I wasn't gonna fight over you psh~ And your friend must just like being in the same room as you SO MUCH if he pretended to sleep in just to have an excuse. :P You must have epic vibes or something. *is being silly and could use some caffiene right about now*

Mitsu: Haha. I'll remember that. :)


Rain: You're VERY welcome! Okay, so I have officially finished my Web Mastering Project. It's not really good or pretty or whatever, but it's done with all necessary requirements (I think and hope >.<) Maybe I'll get lucky and get AT LEAST a passing grade. *sigh*

lol Xavi, dont say that! Naoto-chan already been making Yaoi comments about us because he stays over alot at my house. there is no yaoi going on despite what her might think in that little perversed head of hers. Nah thats no the reason he stays in bed anyway, the reason he stays in bed is because he is really lazy and such.

and ohhh.... this anime starts with it snowing, this reminds me of Kanon. There something about romance animes connected with snow that i like. I want a nice long winter romance! walking in the snow sounds fun!.

xXUnforgivenxAngelXx ; *GASP* so much foxness! Oh! Oh! That reminds me! I saw two coyotes playing in the softball feild at today! I've never seen them beforre! They were so cuuuteee~ I thought they were foxes at first but then I realized they weren't haha~

Mitsunari: Psh I bet he has a crush on youuu~ Also I hate snow =-=

Jy: Lol, yeah. This is my Kitsune Warrior avi. I'm working on my Choas Warrior now. :)

xXUnforgivenxAngelXx: That...Is....AWESOMENESS! *o*

welcome back unforgiven. so what would you like to study while youre in greece and also why that country? They are alot in the world then again i cant complain. I guess i do want to go to Belarus for some reason. That is a strange type of requests and such but it sounds fun.

Xavi: ~blush~ He better now have one, im just not kind of intrested in boys. Also how can you hate snow! snow is amazing the only bad thing about it is its cold but apart from that its really fun and whatnot. on a side not the anime is streaming really slowly... going to have to wait for it to finish before i can watch it otherwise ill catch the stream up and it will be slow and what not.

Yeah...I'm working on getting the Raven Wing head band thing. It's gonna take a while...I've had SO much going on recently, it's unreal. *sigh* I've been under a lot of pressure this week. I have to finish a project for Chemistry so i can at least get a grade on it and maybe just MAYBE bring my grade up to passing before grades go in for this 6 weeks...
If not...
Then I'm fucked.
Not to mention, Wrestling season starts TOMORROW! First tournament of the season for the girls and If I fail this report card, I'm ineligible for the next 6 weeks...meaning I can't wrestle in ANY tournaments and stuff... :headdesk:

I really hate my life right now.


Mitsu: I'm really big into Greek Mythology. I want to learn the history, language, and culture of Greece. :)

Mitsunari: Yeah that's probably why he hasn't professed his undying love to you or anything yet. :P And I have a HUGE aversion to cold and extreme tempurature. Also snow makes me slightly drowsy and less aware of my surroundings and such. ANd then I want to hibernate but I can't ;-;

xXUnforgivenxAngelXx: Oof I hate that stuff so much! I have to double time it in a few of my classes to get work done in time so that I'm not failing stuff... Not from procrastinating or laziness but because I've been out from sickness, doctor's appointments, and orthodontist appointments...Speaking of which I get my braces today! Ivisalign(sp?) ones!

Xavi: to be honest i dont really like the cold wether. I also get cold really easily and such and it make me uncomfitable. That said i do like snow, there is just something about it. I seem to releate it to romance as well, damn Kanon for doing that to me. It was a kick ass anime. When i heard to a romance anime from this season named Winter Sonata it because an instant must watch.

Unforgiven: I see that expains the greekness and such.

Mitsunari: Well I haven't seen that anime but lucky me I get to associate winter with death because so many of my relatives have died then! 8D YAY!

Jy: I'm switching out of PRE-AP chemistry. I am WAY too lazy to get all the work done in it...I procrastinate too...
*sigh*
It's just...one huge complicated mess right now. And my dad is super pissed off about it and acts as if HE'S the only one "suffering" because of it.
Which, he's not. I screwed up, and I'm paying for it and I REALLY hate it and all that stuff.
Plus, making me ineligible for wrestling is punishment enough.

xXUnforgivenxAngelXx : Uck even worse. Whenever my parents don't like my grades they say that it must be because I watch too much tv or something which is funny because I don't really watch tv....Mostly they just look for excuses to get mad at me and take out there issues on me though, bleck. =/ So even if I'm passing everything they'll be all like "You can do better than this or are you an idiot? Stop failing at life and being so worthless" Fun times... =/

~kicks something!~ I dont think god wants me to watch that anime. The video has just come up as connt be found after i mistaken click on the wrong thing and went of the page. I was just watching it ~ish sad~ Well hopefully the video will come back up before to long.

Xavi: oh thats not a very nice thing to link with winter ~huggles~

Jy: Yeah...I know the feeling very well. My dad never says it, but I KNOW just by the look in his eyes, he's EXTREMELY disappointed in me and thinks I'm a failure...
Which hurts worse than if he'd actually said something...

Mitsunari: Oh ho ho ho of course you should watch the anime I bet it's really happy and will make you all warm and fuzzy inside~ And it's fine if only I could hibernate instead of being awake an thinking about things. I could use some chocolate right now lol

xXUnforgivenxAngelXx: Aww D': Well I wish you luck though D:

Jy: Thanks...I can't WAIT for Thanksgiving break...I'm so tired of the shit I have to put up with here in Texas. I want to go HOME! Back in Tennessee to the place I've known most of my life and the friends I would kill for...*sighs*
But I'm still here. For wrestling, and for a school I like and I belong to.
Once a Cougar....ALWAYS a cougar.
I can NEVER be anything BUT A Juan Seguin Cougar. I don't WANT to be anything more...

xXUnforgivenxAngelXx: I want thanksgiving break to come tooo I want turkey! D: OMNOMNOM

Unforgiven: Whys it matter if youre dad thinks you are a failure or not. Ive been told i was a failure before, I was told that i would never amount to anything or do anything. That was by my old school teachers, but now im the only in the class with the university degree.

The fact of the matter is, if youre dad thinks youre a failure he is going to think that and there is no point in wasting time worrying about it. In the end the only person that can deciced if you a failure or not is youreself. You know perhaps one of these days youll surprise youre dad.

Still there is much more to life than what grade you got while you were in school. Im in england and i left school with now GCSE, yet i still got to were i want to be. In a position i can get a visa in japan. Not everyone is good at studying, to what youre school grades say youre not good or whatever. It that makes someone a failure then i guess i am one to but atleast im happy. Just dont worry about him so much, all that will do is put more pressure on you.

Jy: I just want to go home...

Mitsu: I try...But he's getting pissed off at me about EVERYTHING now and it doesn't help. Not to mention, I'm in the middle of trying to get a LOT of stuff for wrestling, athletic wear and stuff like that. Mouth guard, sports bras, socks (since most of mine are either lost of have holes in them =.=), shorts, sweats, hoodies, sweatshirts...TONS of things that I can use for the next 3 years and maybe even more if I can wrestle in college and he's getting pissed off about it even though my mom, thanks the gods I have her, is reimbursing him for EVERYTHING and paying for all my shit even though she doesn't have the money.

And not only that, but I want to be able to wrestle in college if possible and if my grades are low, no matter how good I get or whatever, then I won't be able to...*puts my head in my hands*
And the worst thing is, I failed myself. No matter what I tell myself or how much I want something, I just can't push myself...


EDIT: I have to go. Bye guys.

xXUnforgivenxAngelXx: At the same time isn't it nice just knowing you have somewhere else to go? And Bye

Unforgiven: thats what you want now need that might not be what you want in three years time. Not going to college dosnt mean its the end of the world or anything. Peoples needs change. At the moment you can't motivate yourself and thats why you see you're as failing. I know what its like to put things of to the last seacond because i simply cant be bothered. I do that alot to tell you the truth.

Still putting youre under pressure because of youre dad isnt going to help you. It isnt going to motivate you to do anything more if you're worrying what will happen if you're not good at it. Result breed confidance in people and that helps motivate the person to do better again, still its hard to find that confidance when you're putting youself under so much pressure.

you wreslte and stuff? do you do that to win or do you do that because its fun? If youre confidant and find something fun then youre more likly to be motivated. It might turn out its not youre think but atleast you tried and you had fun doing it, school work, wreslting what ever and if that makes you a failure because some old gezzer but a letter on a paper then so be it.

Mitsunari: Thank you~

How;s everyone doing this afternoon?

Mitsunari: Thank you~ ^-^

Kole_Locke: Hey! I'm good, how are you?