
01-03-2009, 07:36 PM
These are two of my poems, posted under each other: My love, which I dedicated to my special friends, and Sad Loss, which I wrote for losing a friend who hurt me that deep I couldn't take it no longer, for me to be friends with her.
Both quite personal.
My Love
I wish I was worth fighting for,
I wish I was a star,
I wish I had tons of money,
I wish I could travel far.
I wish I could rest in your arms,
I wish we could sleep together,
I wish I could love you more than I love you,
I wish you'll be mine forever.
Sad Loss
I have no more emotions for you, sadly,
I ran out of tears to cry,
I've never been hurt this badly,
Now I just wish I knew why.
It doesn't bug me so much since I know I'll live,
But yet it's on my mind,
You've hurt me without a reason to give,
Since to you I've always been kind.
I trusted you with all my heart,
And looked at you as one of my sisters,
You were my friend before you tore me apart.
Now I'm scarred and full with blisters.
And even though some days have passed,
I wish it wasn't true,
You might've never cared for me,
But I did care for you.
Will It Or Will It Not?
Sometimes,
When I dream at night,
I seem to remember everything,
As for everything,
Is killing me with a gentle touch...
Every memory that circles in my mind,
Goes back to the time it was us,
You and me,
No obstacles,
A reason to life,
A time to spend with a smile on my face.
You were my everything,
My life,
Was to be shared with yours,
Together we would fight,
In each others arms we'd die...
You're my nothingness,
A meaningless memory,
As for you to not feel this pain,
I'm living with,
As for me to still want that time to be relived,
But for me to be unsure,
Of your true feelings,
After all these times...
Could there be a possibility,
For me to settle with the past and deal with it,
Knowing that you're happy when I'm gone,
Knowing that I'd cry to see your face,
Will you be friends with me,
Or shall this fierce drama,
Tear us apart...?
Always There With You
Being with you, as kind as you are,
You always seem to brighten my day,
And I knew from the start.
You're more important than anyone for me,
And even if distance keeps us apart,
You will always be in my heart.
You’re the one who’s there when I need,
Someone who listens and heals,
My wounds and my soul and waits.
Never dreamed that I’d once meet you,
The only one who knows how I feel,
The one that doesn’t judge or hates.
I hope that when you grow up,
You’ll still think of me and never let go,
Of the memories we shared.
I promise I will ,
Because I will never forget,
The only one that truly cared.
Waiting
Sometimes,
The best thing to do,
To let go of the ones,
You love so very much.
He's up there,
Somewhere,
With a smile on his face,
And tears rolling down his cheeks.
Hoping you won't forget him,
Wanting you to be able to live on,
Knowing that one day,
You will be reunited.
Praying he will still recognize you,
Holding him once again,
Him wishing you still love him,
And that you still care.
Carrying in your hearts,
Knowing he's always with you,
And that this goodbye,
Will never be a farewell.
Everlasting Memory
Looking in my photo album,
Seeing your face,
On almost every photo,
I hold in my hands.
Remembering the good times,
The bad times,
The hard times,
And the moments we've shared.
The way you cheered me up,
Whenever I was down,
The way you had my back,
When I was in trouble once again.
Several thoughts flashing through my mind,
Sitting on a couch,
Where we sat together not to long ago,
Putting my hand on the warm seat next to me.
I'm crying,
Smiling because I know,
I shouldn't be sad because you're gone,
I should be thankful that I had you.
Last edited by MimiYoshi; 01-09-2009 at 08:43 AM..
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