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whitebeast
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08-09-2009, 07:12 AM
I was the outcast for the earlier years of Elementary. Somehow, nobody liked me and I didn't quite know why. It was one of those cases where you just got hated simply because they wanted to hate you.
I try to think hard why those girls could've done that to me... I wasn't prettier or richer or smarter than them. The bullies in our elementary school were the professed richer/smarter ones. Or so just felt they have a superiority complex and thought it would be okay to dog people into doing their homework for them. : / Thankfully I never got that. Rather, I was just terribly teased and ostracized for no reason.
Fighting back/teasing back felt rather pitiful too. Even if you tried, nothing would come of that. If you also laid back and just took things passively, you looked stupid as well. It was a no win situation really.
And as I grew old, I became increasingly lonely and unconfident.
Thank goodness, I ended up having to transfer schools. God knows what kind of person I would've ended up becoming if I stayed any further in such an unforgiving environment and my teenage hormones starting up. xD
I ended up transferring and suddenly I was semi-popular and smart. A real jack of all trades who didn't have enemies. At least the one who got along with everyone and stuff. I was relatively known for my batch. I didn't get ALL the opportunities such as being sent to represent our school and all that since I wouldn't be allowed but I also got some honors along the way. It didn't get to my head though. -_-; Not my style.
This would continue up to HS. I was a fairly happy girl back then. Funny why I was so angsty then. xD It was really silly.
Now? I'm a far cry from way back.
But with how college has been treating me, I felt like it was a repeat of my childhood only worse and somehow, it's affected more than ever than it did when I was a child. I am not happy or confident. I feel pretty messed up and I don't know what to do with myself.
: /
College didn't have teasing or bullying.
Rather, it had more no win situations and stressful environs that were more unforgiving and drastic with consequences. I wonder if I'll still find it in me to pick the pieces up and move on. So far, it's not been easy.
Then other crap flies your way and impedes your healing.
Oh yeah. xD
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Clyvia
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08-09-2009, 07:21 AM
I was that bitch that hated the world and had respect.
Aaaand that was because of my chemical depression, but thats looong gone <333
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Zafiri Drakontas
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08-09-2009, 07:58 AM
I don't remember much about elementary school except for that I was picked on by three or four other kids for no real reason. Apparently, I was quiet in seventh grade because my best friend's girlfriend thought I was mute for a while. I know that because my friend told me that she asked him if I could talk.:lol:
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Libra
the Galaxy Fairy
☆☆☆Mini Pixelite
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08-09-2009, 08:11 AM
Well, lets see here. To my friends I was just another cool person to hang out with. To the girls who thought they were "popular" I was really REALLY uncool. I hate those biotches. I had this one friend, who I used to trade food with at lunch and chill with at recess. Well, she wanted to hang out with these girls at another table, then at recess they said she'd have to stop hanging around me to be accepted into the group. I got pretty lonely after that during recess, and I still hate the girl :)
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AcidCake
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08-09-2009, 08:12 AM
I was the crybaby. I cried for every little thing then got whiped FOR crying when I got home.
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Pina Colada Extract
Purple Chocolate Eater
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08-09-2009, 05:47 PM
I was the clumsy ditz who somehow managed to get good grades without trying.
I still am, but now I'm way more laid back and I have friends.
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Kat Dakuu
hyperactive catdemon
☆☆☆☆ Penpal
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08-09-2009, 08:11 PM
I was unfortunatly a crybaby outcast with no friends who always sat alone. Also got picked on all the way through elementary and Junior high. I think they picked on me becuase I couldn't figure out how to fight back....Now I have lots of friends though!!
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Soul
So I heard you like mudkip?
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08-09-2009, 08:50 PM
I probably need to explain our school system. Grades 1-4 is Elementary. 5-6 is Intermediate. The rest is highschool.
In Elementary, I was the short, nice girl that got bullied emotionally and verbally without realizing it. Everyone told me they were laughing "with me." I believed that. Then I got to intermediate school, by then I had self esteem, self image, and confidence issues. Now, i'm in middle school. I have all of those plus anorexia and depression. Fun, ay?
Clyvia- You can't have Chemical Depression. It's called Clinical Depression.
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ICandii
I'm Gone
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08-09-2009, 09:00 PM
I basically am the same person I was since then.
The only thing that has changed is that I have gotten more attitude and a little less nice.
I was an outcast then, and I still am to this day. : D
I sort of hated school back then, yes. The teacher was a horrible one.
She teased me too much.
And when I said hey to her she was like hay is for horses!
I always forgot her name so I always said hey and she would always say that.
And when I was doing a presentation, she interrupted me and had the class's attention to herself.
I wanted to slap her silly.
Lol.
I hate that teacher still to this day. XD
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rainbow_bunny
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08-09-2009, 09:15 PM
What is elementray school? I'm from New Zealand so things work different here. We have kindergarten, primary school, intermediate, high school and then tertiary education which is like university or polytech. Is elementary primary school? I was the tom boy ^^ got into lots of fights but it wasn't bullying cause we would organise the fights between gangs (i spose you would call it now that i think about it lol). It was great fun lol
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08-09-2009, 09:20 PM
I really don't think i was considered anything in elementary school. I may have been the mature one, cause i acted older than what i was in like, fifth grade. I was pretty shy, because i found it hard to make friends that my stepmom approved of, because she was racist ( or so i think.) But because she is gone, i definitely think that i have changed for the better. I have made a ton a new friends, and i have achieved a lot in my life without her. When she was in my life, i hated school, because i never did well, because she was so mean to me. this post is extremely long hahah.
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dreamerice
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08-09-2009, 09:24 PM
When I was in grade school I classed people as A., B., C., and D., groups. I was in the D group, A group were the cute guys and girls, who wouldn't even look at you. B group were the smart kids, they were their own group. C group were all the other regular kids, sometimes they would talk to you, most times they ignored you. D group was my group of outcasts, I really felt left out. Later in life I was diagnosed as ADD, answered some of my questions as to who i was and why......
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Miralema
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08-09-2009, 09:30 PM
I wasn't even enough of anything to be considered anything~! I was the loner, the bullied, the outcast...yep...I hated school...that's why I started homeschooling in the forth grade.
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Agent HEY-LEE
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08-09-2009, 10:01 PM
I was the extremely shy girl who started hanging out with people who made cussing games because I didn't want to look weird. Pshhh.. was I ever wrong. In 9th grade someone I went to elementary school with said he always thought I was depressed then. =/ (I was depressed later on, hun. 83)
I was also a suck up to teachers. And.. I loved my grandparents. My grandma picked out all my clothes and it was so obvious! D:
I've definitely changed since then and I guess it's for the better.. I'm no longer a suck up, but my grades suck. I don't even try to communicate with people, and frankly, I don't care about any of them anymore. Why bother, ya know?
And I've always hated school. :angel:
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XRazorwireX
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08-09-2009, 10:10 PM
Warning: Sob Story.
I was the loser. I had no friends so I sat there at recess and I drew everyday. Half the people that came up to me were asking for drawings and the other half kicked me and threw garbage at me. In class I could hear people whispering about me and laughing. the queen bee of the popular girls smashed my head down on a desk and my teeth went through my bottom lip. The teacher told my mother straight to her face that I was "strange" and "he's never seen anything like it." NO LIE. The principal tried to put me in special needs classes all the time, because I apparently had mental issues. Meanwhile, the reason for that was because I was traumatized by all the bullying and beatings from other kids. On a lighter note, I kind of had fun with the fact that others found me disgusting. I chased people who provoked me with muddy sticks! It was so funny to see them freak out and think they were going to catch cooties! Oh, kids are terrible to each other :P
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Bippy
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08-09-2009, 10:17 PM
I wasn't a popular kid, but I had my circle of friends and we generally got along well with the other groups. (ya know, back in the days when you didn't deal with cliques until middle school) If anything, I was the kid who made friends with kids in higher grades than them and never had to worry about bullies on the playground.
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Serendair
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08-09-2009, 10:48 PM
I was very neutral o_ô We had maaany many groups in school...the sportys, the nerds, the geeks, the popular group...but I wasn't in a group, I was befriended with most of the people. I don't care about geek/nerd/sporty/popular...when a person is nice I want to be friends...so I was the 'neutral contact point' for everyone °xD
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Dreamingaway
Incorrigible Dreamer
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08-09-2009, 10:57 PM
Interesting question. I was in three different elementary schools. And through all of them, I think you could pretty much label me the brains, or "intello" as they called me, maybe even the teacher's pet. I think that image still sticks with me to this day, at least in others' views of me, whereas I think that I've become quite lazy.
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melusinia
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08-09-2009, 11:09 PM
I was somewhat of the 'cool nerd' in Elementary--Everyone wanted to be my friend. Looking back, I think I was really fake. I turned myself into whatever people wanted. It's sickening, now that I look back at it. I'll have to say I was extremely weak-minded as a kid, a little naive, and way too eager to please.
The sad thing is, I haven't change much. I'm still a nerd (but what's wrong with that, right? ^_^) and I still look forward to having someone like me, but I think my perspective of people and life has changed drastically. I can finally say honestly that I'm a stronger, more independent person.
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Serendair
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08-09-2009, 11:17 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by melusinia
The sad thing is, I haven't change much. I'm still a nerd (but what's wrong with that, right? ^_^) and I still look forward to having someone like me
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What's so wrong about that? Everyone want's to be loved o.o#
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Miss Eevee
♡sweet lolita ~
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08-09-2009, 11:41 PM
i was the nerdy, weird kid.
i dyed my hair blue when i was 12, and told my teachers that it was chlorine. x3
also, i listened to a lot of Japanese music and watched anime/cosplayed when i was younger.
it was considered very odd.
i got bullied a LOT.
-_____-;
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Osoreru
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08-09-2009, 11:44 PM
In elementary school, I was that kid who was really annoying and didn't have real friends.
o.o;
I used to get beat up (two kids almost broke my arm once, I got x-rays then) kids would stab me in the back, pretend to be my friends, and so on.
I didn't really think of it at the time, but I was that one kid everyone really liked to pick on.
o.o;;;
Though I was really annoying as a kid, so I guess I couldn't blame them. xD
But do you think beating someone up is the right reaction? XD
I moved in like, fifth grade, so I don't know those old kids anymore, and I haven't stayed friends with anyone from before seventh grade. I've only got three friends I made between seventh and eighth grade that I'm still friends with. The rest are from High School,
school is starting up in a month for me, my junior year! Can't wait, for some really weird reason,
even if the year is going to be had. xD
I used to really hate school, but now I enjoy it.
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Bloody Ookami
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08-09-2009, 11:48 PM
i was the shy lonely kid who didn't have very many friends and some who i though were friends but were just faking
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khrome
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08-10-2009, 12:27 AM
in elementary school, i must say that i was pretty normal... always got a long with basically every body i could manage to get a long with ( 'cept for maybe a couple of people who i happened to be on bad terms with ). i also had plenty of crushes... i also got held back once in fourth grade. i'd get in trouble sometimes, and i adored my first grade tracher, i think. in kindergarden, i think i remember not ever being able to fall asleep during nap time. ummmm... what else? oh! in fifth grade is when i started to change. i began roaming with my friend rachel, who was particurly 'goth,' but i liked to label myself 'punk.' i know i began changing in the second year of fourth grade when i began hanging around this girl named hannah who got me into bands like simple plan, good charollete, and the like. i can't remember what music i used to listen to before i met her, so yeah. but, luckily enough for me, i'm way different from goth, and sometimes i wonder why i had even been goth in the first place ( i don't really have anything against goths... it's just... ) yeah. i think i could continue on this subject forever. xD;
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melusinia
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08-10-2009, 01:05 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Serendair
What's so wrong about that? Everyone want's to be loved o.o#
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Heheh.. Yes, that's true. I guess what I meant to say was 'I'm still eager to please other people' y'know?
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