Oh wow xD!! I'm in the same boat! Tryna get a fricken Boa. I did have plans to get this, that and whatever else - but I think after this Boa is done, that's me xD!! Might as well claim back some goldies and help other questers.

Art is a bit of a biarch hahah, I am amazed by so many people on here, and on DA - who just seem to pump art out like it's nothing. I'm like whoahh, takes me a while to finish anything =P I don't feel like i'm good enough to be opening up a group, but meh. It's now or never. It sounds weird, and like i'm just one of those people who run my stuff down, to get compliments - but that's truly how I feel @[email protected]

Ugh... not looking forward to questing the 07 stuff... one more 08 set and I'll be starting on 07

:lol: I know someone who can do that... it's insane...

We are our own best critic... I'm the same way with my poems

Thanks Poet.

Man ... i just went to view my uncle's body with my mum and her brother Michael, my brother Jermaine and my uncle micheals two kids Zoe & Carlos. And my uncle totally went into shock, shut down, wasn't responding, breathing super heavy, pee'd himself. We had to call an ambulance to the funeral parlour @@

Aww - that looks really cute Nivvy! :D <3

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-snuggles Roachi-
I'm so sorry hun :(
I hope your uncle is alright! :( <3

@ Poet

Ohhh best of luck for when you hit the 07s @[email protected]!! They're proving to be quite illusive >.<;; Not too long ago, there were a bunch of them up for offers and what not. Tis crazy!

& you're totally right. I guess to always be punishing yourself over your work, is better than becoming complacent and making no progress at all. Do you mind, if I ask where you upload your poems too??I'd love to read some =)

@ Roach

Ohhh wow @[email protected];; that sounds hardcore!!!! I take it, your uncle who went to view the body was the one who went into shock >__o?? Homg, I hope you're all doing as best as you can. That sounds really scary @[email protected];;

Edit - Thank you Emma <333

You're welcome <3

So what's up Nivvy-chan?

roachi, can i buy the whoe set of male st patty shirt? :O do you have female one as well? D: i missed out :cry:

Hey Emma,

Not much I got a sick fiancee at home - he's down with a flu, but you would think one of his legs have been chopped off >.> Lol. Other than that, just tinkering about tryna get things rolling again for school next week, run the household again, and get my energy levels up again. I've been a bit unwell myself @[email protected];; Came totally outta the blue, neither of us know where we got sick from </3

How's things with you??

Aww :(
-snuggleluffs-

I'm like your fiancee xD;
I lay about and do nothing too xD;
I hope you both feel better soon! :D <3

Things with me are goood~
Going to the park tomorrow to draw :D
I won't have my art entry for the event done though :(
It ends tomorrow neh?

Ah well - I'm going out with friends tomorrow afternoon so eh~
Maybe next event :) <3

@Emma - Yeah they just got back from the hospital and he seems alright?? I'll ask my mum later when they leave what happened lol.

@Nivvy - Yeah my other uncle Micheal. It was the oldest of my mums brothers that passed away. 1 day before his 55th bday too.

@Leasfy - Sure hun, i'm sorry someone already snapped up the female ones :(

I'm sure it was just shock :(
-snugs-

Yeah it was. He had low blood pressure and some other stuff.
Apparently though same thing happened to my little cousin when she went (my uncle the one who passed) his daughter.

yea its okay :cry:
I completed the trade :D

^^
Thank you <3

no. I shall be the one thanking you x3

@ Emma

Garghh I wish I could get that sick xD! I always get sick, so it seems like i'm a little bit sick - but not enough to stay in bed, and get waited on by fiancee xD!!! Thank you ^^ I always feel right as rain, after food bahahaha.

Ohh cool, gonna draw people or animals? That sounds so awesome! Wish you lived around here, i'd go out and draw with you xD! That's one thing I seriously miss, having someone to draw with. I've been so slack with the event, honestly I only looked at the forum twice @[email protected];;

Yeah, there'll always be another event ^_^! It's always good to get out with the friends, and enjoy the sunshine <3

@ Roach

Awww crap, sorry to hear that dudeness. That's so young too o_O! Do you mind if I asked what happened to him? Wow, that sounds really scary to go through shock and stuff. You gotta be strong to go to a view as well. I could never do that honestly. When mum's oldest sister passed away, she was taken back home to nan's - and I couldn't even sit in the house aye. Had to sit outside >.<;; I get the heeby jeebys too bad </3

@Nivvy - Um, he was the uncle that had no kidneys and was on dialysis. I dunno what the actual cause of death was. But i guess they say that people who don't have kidneys don't survive longer then 1-2 years. And he bet the odds by making it over 2 years i suppose? They were gonna give him a transplant but he was never well enough for one.
I know what you mean dude, i don't like dead bodies either - I'm really scared of them. I remember my mum making me sleep over at my nan's house when my aunty passed. And you know what maori's are like with bringing the body back home. I was awake all night. >< I dunno how some people just don't care? It creeps me out!
I didn't wanna go in the viewing room today, but kinda had too. I just feel it's disrespectful not too. Man just looking at him today, he looked so much like my grandma. I totally hate death, when you touch them it's soo cold. But it's not just freezing cold ya know, it's a emptiness you just can't explain. It's soo spooky.

Death spooks me out as well. And I know what you mean about the cold emptiness when you touch someone who passed away. And it's not just the touch, just looking at someone laying there, lifeless. *shudders*

Originally Posted by Roachi

Yeah it was. He had low blood pressure and some other stuff.
Apparently though same thing happened to my little cousin when she went (my uncle the one who passed) his daughter.

Sometimes you tell yourself it's all a dream - but when you see the body it all hits you and you're unable to keep the dream :(
Unless you go into major shock and you completely "forget" it and go on living like the person is still with you, that is :(

Originally Posted by Nivvy

@ Emma

Garghh I wish I could get that sick xD! I always get sick, so it seems like i'm a little bit sick - but not enough to stay in bed, and get waited on by fiancee xD!!! Thank you ^^ I always feel right as rain, after food bahahaha.

Ohh cool, gonna draw people or animals? That sounds so awesome! Wish you lived around here, i'd go out and draw with you xD! That's one thing I seriously miss, having someone to draw with. I've been so slack with the event, honestly I only looked at the forum twice @[email protected];;

Yeah, there'll always be another event ^_^! It's always good to get out with the friends, and enjoy the sunshine <3

LOLOL!
Neverrr wish you could get that sick :P
It's not fun at all haha
Take it from someone who's sick more often than not :P

Imma draw people :3
I have some OCs I want to draw and I have a commission I need to do :yes:

Awww :(
-moves to NZ-
I'M HEREEE!
Let's DRAW! :eager:

Haiii!
It'll be fun I hope <3
I neeeeed to get out of the house xD;

@ Nivvy - :lol: Where I upload them? Pretty much random places (somewhat hence the username). But I mainly post them in my poetry hangout Here, as well as my poetry blog (which I rarely update) and a poetry thread in the poetry forum I don't post in anymore

Hai Poet, Emma-chan! <3

Hey winter =3 ice avi by the way

Thank you! :3
I have to change it soon though, it's been my avatar for like two months. xD

:lol: wow... I couldn't handle keeping the same avi that long

I just haven't been here for a while. xD
I mean, I get on to wish people happy birthday, but for a while that was bout it.

It's time for me to start getting more active, bahahaha.