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Old 09-24-2009, 03:08 PM

Shazza: Yeah well perhaps it may end well. I broke up with a girl who was 15 and i was slightly older, 17. We liked talked every now and then, but not she is in University and we are close and have been chatting and she asked me to come hang out with her recently.

It was like how we used to flurt and stuff before we started going out and i know she still like me. I admit it would be kind of cool getting back with her after like 5 years growing up. Much more mature and stuff so maybe ^^. Still even if it ends bad it dosn't have to end badly.

Majoron: you lefted us, you have gone quite.

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:11 PM

Hello again, everyone! I, unfortunately, haven't slept much since my last post. I've had three very bad nights in a row.

3 nights back, I was waiting on a determination that would be the make or break of whether I would get state health insurance, and the person I called couldn't tell me on the phone.

2 nights back, had a really nasty IM bout with my person I'm 'courting' but not official boyfriend but still very attatched. He said horrible horrible things in his anger and I almost had to voluntarily go to psych emergency

last night, another fight but not as bad, but he did rub salt in alot of my existing wounds, hurting me more. I'm afraid to let him in my house, let alone my room... the things he's said made me yelp and shudder down as if someone hit me in real life. The first conversation somewhere 3/4ths near the end of it when he started swearing I accused him of verbal abuse. Of course he kept saying "I wasn't listening" but I kept quoting what he said back at him...

I'm such a paranoid little wreck. I guess why I'm trying to distract myself with little online communities.

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:14 PM

Meatball: Hello, sorry to here about you're bad nice. come join us, chat and have fun about random stuff. hopefully we can cheer you up and stuff, or atleast try to anyway -.^

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:16 PM

Shazza - Awwwh, good luck!

Mitsu - I didn't go anywhere :P I was looking at clothes for my Avi

Meatball - Haiya, I'm Majoron. Sorry about your troubles! :( He seems like a jerk. You could always tell him if he says you aren't listening anymore, that regardless of if you are or not, he's hurting you verbally and he's ignoring that.

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:17 PM

Well my hopes of it ending well are allready blown out the window.
They have broken up allready, apparently they went out for three days but after she told us he didn't want her anymore. So as she was telling her sob story on the way home she saw that her boyfriend was kissing my eldest at a street corner so they had a huge arguement and they took it back home because this lad cleared off.
Both are still in the kitchen screaming now.
They are grounded now, but I just need to let it blow over. :|
Thankfully my middle child is being good, she is flopped on the sofa listening in and laughing.

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:18 PM

Majoron: ah welcome back, ^^ did you find anything nice. I need to work out what to get next for my AVI. Maybe some jewerly or something along them lines.

Shazza: yeah thats the think i don't like about being a teenage. Teenage girls can be very tempermental. Ah well, i'm just picturing you're middle child laughing her head of.

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:19 PM

Shaz - d'awww, cute AND sad! Though, I'm surprised the eldest would do that. Did she know the youngest was going out with the lad?

Mitsu - Nope, nothin' really, just planning how much more money I need. I'm thinkin' about wings :) That's a lot more money, eh? :P

Brb everyone! Breakfast (At 1 pm) calls!

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:22 PM

Well I am trying to pick out the story from inbetween sobs and screams but from what I can tell my eldest has been going out with him for three months and my youngest for three days and she is the cheater leading her man astray but then my youngest is screaming how she hates everyone so I have no idea.
I will wait until later, when its all quiet on the western front and get the rest of the story.
My youngest Cora and eldest Tania have never really got on very well. Luckily Jade gets on with everyone :D

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:22 PM

@Mitsunari- Thank you for the welcome. It's not exactly my first post in here, but they've been a little sporadic. I think your avatar looks cool for the record. But it also looks COLD... like I want to hand him a jacket... I keep seeing 'purple ice'.

@Majoron- If I could mentally handle it (which I don't think I can), I could go back over the conversations and try to find how many times I've said "I'm hurting" "I'm suffering" "Don't swear at me" "I feel bad/like killing myself now". He just runs over all of that, despite the fact I'm diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder with Anxiety/Panic attacks, and according to multiple psychiatrists I'm a great candidate for Borderline Personality Disorder but since that is "permanent" or "static", my current doctor doesn't want to stick THAT label on me. And yes, the person in question is quite aware of my triggers and he seems to be setting them off without any regard for me, and then comes down on me (very harshly) for trying to blame him for my freaking out, saying it's not his fault I'm reacting as I am -_-;

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:23 PM

Majoron: hehehe, there is nothing wrong with breakfast at 1pm. Thats when i normally have breakfast, when i wake up at that time. Havm't had anything today yet though. Ish 4.22, I kind of forgot to eat no wounder i feel hungry.

Meatball: Thanks, I like my avi i think its cute. I guess he does look a little cold though. Might get him some warmer cloths when i got to change it.

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:27 PM

alright nvm gotta go out, talk to you all tomorrow!

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:30 PM

It's only 8:30 AM where I live (near San Francisco, CA). It's fun that the people here are from all over the place. It's even more fun that I have such a messed up sleeping and eating schedule that I'm not even in synch with the rest of my OWN timezone. One of my housemates calls me a vampire (not the first time I've had that word thrown at me, though as fun as it is to play it up, I am (regrettably?) not one).

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Old 09-24-2009, 03:32 PM

Meatball: LoL well i'm in england but i sleep and eat on more american times. I wake up around midday here so thats would normally be 8-9 eastern. Go to be at like 3 so thats like 11ish maybe not quite sure.

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Old 09-24-2009, 04:07 PM

Hellu Everyone c:

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Old 09-24-2009, 04:13 PM

clock: Hello, how are you?

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Old 09-24-2009, 04:36 PM

@Mitsu ~ I've been better, and yourself?

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Old 09-24-2009, 04:38 PM

clock: Waiting for my tea to cook, just playing around on snake and chatting to people. not very many people online at the moment though. I'm going to make out my gaming points soon as well. got about 150 more to get for today.

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Old 09-24-2009, 06:35 PM

Hello again everyone!
How are we?

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Old 09-24-2009, 06:45 PM

Hello shazza welcome back ^^

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Old 09-24-2009, 06:51 PM

Hiya, thanks.
Hows you?

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Old 09-24-2009, 06:53 PM

Good, been hanging around and playing snake! filled up all my gold from gaming to today i got into trying to beat my top score while waiting for dinner. Anyway everything settled down at you're house or are you're girls still fighting?

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Old 09-24-2009, 06:57 PM

All quiet on the western front :D
Cora and Tania have been confined to their rooms so its lovely and quiet. My partner is over at his brotehrs playing cards with some friends and Jade is just lying on the sofa watching TV so its very calm.
I still need to do my dinner dishes, I left them to soak and haven't returned :P

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Old 09-24-2009, 07:02 PM

Shazza: lol sending them to their rooms. Well atleast its quite, watching anything good on TV? I can image with the dinner dishes washing up is one of my least favorite chores.

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Old 09-24-2009, 07:05 PM

Yeah. After I heard the shattering glass in the kitchen and saw that my youngest had thrown a wine glass I lost it then. They wouldn't dare come out of their rooms after the bollocking I gave them earlier, they had dinner in their room and if I see them before the morning they will be sorry.
Yeah, I hate dishes. Thats why I am considering leaving them for my partner :)

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Old 09-24-2009, 07:08 PM

Shazza: she thrown a wine glass? hehe i'm not surprised you losted it. I would be annoyed if someone went and thrown one of my wine glasses around. Well i only have one and i kind of need it for when i do drink red wine and that is quite often.

i think you should leave them lol. Its what i would do, i'm germaphobic when it comes to washing pots. Well other peoples stuff i don't mind doing my own because i know what been eaten off it.

 


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