yeah.. see thats like 12 steps ahead of me. i have yet to take the written test. then after that, i can register for lessons. then after that i have to practise enough on my own and 8 months after the original written test i can take the in car test. each test costing 100 and the driving lessons total to anywhere from 500 to 1000 depending on where i get it done.

i have yet to do any of it. and every time i think about it i just get depressed because i dont think i can do it.

I have to do my theory test soon. My dad keeps on at me about when I'm gonna book it cause my drivin instructor doesn't care when I do it because he thinks it's a stupid useless test.

it is a stupid useless test. i mean here, its just basically a cash grab. honestly. so much fucking money.

BSW; if you start the trade I'll buy it :D
I finally got the money! <3
So how are you?

im great. and ill start that trade right now

That's awesome :D
I'm in school right now >.<;

well enjoy school and the halloween goodie bags!

My parents didn't have to do a theory test.

I'm fillin in an application for the job at nursery. Got interview for it tomorrow.

oh good luck jeanie. i really hope you get it.

Me too though they're lettin the new people on what I'm on apply too and I know one of them is qualified.

but you have a connection. and that means a lot now days. you cant get a job today unless you know someone. its all about networking. so really, you have a foot in the door that way. which puts you above the other person. and you are qualified. there is more to getting a job then being qualified. there is heart and passion and how you get along with others. and if you have that, you will definitely get the job, because by now, they will have seen that in you.

She has the same connections as me, she has a burglary charge from when she was 14 though.

oh well... um... put your best foot forward and hope for the best. im sure if you try you will succeed. thats why i try. theres no point in not trying right? cuz then forsure you wont get anywhere. at least if you try there is a possibility of success instead of a guaranteed failure.

on a side note: what do you think of my Christmas outfit?

Yeah, I've nearly finished the form now. I just can't figure out ho to start the skills and ability to support the application section. I know what to put in it but I can't figure out the first sentence.

It's awesome. I like it.

its always hard putting to paper whats in your head eh? i have such a hard time with it in general and with everything. art, drawings, clothings, papers, resume's, cover letters....even food sometimes. things just work better in my head then they do in real life.

do you think the brown pirate hat would look better?

I've got somethin down but I can't figure out what to put for the next word. :XD I know what I mean I just can't find the right word.

Mm try it?

and yeah, i know what you mean... try an online thesaurus. they can be helpful sometimes

I like the headband you've got on best.

I've finished it! Now I need to go to sleep because I'm driving in erm 7 and a half hours.

good job and good luck. have fun tomorrow. i also have to be up and running at 7 in the morning... but thats longer from now for me.

the headband was sizzla's idea. i think it worked out the best too.

I learnt to park! :D

i was always the best at that part. stopping the car was my specialty. making move... not so much. lol

I got it right my third go.

well thats not bad at all. im happy its going well for you jeanie. seems your better off than i am. then again... your in europe.... people there tend to be

Come over here it's warmer :lol:

i dont have the money. i need to stop going to subway on my breaks... i need to remember to bring food with me to work always. this subway thing is breaking the bank