Yeah he said "There is no point to living now". So ... i'm assuming he feels like he wants to end his life now. I mean i would too if that happened to me. Poor guy, and yeah someone they knew! Wtf is up with that? What the hell was goin through his head when he decided he was goin to kill them? An innocent child too!

LOL that's where all the hardcore criminals should go. None of this pansy shit. Heated rooms, seriously wtf? Lol. And this all comes out of tax payers money too!

Yeah that's true. For reals? She should get that checked out. I mean some girls are just like that, take my sister for instance. But she was able to have kids. I'm kinda irregular, but not where i go months, maybe 2 months sometimes, but never months and months. To be honest i think it was the injection that stuffed up my periods. Because i was fine before then. Sarah and i had this convo where we think contraception fucks you up. We were ticking off all the people who have had contraception for years at a time and a lot of them have complications now - can't have kids, tumors or cysts on their ovaries, miscarriages etc. And those that didn't ... Bam! Pregnant straight away - No issues whatsoever. So i've decided i'm never gonna use it again. Guy can just get use to using condoms lol. Because anything that stops your period isn't frekkin natural aye.
LOL yeah, have you heard from Ani though?? To be honest that's kinda gross just using the morning after pill. I mean you could still get a STI. I wonder why she won't settle down?

I don't think he'll play any sleazy games. He doesn't seem like that type. I just think that he got involved with me - and things progressed a little to fast for him and he couldn't handle it. But unfortunately i'm not a mind reader, and neither am i a doormat. He's a nice guy i without a doubt feel that he is. He just made the wrong move, and in that time that he took to figure out his feelings - i met someone else. Yeah well i also got told i'd be faced with a tough decision between two guys. But apparently i'll make the right one? So who knows xD. To be honest i don't wanna take what they said to seriously, ya never know when things will fall apart so there's no point in clinging to false hope that things will go a certain way etc.

Yeah you know i've been thinking more seriously about early childhood education to be honest. I'd really like to do something like that. I know i started looking into it when i was living with zane, but i never ended up following it through. I'd never wanna work with teens. I'd prefer young children, primary or kindergarten really.

Fark that is soooo sad. I was thinking about it yesterday, that if I were in his position. I'd want to end it too - coz you'll never see those people again, ever. Your wife, and child. That's such a huge thing to lose. I think for me, losing them under the hand of someone else, is much more painful than losing them in a freak accident kind of thing. Just the intense hatred coupled with loss - it would be overwhelming. Thinking about the inevitable too, as strange as it is to say - that you could spend your life with someone, and eventually one passes away. How strange would it be waking up, without that person there like usual @[email protected]!! Sometimes I am amazed that my grandmother lasted so long without her husband.

Gawwwd, I know! It sucks just how much we're taxed as well. You'd think for a relatively small country, where we don't need as much infrastructure and repairs, like say India or Austrlia, but we're probably taxed along very similar lines as them. It's just nuts. I'm starting to dislike this country aye, coz you get taken for everything. Sometimes I think I would just like to be like my mother, and take tax payers money instead of working, coz it almost doesn't seem worth it. I used to make less as a Lifeguard, than I do now per week. But as a Lifeguard, I was abused emotionally from a boss who had an ego problem (She told my other workmates, that I was too spoilt) and it's like, how can you make that assumption when you don't even bloody know me? I have been called a racist by a member of the public, put down for the way I looked, was squirted in the face with a water gun which actually really messed up my eyes at the time, coz of the pressure - and distance from my face. That's only the tip of the iceberg too... you get treated like shit in the workforce, to help pay for a whole country of free loaders, and convicts LOL... I wish I could just say, look i'd like my tax to go on health, roads, walkways and that kinda shit - and education. Not bums, or inmates. LOL

I think Ani just doesn't wanna face the inevitable, she just says - Ohh I don't want kids anyways. I too had that attitude and I am now convinced I got it off her, coz we always thought we'd have each other, and be 'cool' without kids. But things have changed for me, and I wouldn't dare consider that legitimately now. Might say it in jest, but I am sure there is a part deep down, where Ani feels sad about it. I think she is influenced too easily, by her skanky friend who is the biggest man eater on the planet. Being a whore has this whole romanticism attached to it - in Ani's eyes, coz she thinks the world of her skanky mate. The skanky chick is a pretty cool chick, but to think her ways are cool - just shows how much of a sheep you are.

All of my mates who have used contraception are all good with their babies? Trish took a while to get preggers, but she said it was coz of her stressful job at KFC. Mum got knocked up pretty much the same month she stopped using her pills xD! But in saying that, i've been considering coming off the pill next year. I don't really like condoms personally, coz I don't like disposing of them >__<;; I'm really scared that condoms will end up not working, that's why I ended up having a friggen miscarriage all those years ago - coz the condom tore ever so slightly! The smallest tear ever, but I remember having a shower, and noticing this little spec that woulda only been the size of a crumb aye it was teeeeeny. I forced Joe to check the discarded condom and sure enough there was a weeeee little tear. ARGH. A few weeks later - HELLO. Lols. So I'm a bit sus about condoms.

Yeah you're right, gotta forge ahead with your own pathways. At least you're not hopeless like my mother, who consults with psychics about every single thing!!!! Leaving her incapable of being confidence enough to make choices for herself. Hell, mum even asks the psychics how Joe and I are doing!!! and it's like, why don't you f'in ask us you idiot! I'm only a text away. GAWD. Never understand people like that lol!

Dude you should totally go for it! I reckon you'll make a great early childhood education teacher, or even primary teacher! No time like now to get study in, coz you're at a good age where you've got life experience, but you're not an old grouchy bitch yet xD!!!! I wanna do Primary teaching, but you gotta do extra years for that. I'm into my final year of student allowance next year, and diploma for high school is only a year after completing a degree, so it makes sense. Go with what I can afford. Plus I feel like for fine arts, older kids gel with it better than kids. I don't think a fine arts degree would work so well in the primary sector lols. Plus figured cadets deals with teenagers, it's all about keeping your attitude in check, to keep their attitudes bearable xD!

HOMG this is a novel, coz I finished my presentation to the class today - and I am excited xD!!

Yeah dude, i feel the same. There just wouldn't be a point to living anymore. You know if you lose your partner, usually you have the kids to live for ya know? He has nothing really ... And when i saw that guy who killed them on tv - i just wanted to stab him in the face!! What a fucked up thing to do, to someone who took you in and welcomed you into their lives and family. I just can't stomach it aye. She must of been a strong old ox!

Actually we're taxed much more. We're like 2nd or 3rd in the world for high taxes. Something crazy like that anyhow. I guess that's because we have welfare benefits that are almost the same as a minimum wage earner's pay check lol. Yeah there are a lot of people cheating the system. And in some case's it's the only way to survive. Yeah totally true dude, i mean in the long run is it all worth it? To see all that tax money mostly go on people who don't deserve it? I mean YES there are some people who genuily need it and deserve it, but the majority are just free loaders with no ambitions, and no hopes, and aren't going anywhere and never will be going anywhere lol. I feel quite sorry for those that earn large amounts of money - i mean a lot of them deserve the money they're getting. Long hours, lot of work etc. And they're geting taxed astronomical amounts. Like a friend of mine earns about 100k a year, and he gets taxed like 30k of that. Bullshit right?

Ahh i see. Yeah well it's about time Ani grows up and realizes that at some point in her life acting the goat is going to be very boring. Especially when you see everyone else move on, and have familys and what not. Who is going to be standing alone in the dark?

Ahh well like anything i guess there are pro's and con's huh? Personally i just don't like them. For the fact that anything that stops a period for 5 years sounds sus LOL. Yeah condoms suck balls dude, but if i had those over contraception i think i'd rather use those. BUT in saying that, they're just a pain the f'n butt lol. And holy crap! Goes to show how very teeny tiny sperm is! Eww to think those are live organisms @@ xD.

LOL to be honest psychics and tarot readers and such are good if your seeking guidance. But that is all they should be, a guideline. Not a absolute path to your life lol. As most readers and stuff say, you have the power to change your own future. You have the power of choice. So anything could happen. Don't rely on it though.

LOL kinda like people who ask how someone is, that they practically see all the time ... It's like dude. Ask your frekkin self xD.

You wreckon? Maybe i should look into it, once i've finished this course? Thanks dude :)
Yeah Jenna just got her teaching degree. 3 Years at teacher's college to be a primary school teacher.
Really dude? Is there a specified time period, where your allowed the student allowance? I thought you could get it till you stop studying? That's true, cadets has been a tremendous help with dealing with teenagers and what not.

TEXT WALL! xD
Oh awesome dude, how well did you think you did?

Ughhh, I am glad they have showed him out in the open, so everybody knows who he is. You're so right dude, they totally welcomed him, and he was charged to guard the family - not hurt them. Just amazing how one decision, has meant the husband has lost everything. Good to see the community supporting him hard out though. But it'll never compare unfortunately.

Omg, is that Siaosi who gets taxed like crazy? annnnd that we're like 2nd or 3rd in the world for tax is sad :( I don't like this country... LOL! It definitely aint worth working in this country. It makes me wonder what my mother is gonna do when her DPB ends. I mean she's got ages left, coz you're eligible until your child is 18 aye? My sister is only hitting 11 this year. Yeah, long ass hours, stress of deadlines, missing out on seeing your fams... it really does make you wonder if it is worth it in the end.

Yeah exactly, to be in your 30s, and you got no kids and no partner. It would get pretty lonely. I think as long as she sticks with this other chick, she'll have company. When that other chick was gonna move to Auz Ani came outta the woodworks, and started texting me all of a sudden lol.

Ahh true does the needle stop your flow? Coz you still get it on the pill. What the pill does is trick your body into thinking it's pregnant, every day. Until you hit the red pills, which technically aren't anything they just keep you in the habit of taking the pill. So your system flushes out the monthly cycle, when it realises its not actually preggers hahah. It's pretty cool coz i'm regulated, and I know for certain I get my flow on Saturday, at about lunch time lol!! I wish I didn't have to take anything at all though xD! Omg yeah, they're microscopic - this teeeeeny little hole, and probably hundreds of thousands, if not millions of the little buggers got in!!! Bahaha.

Isn't it amazing to think all of them would produce a different child. It would be cool if you could isolate sperm, and read the genetic material they would pass on into your kid. Including eye colour, and hair colour, and everything like that. Be sad for the kid to a degree, coz the parents decide what it looks like, not nature xD!!! I'd be angus as at my parents right now, that I don't have mum's skin colour and dad's eye colour bahahah!

I used to go to them up until a few years ago, but it's just something i've left behind. Dunno why. Maybe mum put me off? Lol

I think you should def look into teaching. It'd be worth it too - coz its pretty good money, good hours, good holidays for sure. There's always a lot of jobs going in teaching - and you've done courses in the past, that would give you a head start too. Because you can be used in multiple departments. They like to hire on teachers who can do various classes. Yeh 5 years cap for the student allowance, in a life time. I only learnt that last year >: SUCKY! They capped it after some dickheads, were staying as students forever. Basically receiving it as a bene, and not passing their courses.

I did better than I thought I would, I wasn't nervous about speaking in public. Spoke clearly, at an audible level, projected my voice. Read with some gusto! So no monotone styles xD!!! and I looked up from my notes and engaged people with eye contact. Although I saw one particular guy who I really dislike, looking down while he was texting!!! I was so tempted to stop my presentation and blast him xD! Although I don't know how i'm going to be marked, coz my theories and shit weren't hard out ones. I hit about 9.5mins, which is good coz it was 10mins max.

Yeah he was quite young aye? What the hell was going through his mind. I wanna know why he did it.
Yeah totally dude, to lose ones family - the reason you live. How do you find the strength to go on without them ya know?

Um no it's the guy i'm currently seeing lol. I dunno how much siaosi gets, i'd say more then that being a treaty lawyer. Yeah i wonder what she's gonna do too when it ends. Yeah i think till they're 18 OR if they're earning a full time wage or studying full time and getting an allowance, then Your not entitled to it anymore. Yeah it definitly ain't worth it to be honest, the majority of us get under 45k ya know & to be taxed a shit load of that is just crap. How are you meant to have a family and survive on that? I mean i barely survived earning almost 40k lol, when i worked at telecom. There's rent, power, food, phone, internet, gas the list goes on lol. And that was just with me and Zane. AND with him working too. But then again he did spend a lot of his money on car shit.

Well it's alright to be a 30 something yr old male and single. Because well you don't have to worry about your sperm drying up, like females have to worry about having children before they're too old lol. So yeah, it is gonna be a sad and lonely life for her. Ahh she's one of those ones heh? Well i'm sure that girl is gonna leave Ani behind one day. Who will she have to fall back on then?

Yeah the injection does. I dunno about the IUD though, but i heard this thing that goes in your arm stops it? Yeah but some people are stupid and skip the red pills, therefore missing their period. My friend Haylee use to do that all the time. It's a wonder she's got 5 kids now xD. LOL that's pretty cool that you know when it's coming lol. DAYUM! xD

Lol yeah but i think that's playing with God to be honest. Like if we all had the opporutnity to choose what our kids looked like. We'd have all these perfect lookin kids, nobody would be unique ya know?

Lol true, did you get anything insightful out of them?

Aww that f'n sucks!! What about the students who do medical degree's and shit? Isn't that like 6-7 years? That's not fair!! Yeah they're changing heaps to the system starting 2011. If you fail your courses it's gonna be hard for you to get student loans etc.

True! You should have, how rude!! Asshole.
Ahh well that's good dude, so you felt it went well overall then? When do you get your marks/comments back for it?

Yeah the guy was only 23!!!!! (not you just quite yet xD) But two years younger than I am right now. Way to just go and throw shit away, and mess up someone else's life. It is SCREWED UP. Hell at that age, I was studying my ass off, and having a good time with friends, and nothing like that crossed my mind ever aye. Like some people started some dramas and stuff, but not once did I think okay i'll solve it by taking their lives. That's just sick and pathetic, and it makes me sad that someone so young, can be so demented??? This is New Zealand... not somewhere like how Rodesia was @@;;

Wow, that's nutsooo tax! What does this guy do for a job? Joe just told me he gets taxed at 33% as well, so he's paying like 30k in taxes, he doesn't even earn 100k. WTF. His job interview went pretty well today, they said they had 130 applicants, and only interviewed 8 so Joe did well to even get to that stage. Although it's sad, coz they asked him why his previous employer wasn't on his references, Joe told them the truth... I am just pissed off that those idiots can slag Joe, and now they're potentially endangering his future career. I really think there is something wrong with his female boss aye, like she's skitzo or something, coz she was blasting him all last week - and this week it's completely different, and Joe hasn't changed a thing :S WTF

Hmmmm I am starting to think if it is worth getting a career in NZ. Coz that's just not cool aye, hardly being able to get by with 40k. Might as well bloody live at home with the parents, to make things easier which sucks.

Lols yeah, it's harder having kids later. My friend Lisa said she knew a chick who had kids when she was in her mid to late 30s, and because she was so used to being her own person, she found it really hard with kids. Coz she couldn't adjust - and let go of the life she had before, coz she had it for so long. That makes sense @[email protected];;

Fark that I wouldn't take anything that stops the monthly cycle. Dumb Shailo was on IUD - So was my mother, apparently it doesn't stop the cycle. But I don't like the sound of having metal up there right amongst your system, that's pretty hard out. I skip the red pills xD!!! Coz they don't do anything. They're moot pills pretty much. The doc says they're just little sugar pills, they don't make you fat she said @[email protected];; But they're used just to keep you in the habit of taking your pill each morning. They also ensure you take your first yellow pill precisely, when your cycle starts again. People who skip reds get hapu when they take their yellow pill on the wrong day. Yeh it's handy knowing precisely when it's gonna come xD!!!!

I think it is playing God too - but in terms of having all these perfect kids, I dunno bout that. Coz they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Like how Dylan thinks Taryn is just average lol. I think it'd be the same with parents picking what their kids look like too. Unless you start cloning the same kid... LOL!!! Then yehhh you'd only be unique in the way you acted maybe? *shrug* It's getting all philosophical now xD

Ummmm yes and no. I feel stronger without them in a way. The worst part about it, is that what they said to me face to face, I don't recall now - but all the things that mum got from them about me, stick with me today and I feel paranoid about it aye. It's really unfair. Mum said a psychic told her that I would fall in love with a guy and wanna marry him, but he's not the one for me... and that I would be stubborn and think that it was, and the psychic was like... SHE IS WRONG! That has impacted me sooo badly aye, coz it's always made me question every single person, every single relationship. I'm terrified aye. It's destroyed my confidence in a way. Coz it'll always be in the back of my mind. The psychic even told mum I would get married in my 30s >: So it makes me think, is Joe not the one for me???? Even though I know you can change your own destiny, it's still just one of those things that sticks in my mind. Sad part is it was forced on me, and I didn't have a say whether or not I wanted to know something like that. So I really look down on mum for that, I just see it as abuse. Lol...

Yeah that's what I was thinking... screw having to work and do a degree at the same time! Unless it's on the job shit, that's really demanding. Yup unis are now gonna cap all their courses, so NZ students are gonna get turned away, and it's gonna make getting an education even harder which is so backwards. I can see both sides, but at the end of the day doesn't the government want more talented people they can tax the shit out of?? LMAO

I dunno when I get my marks back, Whitecliffe are useless like that. They say they'll give this and that back, and hardly ever do they keep to their word @[email protected] I think it went pretty well, honestly I think I did amongst the top in terms of delivering the presentation (Don't mean to be big headed)

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@Su - LOL i know right? I'm kinda on the dating scene at the moment, and i'm real cautious of where we meet and stuff, they must think im a weirdo with the things i ask them xD.

Ahh well that's pretty good :).

Yeah, I am not really keen on going out on dates. I've been asked out on them before by people, but I always turn them down. ><;; I either just know its pointless to even try because I dont want to date them and dont want to get their hopes up, or I just dont trust them. Its sad that there are so many crazy people out there that we have to be worried all the time.

@Nivvy - Holy crap, that's insane! Yeah true dude, i mean you must have had that kind of mentality for awhile to go ahead and do that. AND on top of that kill an innocent child. Where is Rodesia?

He's an account-manager for Bunnings. So basically he's like the boss, goes around to all the different stores. Spys on competing stores etc. Actually i haven't got the full description of his job, but damn is he busy lol. Works long hours like 6-5pm and sometimes until like after 8pm. We had an emotional blow out lastnight - coz i told him he doesn't have time for me lol. But he wreckons i'm just being impatient and he needs a few days to tie up some loose ends, and we'll be able to spend a bit more time together. But he's right i am impatient - but the other thing is he's one of those males who say YES i can do something and then waits till the last minute to tell you that he can't LOL.
Yeah bullshit right? That's just insane! 33%! Fuck, i wanna die of a heartattack xD.
Ahh well that's good it went well. What did the interviewer say to Joe about his last job? Fucken weirdo slag. Well at least he's not gonna be there for much longer. Tell Joe, i said Goodluck <3

Yep and that's why people in their 20s-30s are still at home!! OR flatting. Because you just can't afford to live on your own. Rent, power, phone, food etc. That's like your entire paycheck. Your basically working to live, with no real money to do anything else lol.

Ahh yep that's understandable. Not to mention having kids that late is kinda dangerous.

OHH the IUD sucksballs. I know a few girls who have had infections after having that in. One girl got tumours on her ovaries after having that too. Really so you can skip them, without getting pregnant? Cause Haylee said that she skipped hers to skip her period? Is that true?

Haha that's true. I never thought about it that way. Everyones perspective of beauty is different. But i guess the majority will still be kinda the same. I wish maybe we could choose eye colour and hair colour. But nothing to major ya know?

That's fucked up dude. I wouldn't even take that into account. I mean i know that it's hard not too. But seriously, your mother should have never told you that, OR given you the option to say NO you don't wanna hear it first. You don't just lay something like that on someone ya know? Yeah you definitly shape your own future dude ... You can't do anything but go with the flow and see where it takes you. I've heard a lot of different things from psychics and tarot readers. And a lot of it has come true, but i can't help but wonder if i made it come true ya know? Knowledge is power kind of thing lol.

Yeah it's really bullshit. But that's national for you. The NZ government has no idea what they've done by voting in those assholes. I can see this whole cap on students turning very sour somehow. I mean i know some people fuck up, don't get the necesary work done, drop out of uni etc. But don't they deserve a second chance, if they ever wanna go back and try again? Ya know for some people the time just isn't right, shit happens in their lives and it all comes tumbling down ... It's like saying. "You fucked up, that's it game over for you". And that is where it seems just wrong to me.

That's real weird for a prestigious art school to be so wishy washy with marks and stuff aye? Kinda makes me think it's all a front lol. Ahh well that's awesome dude, wish you the best of luck with that. Let me know how it goes for ya :D

What are you up too this weekend? I'm being boring as usual lol. I haven't heard from Sarah though which is a bit strange, hope she's all good. Probably hanging out with hubby lol.
I'm going up to Kerikeri next weekend :D. YAYY road trip! :P


@Su - Ahh true. Well, you mustn't want love as much as i do. Cause i'd take the risk, if i've talked to them awhile and think i might be interested. But i'm not stupid enough to go back to theirs on the 1st date and things like that. But then again it's a very small chance in NZ that you'll meet with a psychopath lol.

Rhodesia @[email protected];; Gosh I can't spell lols. It is Zimbabwe now me thinks?? I had an officer in the Army, he was from there. His house was ransacked one night, and his father murdered in front of him. Crazy shit man. He then became part of the childrens Army or something like that. He is only a year older than us.

Ahh right, sounds like a bloody full on job, wow @@;; Those are some long hours. Sounds like an awesome job though. How long have you both been seeing each other? Isn't it a bit early to be having emotional dust ups? Lols. That sucks, him saying yes, and then no. Lol!! You'd think being a manager he'd know his own capabilities. How old is he? Lol 21 questions xD!! I wanna know the goss already!

Yeh it's pretty much impossible in this country now to make it on your own, unless all you do is work and stay single lols. I kinda see it as we're all basically slaves to tax xD;; Working our lives away. It's like having a mortgage against your life. It's pretty sad.

Argh screw that!! Why the hell would anybody wanna go with an IUD? Lol! Sounds pretty dangerous. On Monofeme you can skip the reds and not get pregnant, you just gotta make sure you start the yellows at the right time. It sounds like what Hayley does is skip the reds, and take yellows continuously. Coz in a monthly packet you get 3 weeks worth of yellows, and 1 week worth of reds - to allow the body to operate normally. Wow - That's pretty hard out to skip the reds though, not letting her system run it's natural course... I like the pill for the fact that my flow is a lot more 'calmer' than before xD!!! I only get my period now for three days, coz it's a lot lighter. Those days in that week of the reds, where I don't have my flow, I have had 'you know' (LOL) and not gotten preggers so yeh. Although if I did get preggers these days. I don't think i'd be pissed about it xD I think I am starting to tempt fate a bit aye, coz I missed 2 yellows this month, but still did it anyway xD;;; NAUGHTY

Yeah hard out - I would like to be able to choose eye colour and hair colour too >: and sex even lols! Girls first and stupid boys, maybe if I feel like putting up with their shit later on down the line xD!!! If you could choose hair/eye colour what would you choose?? I'd like to have green eyed children, with dark hair ^^.

Yup you're totally right, knowledge is power. Sometimes I wonder if decisions have been influenced because of readers and stuff. Yeah I think what mum did was incredibly selfish and unfair. Maybe I should do it back to her? But just make something up xD! Like I should say... Ohhh mum this reader told me, that you're going to be getting in deep, deep trouble with the law... LMFAO!

I agree dude, totally. National have really stuffed things up. Student debt and shit is high blah blah, but what farken debt in this country isn't high? At least the people here have the opportunities to get onto the right path after they've made mistakes. You really can't help what might go wrong in your life, like this shit with Joe being laid off - my studies are at risk, I can't control the circumstances. If they take that away, its theft really. I just read today that they're looking at changing teaching courses now!!!!!!!!! GRRRRR. They wanna make it so that you can only be a teacher if you have a degree, and extend the course to 4 years minimum, instead of 3 (for Primary teaching)... ughhh. It's just making things harder and harder. Like they clearly haven't thought about how the changes to the teaching courses, combined with the caps being brought into Unis is gonna really make it hard for anybody to get anywhere. Stupid assholes.

It totally is a front dude. This one tutor who's a real good artist, he's youngish, he's a real rude wanker - up himself as... he took us all into the studio. Then the head of the school who was the wife of the guy who the school is named after, he totally dissed her dude. Said... "Bahh she doesn't know shit about art." I felt like saying, "Umm you're backstabbing your boss, how bout I go tell her - and your ass gets fired?" Just really silly childish shit like that going on there dude, has me worried. I couldn't work in an environment like that. Fair enough, she might suck or whatever. But she is the head of the school - shouldn't bite the hand that feeds.

I'm doing school work this weekend, cleaning, and watching movies. Pretty boring shit too lols. I suck xD;; Gosh Dylan finally has a weekend off lol! Awesome dude, roadtrip sounds fun ^^ I hope you have a safe journey! and mostly that it's fun =) I'll be working my ass off that weekend too xD;; I got midyear review on the 24th and 25th, so I find out if I get to stay ;___; I'm looking forward to tonight though, we're gonna get pizza and Joe's gonna watch his rugby. I'm tryna think if I should buy a plum wine or not. Aren't we just exciting? xD

Edit - Get this dude, Joe's mum told us they had KFC one night for dinner, and Khloe got her hands on a small potato and gravy, and tipped it on her head @[email protected]!!! They were all cracking up, and I was sitting there like :S WTF?? Baby could have burnt herself... I can see how it's funny but i'd be more concerned for the babys safety than laughing at her. Do you think i'm over-reacting? LOL!!

Ohh! Whoa, that's intense. Kinda like that movie tears of the sun?

Yeah it is. I suppose he's worked really hard for it. He told me if you want the big money you got put in the big hours. Which i guess is true, at least he is motivated eh? Unlike Craig lol. Um i dunno how to explain the type of relationship we have lol. It's definitely different, it was just like an instant connection. Totally weird, don't know how to tell you what i mean.... I mean it's a bit corney to say kind of like love at first sight, soul-mates kind of thing. It was just like i already knew him. We get on so well, like we've known each other all our lives. Feel totally comfortable to say and do anything in front of each other lol. He's really good to me too, totally adores me. And to be honest i haven't really ever had it to that extent ya know?
Oh it wasn't much of an emotional dust up as such, it was just a convo over whether he had time for me or not. Ya know ... if right now was a good time for him to be having a relationship with being so busy. I just wanted to set the record straight before i got in too deep or something. But he told me that he really wanted to give this 100%, and that he is trying to adjust to having someone in his life after not having someone for so long ya know? But yeah, i need to be patient radaradarada lol. I'm just going with the flow whether that may take me :D.
um he just turned 32. Ahh well i guess he has good intentions but then get's home and is like ... nah fuck that too tired lol. I told him to not do that because it's not very respectful and it means that i put off making other plans with other people - thinking we're gonna do something. And then when he turns me down, i have a whole night of doing nothing, coz it's too late to make other plans! So he promised not to do that again. Disorganized bloody males think we have all day to sit around and wait for them to get their shit together LOL.

Yeah for real, no wonder so many young people are getting into debt heh? It's so much easier to borrow money then it is to work for it. Especially when your working for flippin next to nothing!!

I agree dude! Ohh true dude, that's interesting to know lol. I was thinking of getting on the pill but those low dose ones. I'm just not sure because i'm getting people saying it's shit don't do it, and then others who have and are fine. And after my experience with the injection ... i'm just scared i guess. I don't want to not end up being able to have kids ya know? Hehe you naughty girl! What happens if you end up preggers?? @@

Yeah totally dude, i so want a girl first too! Hehe :P Um either blue or green, dark hair, olive skin. *nods*. If i had a girl i want her to have my ringlets but, i'll make sure i'd look after them. Unlike what my mother did to my hair that made it disgusting and bushy lol.

LOL OMG you so should! Do it! Frekkin pay back's a bitch. Let's see how she lives with that knowledge lol. I mean that is the whole reason why psychics don't tell you when your gonna die ... because you'll be living your entire life in fear of that thing happening. Stupid stupid woman!

Yeah it's rather stupid though. They know we have an aging population. So by the time we're 60+ there's gonna be not enough younger people working. And why? Well let's see ... The choice they made with cutting student loans down of course. They're really gonna regret that move!
OMG that is soo stupid! I mean as it is we already have a shortage on teachers. What are they thinking?? What morons man!!

Ahh yeah totally dude, a tutor of all people shouldn't be saying that about his colleague's either. That's total insubordination. Aren't you glad your out of there at the end of the year? I hope you get to give feedback on your tutors lol.

Ahh yep me too! I've run out of movies to watch though, may have to come borrow some from you guys some time lol. You got loads! xD
Heh Dylan? Naw i'm not going with Dylan and sarah lol. I'm going with John. His mates own MC D's up in kerikeri and something about playing a $400 a round golf thing? So yeah we're gonna be staying with his mates ... and i guess he's gonna be playing golf! Fun! xDD

What do you mean if you get to stay? Your gonna get kicked from whitecliff if you don't pass?
Ohh that sounds really good though! I might do the same, but with grapejuice and a pizza from the supermarket LOL! Fun! :P

OMG that is soo stupid. Yeah i'd be thinking about how hot the frekkin gravy is!! Man i don't think your over reacting at all. How bloody irresponsible. Yeah okay funny, lucky it didn't burn her. But fuck lol.

Yehhhh exactly like tears of the sun. Fark that shit man.

Well that's pretty cool with this new guy. Yehhh good point, don't wanna give it all away on somebody who gets cold feet or whatever. But it sounds like things are going really well already, and it's cool that he is treating you in a way you've never been treated before! I really hope this is the ONE!!!!! Gawd I wouldn't be surprised if you're engaged this time next year xD!! I'll be like... biarch, I had to wait five and a half farken years!!! Bahahahaha. Just kiddin dude!

Ermmm all I can say is give the pill a shot. Coz it's nowhere near as invasive as the needle is. There's a few different types of pills too. I guess the pill is diff for everybody, the only way you'll ever know if its for you, is by trying it. Maybe freeze some eggs first? LOL! If I got preggers i'd be like, yayyyy, but also like dang - I just threw my career away bahahaha. Naw I really feel that it won't happen though, before Joe and I actually decide to try for a baby.

Hahahah we want similar looking babies. I just don't want my daughter to have my hair. Omg. LMAO. It's hid - coz mum didn't look after mine either!!! Grrrrness! Hahha - aight i'm gonna do that to mum when I see her next... bitch xD

Yeah exactly!!! The retirement age is gonna be pushed up, and increased and increased and increased, until we all end up dying before bloody retiring. Stupid asshole country. I am really starting to dislike this place aye. Just no bloody brains. I mean it's great that we have all these systems in place for people who need help, but at what cost? and how much is it de-motivating our own nation to work? This Government needs a serious wake up call. Yup exactly. They need younger teachers too, but it just aint gonna happen any time soon if they keep putting up barriers. They claim they just want more teachers who are like A grade, top class graduates - but that's just getting unrealistic. If you got those grades, of course you're gonna aim above and beyond teaching at a school @[email protected]

I hope I get to give feedback on the tutors too, coz they're gonna get a fricken BEATDOWN! xD!!!

Ohh I meant Dylan isn't working this weekend or something, why Sarah wouldn't be getting back to you lol. Yehhh we got heaps of movies, you'll hafta bring over something to copy them across. We been watching heaps of shit this weekend @[email protected];; That sounds cool dude, hope you have a good time! Hahaha we're hermits =)

I'm glad i'm not the only one who thinks that's a bit farked up. I just don't know how nobody noticed the baby grab something. You would think before sitting down and stuffing their faces they would stop and look at what is around the baby, and get her sorted first. Shit like that is making me realise the things you need to do, to be proactive about preventing shit like that.

AND OMG! A FARKEN DIAMOND HAS FALLEN OUTTA MY RING!!!! I need to take it to Michael Hills tomorrow, and get them to bloody replace it. GRR.

Arghhh today Ani text me asking when Joe and I are getting married. Anyways, she said 'Send me a postcard, just kidding I wanna come with you f*ckers' - I didn't text back aye, I didn't honestly want her at my wedding xD;; and that kinda carry on is the reason why... I am just not down with that childish way of talking to somebody. Especially about my bloody wedding.

Tell me about it, i'd wanna commit suicide if they didn't kill me first.

Haha yeah dude, i mean it's goin pretty good. I know it's going a little fast. BUT it's not like we're packing up everything and moving in together right away. We've just got a strong connection already, so perhaps the relationship will mean more to us faster then how things usually go, ya know? Lol I hope he's the one too! He's already got it together, and he's a great motivation for me, super great! Already whipping my ass into gear LOL! I have to tell you his story. You might have already seen it on 20/20! :D Hahaha, i can only hope lol. I told him i'm not waiting 5 years to get married, so if he has no intentions of getting married in the near future he better tell me now LOL.

Ahh that's a good idea, i wonder how much that cost? Yeah that's true dude. That yasmene or whatever it is sounds good? Maybe i'll have a chat to my doctor. :) Aww, i secretly hope you do get pregnant. I think deep down it's what you want more! Like i was saying to John. Deep down i want to be a stay at home mum - that is where my heart lies. But it doesn't mean i won't be trying to further myself on the side ya know? Like study, or a part time job etc. I won't just be lazy and take the free ride ya know?

LOL!!! Your hair is nice what are you on about? I like it, it's soo long!
Hahaha omg let me know how that goes! Funneh! :P

Yeah like john said theres this dude who still has to support a family and shit. He was 78 years old!! He got layed off cause he got cancer, and john had to take him around to foodbanks and shiz. My gosh almost broke my heart what he was tellin me. Australia is looking so much more greener right now lol.
That's soo true dude! They just haven't really thought about it aye? I mean they sit there and they can nit pick and say this needs to be done etc etc. But have any of them actually got out there, spoken to the real people who do these jobs, or are studying for these jobs ...and asked them how difficult things are? I bet not. Because they wouldn't be adding on more study to make things difficult.

LOL that will be totally awesome!! Get that ass who downed his boss lol.

OH xD. Yeah probably? I dunno ... no doubt she'll come over tomorrow.
Err like what dude? USB stick? Gonna watch shrek tonight, it's on 2 xD.
Haha that we are! :P

Yep, so true. Her mother is an idiot so what do you expect? Lol

WTF!! That is so frekkin weird?! What a rip! I can't believe that happened! Do they replace it for free?

Yeah wtf? Send her a postcard? What is that meant to mean? And why the fowl language? Geez your not a teenager messing around anymore. It's serious business! Lol Bwahaha. Are you just gonna not send her an invitation?

Originally Posted by Roachi

@Su - Ahh true. Well, you mustn't want love as much as i do. Cause i'd take the risk, if i've talked to them awhile and think i might be interested. But i'm not stupid enough to go back to theirs on the 1st date and things like that. But then again it's a very small chance in NZ that you'll meet with a psychopath lol.

Well, thats just the thing. I'm not interested and I know it wouldn't work out. Their not people I care to be with, and I dont see any point in getting their hopes up.

Eh. We have quite a bit of weirdos here. :/ There are a lot of people that i've run into that I wouldn't trust to be alone with.

Fair enough Su.
Yeah that's true, i mean all those programs i watch about serial killers and stuff, are from america :(

Also, I know that i'll be leaving sometime in the next year or so, to go to the Uni, and I am not too eager to start a relationship that i'll be seperated from. :/ I dont think that long distances relationships are logical.

I've heard of plenty that are not from America. We just get the most crap from people, and people are most accustomed to thinking poorly of us. But I know that Jack the Ripper was in London. And he's one of the most well known ones.

Ahh well that's so cool you and John have a connection already. Good that he has his shit sorted, and that he's helping keep your motivation up too - coz lord knows you've had enough downer guys lol. Has that other dipshit tried to contact you yet? (Craig, live at home Craig) Ooooo his story!? I'll be over tonight with miss moany pants Tui, so you'll definitely have to fill me in. Prob won't be around until like 8-ish coz I gotta clean the damn house lols. YEAHHHH! LAY THAT SHIT DOWN FROM THE START! LMAO. Coz waiting for an engagement is just the most shithouse thing, and one of my biggest regrets in our relationship. It's good that you're getting it out now too, that you'd be happy being a stay at home mother. Omg you're prob gonna beat me at being a mother xD!!!

The Government subsidize the pill, so it's $3 - and that is usually for a 6 month dose. Hmmm, best get onto checking how much pills i've got left LOL. I really like it though, I hope there is a kind for you - they really put your mind at ease about things. Bahahaha we're dodgy alright! xD! I was telling Joe how I was contemplating on stopping my pill, and just trying for a baby - then he was like... 'ohh that's not fair...' I felt like saying 'pfft, what do you know about fair?' lols.

Hell yeah Australia does look a lot greener xD;; I would love to be able to live here, and there. Live here for summer, and there for winter. I just don't like the sound of all the snakes and spiders and shit lol. I'm such a clutz i'd prob get my ass bitten in like the first week xD;;

I'll totally let you know when I tell mum about that psychic shit mahahahah!!! Pay back is a bitch! Awww 78 and supporting a family, wtf is that about? Then you got bastards like my mum who have nobody to support, but themselves lol! Soooo backwards. Yup you're so right, looking at study as someone who has never done it - is sooo inaccurate. Especially when you consider getting to and from, paying bills, rent, food, power all that shit on top. It's like stress overload. I don't think any of those suckers making the decisions know what it is like.

Yeh next time you come over bring a USB. It'll have to be huge though, coz we have heaps of shit xD;; Ohhh I just got Beyond Belief, Fact or Fiction. Did you used to watch that show? Homg, I love it aye, used to watch it hard out with my grandma, makes me miss her heaps though lol.

Gawwwd lately, I have been feeling sick from how much I hate that stupid bitch aye. I feel like she has pretty much torn Joe's fams apart, and fucked things up between us all. I just hate her guts, and don't even wanna be here when she shows up next.

Yup with the ring they replace the diamond for free thank goodness, I decided to get it taken down another size though, so had to cough up $60 for that!!! ARGH. The old bitch who served me was sooo rachit, coz she was talking down to me. Talking to me like I fucked the ring up, like it is all my fault the diamond came out. But I know it was shitty workmanship from the bastard who re-sized it. Then she was all like 'Do you get called channel?' I was thinking wtf kind of question is that? Of course retards call me that, I said to her... 'Yeah and then I laugh, out of shock that people don't know who Coco Chanel was, or her couture line, which is still an international label' >:/ Stupid bitch. She didn't even look at me aye. I felt like hitting the roof. She was like... 'You can't wear this ring all the time meh meh meh'. Ahh fuck you. Lol. I'll wear it however much I WANT! xD;;

Nup lol. She aint invited xD;; I don't want her acting like an immature idiot in front of our families, and she probably won't have enough money, she prob doesn't even have a passport for goodness sake lol. I've written to dad, and said that we want a small ceremony so a lot of people won't be invited. Which includes Brenda's farken kids. Maybe besides her daughter + grandkid. I dunno yet. Depends. Heaps of Joe's fams have invited themselves (omg and stupid bitch face, useless mother has to be there!) Wish we didn't have to invite them xD!!! Do you think Sarah, and Dylan would want to come? Coz I know Sarah thinks I dislike her and shit, I don't really - just not sure if she'd wanna spend up on coming overseas, since she's having hers soon + a baby.

@Su - I agree with you there, they're not. From experience i can say that lol. I try to tell my friends, but ... sometimes they just don't listen! Lol

Yeah that is true actually. I just meant that the ones i've watched recently were in America.
There was this one on about a mother and how she killed her two kids because her lover rejected her and said that he didn't want kids. So she got rid of them. Psycho!! I wouldn't give up my kids for a man! Not even the one who gave them to me in the first place lol.


@Nivvy - Yeah i was talking to him about Craig, i haven't told him everything about him. But he's pretty pissed at him and would like to get a hold of him LOL. I just told him that i can be a little overly emotional, and jump to conclusions & make stupid assumptions because i've had crap luck with guys and the last one dragged me through the mud. But i think he understands that i've been hurt & that i deserve to be happy. I kinda just layed it on the line for him, because i really don't want to be mucked around. So i gave him the option to walk if he didn't want what i wanted and had no intentions of being true to me. So you can't say that i went into it blindly & didn't state what i wanted or expected from the beginning lol.
No surprisingly he hasn't contacted me since i met craig number 2. So for that i'm thankful, because i thought for sure he'd text me on the weekends when he's getting pissed off his face. But nope, nothing for around 2-3 weeks i think? BUT i won't hold my breath, he's bound to contact me at some point. UNLESS he has finally got the message? I can only hope lol.

So yeah dude when you come over we'll have a chat about John and his story lol. You gonna come by yourself? Coz that way we can have a yarn without Joe getting bored lol.
Haha yeah dude, i think that's the benefits of being with an older guy though, he's already at that stage where his next move is marriage & kids. So i guess i really didn't have to say much about it, coz he already told me himself that, that is what he wants ultimately. Haha nah i doubt it dude... I'm not in a rush to be honest, i have a lot of stuff to do ... i'm behind everyone else when it comes to career and shit and i need to get my ass into gear lol. I think though that John is a godsend really, i need him in my life, he is such a inspiring person. He actually makes me want to get my shit together lol.
He asked me to go Rarotonga with him and his family at the end of this year! So fingers crossed we're still together then lol.

Yeah, i'll talk to john about that - when we get serious about doing it LOL. I mean i'm not gonna hang him out forever and already he's all over me. But i'm just not there yet. He said he's fine with waiting and stuff. So when i feel it's necessary i'll see where he stands on that matter lol. I only really wanna be on the pill if i'm in a serious relationship. Otherwise it's just a waste of time. Cause it's not like i sleep around anyways. Haha baby rape him like Trish! Hehe. I know right? Who is he to say that it's not fair lol. You do what i say bish otherwise jake the muss! xD

Bwahaha, ya know it looks better in all aspects aside from their creatures and the heat LOL. OH and apparently the food LOL. I frekkin hate spiders, like seriously freaked out by them. I couldn't even watch that 8 legged freaks movie the other night on 2 LOL. And Zane told me once he went too Aus, he woke up and a huge spider the size of his hand was over his face. SO yeah fuck that LOL.

LOL i just wanna laugh at how naive she is gonna be when she believes it! xD
Yeah dude it's real sad, but it was nice of John to help him out. John said that if he didn't do it, who would. Yeah that's quite sad of your mum to be honest, her grandparents should be getting that money. I mean what on earth do they support her on?
No of course not cause they all get paid 6 figures! How would they know how a student lives? How much of a struggle it really is? They wouldn't. They get a nice big fat paycheck, housing allowances, credit cards, cars etc. They wouldn't have a clue. They should do some research and live like a frekkin student for a month, see how they cope.

UM how big is huge? Cause i don't have a huge USB thing lol only like 2GB. Maybe i should get some discs? What size would i need? YES i use to love those shows!! xD Funny! Aww yeah, i like how little things remind you of the good times.

Maybe it's time you just give her a nice big punch her ugly face lol. Man i would so love to see her legs go flying up over her head xD. She just sounds like a pathetic bitch. I mean even i can feel how much of an egg she is and i don't even know her lol. But i get bad vibes every time her name is mentioned lol. I feel like putting a pot of hot potato and gravy over her dumb head xD.

WTF? You can't wear it all the time? Why the fcuk not! It's a friccken engagement ring. Don't you wear a wedding ring all the fricken time? It's the same damn thing bitch! Seriously, you shoulda told her to stop making you feel inferior. Whore! I woulda if i was there. You shoulda taken me! xD

Wait? Where are you guys having your wedding? You should say "We're not inviting people we hate". xD I hope they can't afford to come! OR she's pregnant again and CAN'T! I'll pray for you!!! xDDD
Dude you could always invite her, i mean it's the thought that counts right? They prob won't have the money to go, but least you can say you offered and there was no ill feelings or anything.
To be honest, i think she's just put the Coromandel behind her. Cause she's always asking about you, and said that you, me and her should go over to hers and have dinner and chill and stuff? SO in all honesty i just think what happened in Coromandel stays in Coromandel and she's just kinda, put it behind her and moved on? I mean in all honesty who wants to think about that fucken retard Peter. ARGH i so hate his guts!! I think his whole family hates his guts. Except his mother of course. Only a mother could love that piece of shit. xD

Sarah said she doesn't want him at her wedding !! LOL. OH btw she told her parents! @@
I dunno if i told you about it?

Yeah, it just doesn't seem like it'd be a good idea for me to get in a relationship. I'd like to be in one, but I know that it wouldn't really last or it would possibly give me a reason to stay rather than going to the Uni, and I can't have that. :< So, i'll have to wait it out and hope I find someone special for me there. :]

lol Oh, I just meant literal psychopaths. xP;; Although, that woman may have been. O_o;;
But yes, we do have a lot of horrible people. I can't understand what drives people to do these things. I'm sure a lot of it has to do with drugs, too. :roll: Some people are so weak minded and crazy.

Ohhhh bahahahah that's a good sign, that he's anti on the other Craig xD! That's awesome lols!!! Ahh well best of luck with him not contacting you! Lets hope FINALLY it's starting to get through his thick skull xD;;

That's awesome dude that you've laid it all out on the line for him. You're right too, he is at the stage where he sounds like he wants to settle down. I mean he's got all the mulah in the World that he could need to support a family surely? It sounds like he's pretty close knit with his family too, since they're going to Raro together. Wow dude, that's so cool - i'm real glad for you that someone has come along, who sounds especially promising! I'll probably have Joe in tow when I pop around, unless he's out for a surf or whatever - but who cares, he can just shut up and deal with it xD!!!!! He said he doesn't mind anyway, when we talk the world away. Coz he just chills out.

Ughhh that's right! Australian food is soooo shit, and it's expensive. Their meat tastes really gross. Everything just seems more watered down aye. Even the burger rings were really weird xD! Ewwwwie giant spiders! Joe said he used to shower, and there would be big dark patches on the shower curtains, where there'd be like three spiders, sitting there. YUCKKK - and toads were around his feet sometimes. Disgusting.

Yup that's soooo true. How did John find out about that guy? Did he work at Bunnings or something? Umm mum's parents are well off you could say. They're both on pensions, their house is freehold, and their son who makes a lot of money lives with them too. So there's heaps of money down there. I guess they're happy to have Jazz. They honestly haven't asked for a cent from mum aye. The only prob is that they now refuse to give Jazz back LOL. Understandable, if they were on to it people - but they're not really. Their hygiene is terrible aye. Nan doesn't believe in tampons which is gross, coz my aunty will use pads - put them in a bag under her bed!!!! and then throw them out when she's finished her flow. I'm like GROSS. Their rubbish bag is right amongst their pantry too. Makes me sick every time.

I'm glad to see those stupid ministers who mis-used their credit cards, get their asses kicked for it! Bastards.

Hmmmm a 15g would probably do the trick. I would give you my 8g to copy from, but the stupid thing has farked out >.<;; Dick Smith ones are quite cheap. I coud probably get one movie to a disc. I got the Harry Potter audio book last night too, only the Philosophers Stone, but I can't wait to start listening to it xD;; Gonna get Lord of the Rings next.

LMAO!!! I could totally imagine that, her legs flying up over her head. Short ass biarch xD!!!! The sucky part is, she can treat Joe's neph like shit, insult Joe when he's been nothing but lovely to her, and her stupid asshole kid. Plus everytime Joe sees Khloe he'll snap her up, and he kisses her, and cuddles her, talks to her, plays with her - and I don't see that bitch's brothers doing that for her... why? Coz they're all in jail. Stupid tart. If I did or said anything against her, i'd get my ass kicked by Joe's brother. But it's totally fine for her to lash out at everyone. When she packed her shit and moved from Joe's parents - she didn't even say thank you or anything. Just left, and Joe's parents didn't even know she was leaving. Matea told them she'd moved out in the morning. How farked is that? She deserves to be told to hit the road. I'm disappointed Joe's bro hasn't told her that already. Doesn't mean he has to walk out on his baby or anything, just that he should consider the bigger picture. I wish she would not be able to have anymore kids, coz it's done enough damage, her just bringing her own kid along xD!

Dang wish I had brought you too xD!!!! I just really couldn't deal with her shit aye, I was feeling guttered enough about my ring looking farked! Just no brains aye, i'm sure she'd be feeling heart broken if her ring got farked up. The last thing you want is some sad ass bitch, making you feel crappy.

Not sure yet, we know we want to get married overseas though. Probably end up being somewhere like Rarotonga *shrug* somewhere where there's a beach I would say. Grrrr, Joe's mother would end up paying for all of them to come >:/ I have thought that in the past though, that we should go when she is really heavily pregnant mahahaha. She'll probably have another kid within the next year though -_-;; I wouldn't be surprised if she's preggers already lol. They went to Australia for one of Joe's cousin's weddings, and Khloe was really young then, something like two or three months old. So bitchface would stil come, even if she had a newborn -__-;

Yeah that's true, I guess with Ani I can tell her to come to our wedding, in it's two weeks time... xD!!!! She def won't have the money and shit ready by then lols.

Cool, i'm glad Sarah has gotten past Coro lols! Coz I really don't hate her at all, I like Sarah. I'd def be keen to catch up with her for a chill out too. Sounds awesome. I don't blame her not wanting that fool at her wedding, though I suppose it's gonna be like me and Joe's situation - the mother will fork out for his dumb ass to come.

Omg, nahhh you didn't tell me - what did her parents say!??? HOMG. Lol! I hope her mother didn't spin out!

@Su - Ahh well at least you got your head screwed on straight girl, that's awesome. :)

Bwahaha yeah. It's probably just because of how big the country is and how advanced it is and stuff.
Yeah that's true, that and childhood traumas i think. It seriously amazes me that someone can do half the things i've watched on these programs. It's spine chilling!!


@Nivvy - I can only wish dude! xD I was thinking about him this morning, i didn't actually realize how much he had got to me. I was starting to treat John like he was craig. Like he wasn't being truthful and shit. He totally put me in my place though xD. And when i thought about it, i really hadn't let go of what Craig had done to me. But now i realize it, and i've made steps to not go there again. Can't think that everyone is a liar and a cheat, otherwise i'll get no where.

Yeah dude, so i hope it lasts. Like, i really want it too and it sounds like he wants it too as well. So fingers crossed!! Yeah, thank god he doesn't have any sisters too - so no dealing with that shit. xD.
Haha alright then dude all goody, bring me some dvds!! I'm so bloody bored at nights there's never anything on sky. :(

Yeah that's what sarah and Zane said. Eeek!!
OHH wtf, that is soo gross! Argh i can't stand spiders and bugs and stuff -shudders-
Okay toads i can handle, so long as it aint a spider at my feet! xDD

Yeah he use to work with him. Poor dude.
Ohh true well that's good in that aspect. And ew that's bloody disgusting!! I mean i use pads, but damn we have a little bin thing for them in the toilet. And we empty that every couple days. That's sick having it under your bed, it would stink! Attract rats and what not. That's really bad having the rubbish amongst your food! Wth??!

Yeah, i was also saying good f'n job! I mean they don't even look like they're sorry anyway. That dude using it to buy porn movies LOL. Hilarious!!! Seriously why use tax payers money like that when you already get a large pay packet. Pay for it your fucken self and you wouldn't be under scrutiny!!

Well i'd like to lay in bed and watch them, so maybe discs are better? What do you wreckon? I'll have a look around anyways. Ohh i love audio books, i remember listening to one about these time traveler who had gone back in time to when jesus was crucified and they tried to stop him from being crucified. IT was ages ago, but it was really interesting. OH god goodluck with LOTR xD. I'm reading the Hobbit at the moment, can't wait for the movie :D.

Wow she sounds more fucked up then i thought she was. Yeah, why do people treat joe like that? He's such a nice dude, i can't see him saying or doing anything to upset someone. What a bitch. But yeah i blame Matea for not putting that cow in her place. He's the one who needs to tell her how it is, otherwise she's just gonna continue to be a bitch. Those kids are gonna be so messed up because of her mentality.

Dude, make a complaint. I'd make one, that just sucks. Your ring gets fucked up and your already upset about that then you got the damn assistant giving you shit, and pretty much trying to blame you for what happened to it. Get fucked! It doesn't matter what comes through the door, you have to have service with a smile, otherwise your letting the damn company down. I'm sure Mr. Micheal Hill wouldn't like to hear that the people representing his company, his products are bitch face moles who are going to be chasing the customers away!! Bitch needs to be put in her place to be honest.

Yeah raro has that beach, i think it's called wedding bay or something. Cause everyone gets married there. It's really beautiful. One of Johns friends got married there recently, he said he got wasted off his tree LOL. You should totally do that, cause your not allowed to travel at a certain time muhahaha! Yeah but she can't travel if she's still pregnant. xD YES let's hatch an evil plan! xDD >:]

LOL totally. Don't really want her big mouth there being all dis-respectful and shiz.

Alright then, i'll organize something. Prob won't be for awhile though, coz i got my bday dinner thing on the 10th. Your coming right? Just a dinner dude, maybe a drink after wards? I'm trying to find somewhere cheapish for everyone, coz we're all broke at the mo xD.
Yep exactly like that, she can't just say fuck off i don't want you there, coz her mum would kick up a stink and then prob not come because peter isn't coming. So she has to put up with him, no two ways about it.

Um her mum totally went into ... YOU HAVE TO GET MARRIED! I'LL GIVE YOU THE MONEY!! xDD
She didn't say much other then trying to force Sarah and Dylan into getting married asap. I think she's in definite shock though. Sarah said that all she's worried about is what people would think. But i suppose she wouldn't advise an abortion so ... in that aspect Sarah's safe lol.

@ Roachi - Haha. Well, thank you. ^^ I try to go with what seems most logical.

I guess I forget that we're kind of big. I dunno if we're advanced so much. But who knows for sure. I think that most Americans think we're advanced, but in a way where they act superior. -__- I hate when people do that. Its mainly taught to us, though, so I suppose its to be expected.

And yes, some people are raised in very bad enviornments and become terrible people. Its disgusting to think of some of the things that people do. I just can't believe it.

Well your a very sensible young lady :)

Ahh yeah that's very true. But i mean to be honest America does have almost everything ya know? I was so excited over the idea of Chinese delivered to your door!& Pizza all hours of the night xDD I know i'm so simple hahaha.

Well to be honest, i believe that we make our own choices. I mean i wasn't raised under the best circumstances. But i never became a violent, drug taking asshole did i?

lol Well, I suppose thats mainly just in the bigger cities. Haha. We dont really have that around my community because they're mainly all small buisnesses. But yeah, if you go to the big cities, where things are open late into the night, you can get a lot of stuff. And definently more deliveries then. I guess i'm just so use to stuff like that, that I dont really register that other places might not have it. ><;;

I completely agree, but there are some things that you're just raised to behave like. If you're never taught manners, then you're not going to think to use them. If you're raised being told that you have to steal to get what you want, you're going to think that thats normal behavior for people. You just have to realize that some people dont really know that it is bad, I dont think. If you're raised a certain way, its all you know.

*streaks through*

@Su - Ahh i see i see. Well i thought it was pretty awesome xD. Our pizza places in nz are only open till 11pm. And that is only on certain nights lol. Plus our pizzas aren't as big as yours. Yours look scrummy!! But yeah, Chinese delivered to your door! Awesome xD.

That is true. I mean i was raised in a bad environment for a long while there. But i was never ever told, that was the right way and that is how i should treat people, and how i should act etc. My mother always told me never to be that sort of person. So yeah that makes sense.

@Fauxy - *takes a photo* ;)