Originally Posted by Muziek

o_o
Well, I'll back you up on that.
Turtles are my favorite, next to Giraffes and... um.. some other animal... =.=

Addi, that's me! >D I'm a stalker now. Hurr hurr.
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I'm contemplating dumping evil bf... I don't like to think about not being with him, but he's being a jackass today.

"my hair smells like watermelon.
I'm surprised that I'm not surrounded by filthy niggers."

I would have looked at him and said "I am suprised your ignorance doesn't leek from your ears"

I'm joking.
o.o

And, yeah:

"I didn't realise racism was such srs bsns"

Tell him the Albino Niglet says: "Kiss the blackest part of my ass.... It's already puckered and waiting."

~.o


You know, technically, "nigger" means someone ignorant and unwilling or unable to learn. If he's that ignorant of the fact that comments like that offend people, and unwilling to learn how serious a business racism really is, then that would make HIM the nigger. Wonder how he'd like knowing that?

o__o
-chokes on air-
x_x
Aghh...

just Melanie ; says:
It means, what's wrong with you?
just Melanie ; says:
How bout a vacant stare.
Mista Davey says:
Wasn't aware there was anything wrong with me.
Mista Davey says:
I didn't realise racism was such srs bsns.
Mista Davey says:
Jeez, when did you get so moody?
just Melanie ; says:
Moody?
just Melanie ; says:
I'm playing tetris.
just Melanie ; says:
I'm bored.
just Melanie ; says:
Sorry for not talking, were you waiting?
Mista Davey says:
Not particularly. I thought you might find casual racism worth a giggle or something.
just Melanie ; says:
Not really

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Mista Davey says:
Guess I was mistaken.
just Melanie ; says:
I've been to preoccupied with thinking about what I'd do if I left you opposed to staying with you.
Mista Davey says:
You could always find someone new.
just Melanie ; says:
It's not that easy, I acutally love you.

Grrrr.
Okay, so, usually when I'm talking to him on msn, he's doing other things.
So, when he doesn't reply within 20 minutes, I say that I'll be doing etcetc. So, he's like, sorry, were you waiting or something?
(obviously. I expect a reply when I say something to you, dumbass)
"No, just telling you what I'll be doing. ^^"

So, yeah, I was playing tetris and ignoring him..
Grrr!

Is he not the one that was all "I dunno if I love you"?

Just leave his ass in the dust hon.

But I actually love him, it's not that easy..

My ex would always do that.
He just randomly would disappear.

Well, actually, he was always wanting to talk to me when we were together, but once we broke up he'll rarely even reply if I text him. *smacks*

I know the feeling honey, but I don't want to see you get to the point I did. I was sleeping with random people because he felt guilty being the only one seeing other people...and I was completely apathetic about it. Anything that kept him with me was fair game, no matter how degrading it was.

hey everybody

rain:: I couldn't really say whats wrong here. I'm just put out a little.

Any way, you're having things worse than i am, it looks like. D:

Omg. I just hate parents sometimes.

*flops down*

whats up *sits beside suona*

*sits on the other side of Suona, offering chocolate*

Now I really don't know what to do... I need a babelfish. I can't understand this dude.
... I almost called him a fish.
>_>;

just Melanie ; says:
It's not that easy, I acutally love you.
Mista Davey says:
What makes you want to leave?
just Melanie ; says:
You
just Melanie ; says:
what's the point if you don't really love me? or, doubt that you do
just Melanie ; says:
You say you don't care if I leave or stay. That means you don't care about me
just Melanie ; says:
That means staying with you would just mean I'm holding you back in a pointless thing
Mista Davey says:
I care about you.
Mista Davey says:
But I'm not going to be sad if you choose to go your own way. I've done that enough previously, really isn't worth my time fighting a decision someone else makes for themselves.
Mista Davey says:
So the only thing left to me is to hope you're happy with whatever you choose to do.
Mista Davey says:
I think mainly I'm not pleased at how things are going between us right now.
Mista Davey says:
And that's both of our faults.
just Melanie ; says:
Explain how its my fault, and then yours.
just Melanie ; says:
I'm having trouble understanding what's happening.
Mista Davey says:
Well, for starters, neither of us really talk about anything any more (though we seemed to be off to a good start tonight talking about hippy shit, which was good). That's both of our faults.
Mista Davey says:
Sometimes we're affectionate, that's great too but I don't want our relationship to be based solely on mushy stuff, I like substance.
just Melanie ; says:
We never did talk about anything./
Mista Davey says:
Yeah we did.
Mista Davey says:
Albeit in not massive detail, but we have done.
Mista Davey says:
You've admitted that you're needy and it sucks, but what also sucks is that I don't pay you as much attention as I used to.
Mista Davey says:
You like to make me happy and me finding other things to do is robbing you of that.
Mista Davey says:
Perhaps I'm just not as 'fun' as you'd like me to be.
Mista Davey says:
What do you think the matter is?
just Melanie ; says:
I dont know.
Mista Davey says:
Perhaps we rushed into a relationship.
just Melanie ; says:
Well, I just said I'd go out with you because you loved me
just Melanie ; says:
and I liked you at the time
just Melanie ; says:
so I trusted you
just Melanie ; says:
And why not?
Mista Davey says:
Why not what? Trust me?
just Melanie ; says:
Why not go out with you, and I trusted you.. just trusted
Mista Davey says:
You don't like me any more?
just Melanie ; says:
No.. I love you
Mista Davey says:
You don't trust me any more?
just Melanie ; says:
I trust you, yeah
Mista Davey says:
Well, I want to sort whatever mess we've put ourselves in.
Mista Davey says:
If I didn't love you in the least, I wouldn't care to bother, y'know?
just Melanie ; says:
Yeah, I guess
Mista Davey says:
Well, now's your chance to state what you want.
just Melanie ; says:
You
just Melanie ; says:
I just want you
Mista Davey says:
You has me, silly.
just Melanie ; says:
I want to keep you.

Sorry for the long-ass-quote-spam.

@ Tri - Hi.
Just hiding out in my room and thinking I might go take some pain killers.

@ Hei - Hello.
*takes chocolate* Thank you.

Yeah.... You guys are Anthony and I made over.

Sometimes the only way to fix it is to end it. Stay friends, talk, give things time to right themselves, then if you both decide you want to be together later, go for it. It doesn't mean that you can't love him still, I still love Ant, but I know that as long as there are other things in his life that keep him distracted from me, there is no point in trying to hold on to him.


You should agree to stay friends and bow out of the relationship before things get too sour between you. Ending it now doesn't mean you'll never be together again, it just means that you know you have both changed since the start of things, and you need to take stock of the changes and see if you can make them work.

Hello, and you're quite welcome. Painkillers?

@ rainbow ~ ummmmmmm i am lost

@suona ~ painkillers why???

XD Did you just give me ownership of your undies?

I dunno, did I? >.>

Yeah. I went sledding yesterday and I totally ate it a few times.

Slammed my head and hip/leg against the ice at one point, and it messed me up a bit.
Kind of jammed my neck, so my whole neck and shoulders are a bit swollen and hurt like hell. And I cant put my left hip on anything because its all bruised and hurts really bad.

~Waves about a pair of red boxers that mysteriously made their way to my inventory.~

Someone did... ~.o

what???

oh i am sorry about that

Aeri;
But, I haven't changed at all... Neither has he. I just feel like he's getting bored of me.
And that makes me sad.. So, I guess that's a change.

I don't want to leave him... I know that if I do, he won't take me back.
I don't see a point in living without another person to care for in more ways than you could care for a friend..
I don't think I'm strong enough to live without him, or another person to be like him.

I am sorry rainbow