I just applied for someone's bleeding hearts hairpin.
>>;
They're leaving the site, so...I was like.
...
...
>>; -applies-
xD;
I guess I am. :] On Neo, someone was abandoning their pink koi...and apparently my one post of 'good luck, I'd love them, and I hope they get a good home. By the way, it's awesome for you to want to make sure they're adopted by someone who will love them' type post made me their choice. o.O
Gaia, people tell me I'm adorable.
Here, people think I'm helpful. I'm just so nice.
I guess. o.O
But I have low self esteem so...I wont ever admit it to myself. D;

Edit:
L is amazing.
So I don't read the manga or watch the show. I never got past V.1 because someone spoiled it for me.
|:

Ohhh, see? Tis not so bad. :]

Awhh, that just proves my point! Pooh is loving. ^^;
And others love Pooh. <3

Mmm...I think we all have low sel-esteem to some point or another, it's just worse for some I guess.
I'm getting a bit better...feeling better about myself...but I'm not completely great.
I still won't admit some things to myself. :3

They aren't on, so I felt easier about it. xD;

C;
I guess. I try...I have a problem with being mean to people. I've had two stalkers this year, and I couldn't help but just...let them stalk me. D:
My friends had to tell them off for me.
I had to go hide in the bathroom and cry because I felt bad. XD;
-is a sad, sad puppy-

Ehhhh. Low self esteem as been a plague. I'll finally admit I /can/ be pretty...but I'm not most of the time. >>;
D:
-sigh-

Originally Posted by `Cexlan

Awe, cute. xD Yay sister. :3

I would probably try, and be like...'AM SO SORRY. -snuggle-'
xD Cause I'm a sillyface.

C: I love dragons...

GAH. I'll never get a vday 08 pin. ;3; -saaaaaad face-

xDD
But I wouldn't even hurt a real cow. xD
So I couldn't do anything besides think about killing her because he was a dick. xD

Mee too. C:

YES YOU WILL! WE WILL BOTH GET EVERYTHING WE WANT! -optimistic extremist- xDD

.Simplicity.:: I clicked on all teh eggies, but two are already dead! D: -mourns-
Maybe she should force them?? ._.

Ryan and .Simplicity.:: SPEAKING OF PEOPLE SPOILING THINGS! T.T
-didn't know that her favorite character in death note was dead- DDDD:

I used to have the most horrible self esteem EVER. x_x
But not anymore. c:
I might not be the best thing in the world, but I am damned well good enough, and probably more. ^^

SORRY KITAMI. D: SORRY. ;3;
I wish I had self confidence. D;
I GOT MY PIN. D;
Silenia donated it to me. ;3;

Its ok. D:

Unfortunately you can't get any by just wishing for it. ;3;

YAY PIN! :boogie:

-sadface-
]:
Yay my pin.
And now I feel terribly broken, I'm thinking about going on hiatus for a while.
Le sigh.
-stares forlornly at profile-
I feel so...dirty. I've been worrying and fretting and feeling absolutely terrible all day today.
-flops against screen- ...Multi-accounting. Multi-accounting.
I don't cheat. D; I didn't cheat!
Now I feel like I have when those were just old accounts from like...last year that I've forgotten about. D:
-sigh- Now people will think poorly of me...oh well.
What can you do?
I'll be fine...I hope.
I just hope don't assume me a bad person. D:
-huddles in chair- I've had such a bad day...I know I guess I deserve it but...I never touched those accounts. ];
But, Mene's not like gaia at all...so I guess I can't complain. Just gather my wits in a pity partying. xD;
Anyway...I hope everyone else has had a better day. D:

o.o
Sweetie, what happened?

-le sigh-
I have three prior accounts on my home IP.
I haven't touched/remembered two of them in a long time.
And I got in trouble, even though I haven't touched any of those accounts for...a really, really long time. o.O
But, I got in trouble for multi-accounting. I can't say I don't deserve it.
I guess.
I never used any of them profit though. They were just there. And, I looked for ways to like, self-freeze like they have on neo? So someone else could have the user name if they wanted it?
But...I couldn't. And I'd forgotten them...
Oh well...I'll be alright I suppose. I just feel like I've done something really, really bad. D:
I have sports now...so...I'll be back on later...seeya. D:

Well, hopefully they understand and will just drop those accounts. Especially if you haven't accessed the ones in ages.

Oh, no.
I got a major infraction that wont go away forever. :|
250 points. And those accounts were banned.
And now I'm in trouble.
The last time I accessed one was in early july. ]<
I can't even remember the other ones. ];
Oh well. -sigh- ...Now I feel like my account is dirty...
Sadness...
But, no use crying over spilled milk. I just hope people don't think poorly of me. D;

Does it list your infraction points somewhere?
Otherwise, who's going to know that you made a mistake?

I think your infractions are only viewable by you and the staff, sweetie. ):

And don't worry, as long as you know that you didn't mean to do anything wrong, that's all that matters.
I certainly won't think any less of you. Everyone makes mistakes. :]

Hey Kitami, how'd you get your eyes to be two different colors?

Oh, good. I was so worried. D:
-huggles Kitami and Ithir- Thank you guys. I feel a bit better now. ;]
And Kitami, your eyes are really neat. O:

Really, don't worry about it. If the staff is so shallow as to look down on you for a mistake such as that, then remember, they're only a small portion of the users. xD

Ithir:: Juru. :3

Eye 6, dicha..dirchom...GAH. The one that starts with the D. xD

AND @ your sig- EXACTLY! :gonk:
Palin is a loser anyway. >__>

Ryan:: -hugs back- (: No one should think less of you.
As long as you didn't do it intentionally.

BTW, did you explain that to the person who gave you the infraction? :<

I guess.
-sigh-
I tried to be polite but...oh well. What can ya do?
C:
Least my friends still love me. D:
Also, I think I asked you, and i may have already. o.O Mind if I friend you? D:

@Kitami:
I tried.
I told them I never used them, and never got on them. They could check records.
But they said 'we disapprove of making multiple accounts and abandoning them. You will receive an infraction for multi-accounting.'
So I said 'yes ma'am' and...there it is. :|

Kitami~ There are bi colored eyes? o.o

And yes, I'm trying to figure out if I should apply to Canadian colleges in case Mccain wins.

Ryan~ You did already, but go right ahead. ^^

I thought I had.
Silly me. xD;
Sorry about that.

Well....D:
-shrugs- Rules are rules. :<

Even if you didn't intend anything wrong, they had to hold you to the rules too, otherwise people who do do things wrong can say the same thing you did and get away with breaking the rules.
They had to look at it that way, I'm sure. They probably aren't thinking of you as a bad person either, dear. (:

Ithir:: There are now. :3
She just finished these. ^^

These are the only colors though. ^^

Hmm, I must use these eyes when I finally take this eyeshadow off.
They are quite intriguing...

No problem, Ryan.

I'm not really complaining, I'm just sad.
Oh well.
Sigh.
C: -has on some-
You can't see my other eye though. xD;

@Ithir:
Your siggy banner's still neat. =D I love the color so...much. xD

Thanks. I wish I had gotten it in more colors though.

Awe, I'm sorry. D: