When you leave my colours fade to gray
Hey little lover stay, or all my colours fade away

- The english version of O-zone's Dragostea Din Tei. Ridiculously cheesy, but the line gets me every time sentimentally just the same.


Well, while I'm sure none of you actually care too much for my story, here's the deal... I'm desperately, unendingly, helplessly in love. W00t, right? Not really.

I... Can't live without him. I know everyone says that, but I mean it. The love of my life and I have just spent two and a half, amazing months together; my even giving up a once in a life-time offer because I wanted nothing more than more time with him... But this morning he left on that 28-hour bus ride back home to University, and left us both to fall apart for four months until we see each other at Christmas. Sure there's phone calls, IM, and video conference... It's, not the same.

But I have it easy... I can sleep, I can surf, I can take my mind off things. He has over a day's worth of uncomfortable bus transfers all because fate saw fit to put us a country away from each other. I just want something to cheer him up... We both absolutely adore art, so please... Something, anything, just a stick figure to put a smile on his face, and make me a little less of a wreck?

* A note about all requests: Outfits are whatever the hell you want to draw, be creative, find what suits my characters!

Art recieved from absolute sweethearts ;o; <3
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...ysuMattchu.jpg - Buggu-love
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...ftu_cryssu.jpg - Isehkins. <3

Scroll down for samples and order away...

Well, I suppose it isn't right to ask without giving of myself, mm? Freebies likely to be at random unless you thoroughly prompt me for an art trade. Be forewarned, quality depends heavily on mental and emotional state right now...

You could get something as simplisitic as these:
(last = chibi)

To something a bit more complex like so:


To something frantically experimental like so...


Or something entirely different! So don't hold your breath! D:

Storm clouds may gather, and stars may collide
But I love you, until the end of time
Come what may...



Crys + Matt refs. <3

Since the day I met him this man has done nothing but save me from myself. He has it worse than me right now, and after all he's done for me, if any artists feel particularly up to the challenge, I'd love art of the two of us in real life rather than our usual OCs...

Crystal:
20 years young~
Height: 4.11.5"
Weight: Barely 100lbs if that.
Bust: 36B (very small) >>;
Hair length: Just above the back of thighs. Heinz 57. (Basically golden brown/strawberry blonde)
Eyes: thick fringe of long lashes, turquoise.
Skin: Paler than pale. D:
My hair goes all the way to the back of my thighs, no bangs as it's all one length, parts on the side; I wear glasses at all times, and am intending to get a new ankh choker made with the charm my boy bought me. (photos coming later. D: Maybe. Draw it as you wish.)

Matthew:
Also 20, but younger than Crys, fufufu.
Height: 6.2"
Weight: 175
Hair length: Shoulders when down, usually in a ponytail
Eyes: blue/grey
Skin: Slightly less pale than Crys xD
Extra: he always wears glasses. :3 <33

Photo refs~:
http://yourfavoritewebsite.com/images/dressref1.jpg
http://yourfavoritewebsite.com/images/gorgeous.jpg
http://yourfavoritewebsite.com/images/dressref2.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/DSCN4829.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/DSCN4151.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/DSCN4334.jpg (height difference ftw!!)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/DSCN4191.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/DSCN4840.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/DSCN4846.jpg


Some ideas if you'd like:
- On days when it was really cold, I loved to hide inside his jacket with him <3
- At one point during the visit, I really wanted flowers, but didn't want to admit to it and have him spend the money... And though he wanted to still, I asked him not to, because a flower would wilt when he had left and I didn't want to watch it die. One evening when we went to the corner store I saw some flowers behind the counter and offhandedly commented that they were pretty. The day before he left, while I was showering he stole away and bought me one of those roses anyway, only to find out the rose was composed solely of scented feathers. It looks so realistic and it takes my breathe away. <3
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/DSCN4820.jpg (best vase ever?)

If I should die this very moment, I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness, like being here...
- Gorecki, Lamb



(Banner art (c) Navi <333)

Kit + Fox refs.

Probably the easiest pair to do... These OCs mean so much to us. Initially created because most users won't draw real life but we wanted art of ourselves, they've since grown into valuable assets in our art collections, and very special to us.

Crys-kitteh

http://divinai.deviantart.com/art/Crys-Kitteh-63050371
http://bamboo-for-lunch.deviantart.c...mmish-62648328
http://www.yourfavoritewebsite.com/g...imaeraChan.jpg
http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h6...Matt_Navi4.jpg
http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h6...wn/cccat-1.png
http://www.yourfavoritewebsite.com/i...ys_Veritas.jpg
http://skardash.deviantart.com/art/Slave-87847159

Extra:
Her hair goes all the way to the back of her thighs, no bangs as it's all one length, parts on the side; she wears glasses and an ankh choker at all times, and her ears/tail are black with white stripes. Facial markers are optional, though if it's difficult to see the one on the bridge of the nose is an upside down crescent moon. Wings of any shape, size, colour, etc are optional, though mini, feathered black ones seem the most common. :3 Also, in some roleplay realms and storylines, she no longer wears her glasses, but a white, square eyepatch has claimed her left eye.
Basic Stats:
Height: 4.11.5"
Weight: Barely 100lbs if that.
Bust: 36B (very small) >>;
Hair length: Just above the back of thighs. Heinz 57. (Basically golden brown/strawberry blonde)
Eyes: thick fringe of long lashes, turquoise.
Skin: Paler than pale. D:

And Matt-foxeh

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/Matticus.jpg
http://www.yourfavoritewebsite.com/i...att_Magnus.png
http://www.yourfavoritewebsite.com/images/sk64.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...t_whenfall.jpg

Basic Stats:
Height: 6.2"
Weight: 175
Hair length: Shoulders when down, usually in a ponytail
Eyes: blue/grey
Skin: Slightly less pale than Crys-kitteh. xD
Extra: In some story lines he has his facial hair/shorter hair/no glasses/what have you.

Outfits are fully optional!

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
- Enjoy The Silence, Lacuna Coil

(banner art (c) trimmy from Gaia)

Ki + Line refs

A complicated and confusing couple at best... What started out as a pet project blossomed over the last twelve or so years of my life into an all out future novel. These characters have become some desperately special to me I don't think I could ever let them go. Recently despite being mine, Matthew has grown very attached to them as well, so art of them would be just as appreciated...

Crystaline

Started as an innocent roleplay version of me when was very young, 'Line' has since blossomed into a unique and very different, yet still similar woman who I adore with my all and love to share her world.

Her basic stats are roughly accurate to my own.

Height: 5'0"
Weight: Barely 100lbs if that.
Bust: 36B (very small) >>;
Hair length: Just above the back of thighs. Heinz 57. (Basically golden brown/strawberry blonde) She has very 'pointy' bangs for inexplicable reasons that jut a damned near inch of her head, and cause them to end an inch above the rest of her hair.
Eyes: thick fringe of long lashes, turquoise.
Skin: Paler than pale. D:
Facial features: Unlike her counterpart, she has a very defined and more elegant face, much more slim and slanted, while Crys' features are rounder, softer, wider, and younger feeling.
Ref to discern Crys from Line: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...e/thegirls.png
Personality: Aloof, clumsy in an acrobatic sort of way... Line puts your classic bipolar to shame. The face of arrogance wrapped up in a sensitive and cherry flavoured packet of genuine and un-saccharine sincerity. Standoffish at first glance, but devout and loyal should you last long enough to gain her trust, something few and far between. A complete thespian who loves to command attention, but typically doesn't know what to do with it when she gets any. Thrives on annoying her 'cell mate'.

Refs: (many of which also contain Ki)

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6..._pieceofme.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...line_toxic.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6.../line_gabe.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6.../crys_Line.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6..._line_gnaw.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...ne_silence.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...ne_citywar.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...vertoolate.jpg

Akiyo:

http://petulantreflection.deviantart...ellow-82504274
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...ge/scanso7.png
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6.../crys19el5.jpg
http://i33.photobucket.com/albums/d5...s/Kiyocomm.png
http://i33.photobucket.com/albums/d5...astet2kili.jpg (Caution: Breast Nudity)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...s-headshot.png
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6..._commissh2.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...ge/crys_Ki.jpg

A lot of these refs need to be reuploaded, so 'll be editing this post.

height: 6'4"
Weight + Build: Very lean and lanky, with a slightly noticable build, averaging around 180 or so lbs.
Skin tone: A very soft tan
Eyes: Deep and shocking emerald, very distant most of the time, but warm around Line, though typically filled with annoyance just the same.
Hair: A very, ruddy, rust colour, with bangs that typically see fit to jut over one side of his face and obstruct his view, sometimes going so far as to defy gravity in the process.
Personality: Sarcastic, sardonic, and an all around jerkface at first glance, mostly Ki wants to be left alone to his reading. (And chain smoking when stressed -__-) In actuality a ball of nerves with Line's constant flighty disappearances without warning for weeks at a time, she puts the man through hell and back and for reasons even he can't fathom he couldn't leave her for a minute, despite many scathing comments claiming otherwise. Ki is the more down-to-earth and reasonable/approachable of the two, typically.

Relationship: These two have a colourful relationship. -Condemned- to be soul mates and live an eternal damned existance of reincarnation after reincarnation together, they've grown into a deeply love/hate relationship in their ninth life (lots of angry sex and possessiveness *cough*), and bicker at every possible venue. Despite all facades and lingering hate over each supposedly damning the other, the two are helplessly devoted to each other, even so much as following each other into death and straight on unto whatever their next reincarnations are. Neither has, nor will ever be capable of admitting their true feelings, however, for fear of a million different breeds of heartache and death. The closest they have ever come are the quiet moments when neither says anything and they embrace softly in spite of themselves.

Other mesh-ups.



(art (c) me)

None of these couples doing it for you~? Feel free to mix and match any of them. XDD But please, if you do, no romance outside of the intended couple pairing?

Stuff I'd love to see

Crys + Line
Matt and Ki
etc. xD

Reserved in case.

Why is Crysu nekkid? -x- EEEE>

Just until I feel better. *snuggles on her Buggu, working on refs*

Ahh ]: I see E> /Snugglycuddly her Crysu dear

xD; All the easy posts are done now. Digging up refs still. Ugh. Stupid OCs.

+ 5 sad fangirl powers for the sap story.

Your first post is so sad ;w; POST THOSE REFS! And I'll get doodling E>

Guh your arts are so cute.... ;+; -subscribes- I might draw something for yew.... >>; eventually.... -shot-

Two out of three sets of refs up. vv; Just two more posts to edit, so now to upload some new refs... Then to make banners and a bunch of other organization crap. That boy better appreciate I love him...

Buggu: *snugs* ;o;

Psychondriac: Ack, thank you. ;; <3

>: CRYSSY. I COMMAND THEE TO BE HAPPY.

*will doodle after she finishes the doodle that she owes someone else* @.@

*clings to Anna-chu* Use your lub shock attack?

*LUBSHOCKZ@ Cryssy* <33

*coughs out some smoke* <33

Okay, all basic refs up... Now to reupload stuff so I can replace links, make some enticing banners for each section, and, oh yeah, eat at some point because I've been on hunger strike. *sigh*

Should do the mesh up post first, though.

Almost done with my other doodle. Then comes yours.

8D I'm gonna add myself love-shocking you.

*loves on Ann-chu* you don't have to. ;; It does help, though. <3

I know it's silly to be sad... But since less than nine hours ago he was still in my bed, and now I won't touch him until Christmas, it's killing me... ^^;

Bah, I wanna. >O>;

Anna isn't in love and doesn't plan to find love anytime soon. So yeah. Anna wouldn't understand at all. D:

Anna = <3.

I never planned on falling in love. Some days I wish I was out of it, but I've never regretted it.

He's like... A favourite movie, or a book you can't put down; the sweater that fits you just right.

God it's stupid. *lays head down and shushes*

MATTCHU HAS BEARDSTACHEEEE

I thought he'd be smooth-faced for some reason. XDDD

YEY I R IN LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP TOO D8 8D

Anna is lub, therefore, she doesn't understand herself. *shot for stupidity* >O>;

D'aww. ^^

Musa: He only just grew it. D: I hate/love/hate it. DDD: I miss the smoooooth.

I'll post more images of us on facebook soon. xD;;

Are you? D:

Anna: xDD Anna is maybe a goddess of labu?