.

They tell me I don't have to talk. They just include me in their group and I watch.

That's perfect.

Yeah! They just don't want me alone is all.

I have problems with that. I need alone time. Like, people act like it's so unhealthy to want to be solitary but not at all unhealthy to not want to be left with yourself at all, it's senseless.

When I'm sitting alone in a crowded area and it's obvious I don't have to be there, it's reasonable to think I don't want to be left alone.

Originally Posted by Amane

WHAT DID YOU DO? 8D

Okay... I hate me for leaving you hanging I fell asleep on my laptop and then yesterday my washing machine tried to drown us. So that explains my absence
ANYWHO, the thing that I did... I cut all my hair off [

Originally Posted by Siren Sonder

That's... beautiful, Ama. I'd say 'cool' but it goes beyond that because it's terribly exciting and not something I'd celebrate right away, or ever, for that matter (the debatable free will thing) and now I'm probably going to be spending some time that I should be using for college studies to explore more on this, instead.
'Spuddie Buddie' is the cutest thing I've heard in a while

Spuddie- I'mma adopt that from Ama. Because so much cute. What did you do OMG?! *nibbles skin around nails and bounces in seat*
Oh yes! Vada is great! And I'm having vada for breakfast today as well- vada with pongal. *licks lips*
I really like your avi. The muted, gilted colours and the atmosphere

Spuddie Amnea has a way of making my ways sound cute. I think it's a talent ANYWHO, the thing that I did... *points to string of words above*
Om nom nom, I must make vada again. But I'm so lazy But it's so tasty I will at some point, for now I'll just dream of it and drool
Also, thanks you! I'm in a fantasy mood, 'cause I'm reading this great fantasy book series and was trying to encapsulate that atmosphere

*RAPUNZEL SCREAM OF TERROR*

Are you sure it was trying to drown you and not give you a free pool?

Heh. It's like... pixie short now. And I kinda love it. I don't look (much) like a child anymore

Nope. Pretty sure it was trying to drown me. I would not swim in that water. Soap and fuzz and God know's what else. It wants to kill me. So I had to subdue it O.o

I'm not used to wearing my hair down, but, like… my hair is so important to me. I think I've had nightmares about it falling out before.

Good for you. ASSERT YOUR DOMINANCE!

My hair is not so important to me that I wash it with cold water. I cannot have a head bath with anything except hot water.

I had my hair cut to shoulder length because it'd be hard to maintain long hair in college. The more traditional chunks of my family were shocked and disapproving.

My hair is super curly and thick, so washing is so horrible. Nothing happens to it if I never wash it, though, so I don't bother. Too much pain and tears.

My hair is more bushy and tendril-y than curly. Curly hair would get so knotty and frizzy after a wash. I can understand.

Goes from down to my waist to falling onto my shoulders. @_@

Mine is still nice and short because I cut it just last month. I definitely prefer my hair shorter.

I feel so unfulfilled when I see those people with super, super long hair.

Kpop is awesome. BLACKPINK is awesome. Lisa is awesome.

OH! Are you a new fan? *perks*

hooray for people liking the same things <3

Salvete, did you ever read that wall o' text you requested?

I'm a few months into Kpop. I've mostly been into a few boy groups until now. This is the first time a girl group has actually held my attention. Maybe because their atmosphere is kind of different from the usual cutesy/pretty-pretty/sexy. Or maybe that's just me. But I think they're rad. And Lisa's my bias, she has so much swag I just wish I could find a Boombayah live performance focus of Lisa the days are still too early I guess.