: D I'm working on Ryo right now <3
D : I am like SO SUPER SORRY if he comes out bad... I haven't been linearting in FOREVER it feels like. The lines were sooo shaky I had to redo it once already </3

8D Yay~
I doubt he'll come out bad, both he and Zack looked adorable in the WIPs. ♥♥

: D I WILL DO EVEN BETTER ON ZAK's LINE ART -hoping-
Anyways, how are you Yume?

You'll do just fine! D8
I'm okay, not so great though. = A= I've been coming over to my bf's house almost everyday for a week, and his stepdad said that I can't come over today because of that.

It's like, well gee, you wonder why I have been. I couldn't see him for a week even when he came back home from the navy on honourable discharge. They were too busy taking him to parties and stuff and then told him he couldn't see anymore friends or anything til he gets a job. Which pissed me off extremely and made me super depressed.

So now he's getting a job and I want to spend time with him until he has to work, so I have been, and I'm told that I can't see him today because I've been over there almost everyday. D8< It's fucking ridiculous.

Sorry for ranting. > A>

D : No, rant away! *hugs yume*
Yeah, I would be pretty pissed off to! *upset with you*

Yeah, my problem is that Roi-chan dosen't even really want to see me... like ever. She likes to be alone. And I'm too 'clingy' -sighs-

ARGH your slot is closed :cry:

; A; Aww. She doesn't like to see you?
I'd get depressed if it was just my bf who didn't want to see me. But he likes seeing me.

leasfy: XD I Might be opening. Not today, but soon~

Yume: OTL Yeah... she says she dosen't want to be alone when she sleeps, but if I go over there she just ignores me. So I end up staying home and going to bed with my dog. >. >
She cannot stand the 'attention I need' or my 'clingyness' and so on.... </3
-is constantly depressed about this-
It doesn't help when I feel like I can just be replaced by her other friend ( Rieka) the one her characters always leave mine for.

D: That's not cool.
I feel for you, sometimes I feel I'm kinda clingy, but my bf was away for almost a year, so I have every right to be! D8<

; A; Whaaat? That's not cool!

Yume: OLT Yeah... just kind of hurts... </3
: D BUT I'M SUPER HAPPY RIGHT NOW! I got Ryo done and Zak's eyes are coming out SEXY~

I understand. T AT That's kind of sad, I never thought that would be something she did.
>D Good to hear! I'm sure I will love it!

n.n;; Yeah we have to spend a lot of time apart because of it.... and I don't come over when her friends are there....
: D I hope so!

I don't mind coming over when my bf's friends are there, because I know all of them. xD

; A; That's sad! And she thinks you're clingy? That doesn't seem clingy to me! I'd want to spend time with my bf/gf too if I hardly got to see them!

XDD Yeah, I don't mind. But Roi feels like 'She needs to spend time with her friends alone' even though I know them to. And that I 'need to much attention'

-watches resident evil the second moive while finishing Zak-

My bf USED to do that, but that was back when we had tons of problems. = A= When my bf wants to spend time with his friends, he doesn't mind if I come along.

How many times have you gotten to see her?

xD Omg, you just reminded me of how much fun it was to play Resident Evil 5. That game is kickass!

OTL Yeah, Rieka gets all the attention, all the freebies, all of her characters. I don't really even get to hold her because she dosen't like it. >. >
I always felt like her laptop was always 'between' us no matter what. </3 It really hurt... But if ever said anything she would stop drawing "Fine then, I won't draw anymore, I won't do anything."
But that isn't what I want, if she does nothing will change. And I don't want to be that kind of person.
I have gotten to see her MAYBE once a week ( if that) >. > It makes me wanna ship out more because than just MAYBE she will miss me.... But I can't because of the weight.

D : I only got to watch someone play that one. And they played a big chunck of it while I was gone.... </3 So I didn't get to see all of it ( Rieka and Roi... again)
: D I DO get to play Resident Evil, and Outbreak! <333

They are really close aren't they? You must feel replaced. D8
Was it always like that?

Yeah, I really do feel that way ALL THE TIME. But Roi just doesn't see it. </3
I'm not sure why it is always like that. I have even had to make plans to protect my character's feelings.

D : I FORGOT WHAT ELSE I WAS GONNA SAY! </3

That sucks. x Ax You should say something!

I'm sure it'll come to you! D8 At some point.

-still doesn't remember-

I have said it to her once. But she either dodged it or turned it around on me. I hate that she does that... Do you know I cannot even talk about her (anywhere) on gaia? (that is what I was gonna say XDD ) she goes EVERYONE , so I cannot say anything to anyone anywhere. >. < So I cannot get my feelings out, I always have to be vague, "Oh something is bothering me, but don't worry about it."
I don't even like it when I get that line from others! I like to help and listen, but now I have to pull the same stuff they do and I'm not even trying to hide it. >. <;;

BUT WHATEVER! : D I got another order done <333333

>: I say you should try to talk to her about it when you get a chance!
I know she goes everywhere. @ [email protected];;

Yay for more orders! 8'D How many do you have left to do?

OMG YUME! I HAVE NONE TO DO! I AM DONE!
I'm gonna take a day off or two before I open up here <3
Just an FYI~

OTL She either dodges it or turns it back into my fault some how. I'm not really good at talking, or with my words... I get all mixed and she always wins. I usually end up just shutting my month, put my tail between my legs and lie. I know it is no good to do that... but... it really all has become hopeless. I cannot go anywhere without her knowing to talk about it so I keep it pretty much pent up.
XDD;; Because of that I end up bursting out crying for no reason and don't know why. She doesn't even worry when I cry because she sees no reason for me to be crying.

Yay! And no problem. > A<

>: That's really sad. I never thought of Roi as being like that.

= x = I have such a headache right now! But I want to get a few refs done before I open up!

Aww. D8
Refs for your OCs?