My eyebrows pulled together in worry. Why was he sorry? And why'd he let go? I shook my head as he said sorry...did I say something or do something? Why was he looking at me like he had done something wrong? I didn't let him go even if his hands did leave my body, I pulled him back with my hand behind his head pulling him down to my lips. I kissed with my tongue tracing his bottom lip back and forth slowly and softly, showing that what he was doing was just fine. A moment later I pulled back and shook my head again. "I'm sorry, I just want us to be comfortable..." I blushed and still looked at his apologetic eyes...now mine becoming sorry.

Her kiss took my by surprise, her hand pulling my head closer. So I wasn't doing anything wrong? She shook her head which refused my worries. MY head spun again, losing track of what happened as I felt her tongue on my lips, my eyelids lightly shut. I opened them again when she moved away, my head had leaned forward wanting to keep our lips together before she broke it off. She spoke then, of which confused me again. "What?" I asked quietly "Are you not-?". I cringed at the thought of me doing something wrong or the fact she wasn't enjoying this as I'd thought. Her words brought on more questions in my head, about why she was saying this. Was she preparing for what she wanted to come? For our intentions?

I sighed and slowly slid my hands out of his hair, down his arms and to my side, making my shirt go down a little. "James. I'm sorry for being so confusing..." I shrugged at him, guilty and looked at the door and window. I whispered to him..."It's not you, don't ever think that. If we want to...we should...be private?" I said as the last part became somewhat of a question. My voice was really quiet as I had spoke but just enough for James to hear. I hope he got the point, something made me feel bad about how he took it in the wrong sense, like I didn't want this. Sure I was shy but once you got to know me and like me, I would like you back. I could feel his head lean in for he wanted to go n, and I had ruined it. I pouted at that and looked up in his eyes.

"Oh" I replied and blinked, shaking my head "No, of course". How could I not have thought about this? I'd gotten so carried away I hadn't considered where we even were. Although I was bewildered and relieved I still felt the tingling inside my stomach that she had said aloud confirming it. I looked around at the window and door and bit my lip. I remembered at once realising the curtains were open and I wanted to go and shut them as quick as I could. However, something was stopping me which I really shouldn't have been embarrased about considering what was going to happen. We were still close meaning she couldn't see what had occured, not that I should be ashamed. It was just that I was becoming so shy about this subject with Anna that I didn't even recognise myself. I pulled away from her and subtly turned around and closed the door properly and locked it.

I nodded with a smile as he understood. We had been so tight and I didn't want him to go away; He blinked in realization and walked over to lock the door. My eyes watched him and they stopped for a second on his pants and my mouth parted. I looked away as he locked the door. I felt a breeze on my stomach as my shirt still hung up. It looked as if he didn't want to turn and go to the door, and his pants probably explained why. He was embarrassed; this made me awe a little. I had thought we were so close; He was shy, and I got that. I glanced down at my stomach for only a second and back up at him.

I felt her eyes on me as I was locking the door and my cheeks blushed. I slowly turned and hoped she wasn't looking, but instead I saw her glancing away, obviously a given that she had noticed. I cringed but then rolled my eyes as I saw the humour of it, walking past her to close the curtains. I got back to her quickly, wrapped my arms around her from behind and kissed her slowly on the bottom of her neck at the side. "Comfortable?" I asked quietly with a small laugh.

I saw him first blush and then saw him roll his eyes and laugh at me in a way. He walked past me closing the curtains and rejoining us from behind, laying a small kiss on my neck. His hot breath toyed on my skin and I laughed with my hands resting on his arms in front of me. His heated arms making my stomach tingle with sensation. "Yeah." I answered simply with a hint of smile in my voice. I could feel his whole body press into mine from behind and shelter me with warmth. I turned my head to look up at him, he was a lot taller than me, so I tilted my head to look in his eyes. Our faces inches apart, I looked deeper into his eyes, I still couldn't believe I could have changed James, he was this bad, rebel, drugs kind of guy and now he was so soft, yeah he skipped classes but just for me, and as far as I know...he didn't do drugs ever since we had become one. I thought so many happy thoughts as I looked into his liquid, soft, brown eyes.

She looked back at me, and I smiled because she had said yes, in a way that was more than comfortable. It was unbelieveable how this day had turned out. First something dreadful had happened to Anna, then we were in the sea and now this. It was an eventful day, and somehow I wasn't tired out, I was more energetic. This is exactly the kind of day I would want in my final days, besides anything that would hurt Anna. My head leaned down my eyes on her lips, her eyes on my eyes. I kissed her again lightly and my hands felt the skin of her stomach where her shirt was still up. I was buzzing inside. I gave her a crooked smile as I looked across her face; I'd never be able to get bored of her perfection. Her scent perfumed her skin with a delicate sweet smell. I took my hands away but maintained her eye-contact whilst I pulled my shirt off over my head and threw it behind me.

I felt like I was where I belonged now, his lips leaned into mine kissing me softly. My eyes slid close for a while and opened and saw his cute crooked smile, just when he pulled away. His hands slid off my stomach making me turn around. I saw him take his shirt off his head, throwing it behind him. I rolled my eyes with a small smile, returning to him. I grabbed his hands and pulled me closer to him, making our bodies touch. I felt his hot stomach melt with my cold stomach and I grinned looking up at him. "Is it too hot in here?" I said with a tease in my voice. I gave out a small laugh, looking up into his eyes.

She pulled herself closer to me and our skin touched, her cold stomach and my hot skin sent a jolt of electricity through me. Her teasing made me laugh and I nodded "Yeah" my voice creaked and my eyebrows were raised. I put my hands that she had grabbed on the small of her back and leaned in to her to kiss her, making her lean backwards slightly.

I laughed as the kiss made me quiet. My hands trailed up his arms to his bare shoulders as I leaned back. I let him take full control of my lips as we kissed and my eyes slid closed, enjoying every part of this. One of my hands found it's way up to his face, and held it there, having his face in my hand made out temperatures connect and I smiled in our wonderful kiss. I wonder what was happening outside this school? I could care less, I usually never wanted something so bad, that i didn't care about anything else. My hand on his shoulder went down to his bare chest and stroked it lightly, leaving a cold soft mark behind.

Her cold hand on my chest made my skin tingle and I moved my hands up to hold her head. I couldn't help the smile I had whilst kissing her and I could feel her smiling too. One of my hands moved down again, indecisive about where to go, wanting to touch her everywhere. It slid down and just below the bottom of her back. The other one went down her neck slowly and to her chest. I pushed her shirt up from below, wanting to just rip it off her.

I kissed him back passionately with my lips moving with his now. I felt his smile as well, and I kissed more deeper. His hands found there way up to my head and then down my neck and to my back and my chest, making me tingle and a little eager. My shirt, once again, went up and making my bare body feel the heat from his. I could feel his eagerness and decided to stop teasing him and just confront. I slowly slid my hands off him and pulled my shirt off over my head like he had, throwing it to the floor. His hands and lips came off for a moment and I grabbed him back, making my arms wrap around his neck, my skin and chest all over him, our bodies enjoying themselves. I kissed with my mouth demanding, this was the new Anna, and I liked her better. I sucked on his bottom lip with my tongue playing with his mouth.

I'd always worried about Anna's confidence with this, and that must have been a part of why I was so cautious and shy about it myself. However, what she did made me grin and her playfulness and assertiveness came out at once. I watched her take her shirt off and my eyes fixed on the body that was revealed. She pulled me back though, and her chest pushed up against mine. It made me feel weak inside the moment they touched, she was kissing me again with so much eagerness and she wasn't playing on the safe side. I was blown away by her all the time and she still continued to surprise me like this. Her actions excited me even more, increasing my confidence with hers; and my hands roamed from her back, round to her front exploring while we kissed, despite her bra being in the way. I had my eyes closed, and even though I wanted to look at her, I was able to feel and absorb more of her into my system than with just looking. I had to catch my breath again.

I saw James eyes look over my body but I hadn't given him enough time to look for I wanted to be in his arms again. I smiled at how I had just acted; something different but continued it. My lips played with his and I felt bubbly inside. His hands roamed around my back and up to my front. I shivered as he touched me, and I put my hand onto his hand as he touched my front. Our bodies pressed together making my body over the top, I wanted him, all over me. My other hand went up his stomach to his neck stroking his body with my cold touch. I slowly pulled away making our lips just a centimeter away, our noses and foreheads touching, I laughed a whispery laugh, my cold breath bouncing on his skin. My hands went off his hand and where it had explored and up to his bare shoulder. I whispered to him "James..." just to show how much pleasure I was getting.

There was noone I could ever imagine who I'd want to be here right now except Anna. I breathed, inhaling her breath as our faces were so close to eachother. Her hands that moved over my body felt so good and my heart was beating fast and hard. Her hand was ontop of mine, curved around her chest. Her voice came out in a whisper and I loved how she said my name, boosting up my self-esteem and making my heart flutter. "Mmm" was also I could manage to get out, in a deep but whispering voice. My other hand went round to her back and felt her bra and the other moved back to assist, opening it easily and I smiled, kissing her again with my head tilted the other way. My mind was so alert and picked up every detail, making up for the ones I didn't know yet with my own images in my mind.

I heard him make a sound that made me smile and tingle. Our faces close together, he came back for a soft kiss, as our hands moved all over us. His found their way to my back to my strap, opening it easily, leaving my body completely naked. My bra hung between us and I let it fall to the ground, not caring if I was embarrassed. But that hint was in me, what if I wasn't good enough? Like all the other girls he had dated...I ignored them and focused on James. And what was happening between us right now. His hands explored over me and I was exposed. I smiled in our kiss again; and my hands rested behind his neck, and slowly pulled our bare bodies together. I didn't think this would have gone so fast, and yet so enjoyable. It was like something I had never felt before and I wanted more. My hands played with the hair on his neck, making us one.

My breath stuttered as she was uncovered. The feeling of imagining something and then being confronted with it was strange in such a good way and so overwhelming. She was even more beautiful than I could have thought. My hands reached and moved from her back; but she pressed herself against me and I felt her chest against my skin, making me forget to breathe. My arm wrapped around her back so that my hand touched the side of her chest and my other held her face as we kissed. My jeans were unbelievably strained as I pushed our bodies closer. It was astonishing how Anna had been here all along, and I'd never noticed her. I felt so guilty and annoyed at myself for it, though I wouldn't change anything now. I didn't want anything that could have altered this moment.

His breathing got uneven and I laughed in my head. Was I that....pushy? His arm wrapped around my back, touching my chest and I had my blood run faster. The other hand grabbed my face as we kissed. And once again, a soft moan came through our melting lips. His pants were tight and hard as they leaned into me, pulling us incredibly close. Something inside of me told me that it was now or never. My head tilted as we kissed, pulling him a little lower so he was in my reach. My hand held his face, making all that heat go away, and it trailed back to his ear slowly and down his shoulder slowly. I lingered his chest and stopped when I had gotten to his stomach. Making my body get a couple degrees colder.

The touch of her hand held my attention as it travelled down my body slowly, my muscles tensing as it got lower. She stopped though, teasingly, on my stomach. My head was leaning down to reach hers and I couldn't get enough of her lips. My tongue moved with hers and my hands held her so that she needed little effort to reach up and so her hand slipped a little further down. I smiled in our kiss at my clever tactics.

I felt him go tense and my hand still rested on his stomach. He leaned down and kissed me with our tongues mixing with each other. It was like nothing, ever ever before. I felt him smile in our kiss making our lips grow a little wider. My hand went down lower and stopped when it reached the small bump in his pants. My hands stroked it softly here and there and my other hand held his face as I was pulling him down. I wasn't nervous, well not as much as he was, but I knew it was just James, and he probably allowed it. My lips held his lips eagerly and softly as my tongue teased in his mouth. I don't know why I hadn't talked to James the day I had heard his name...but then death would be even closer for me. My lips twitched a little as we kissed and I shook my thoughts out. Nothing should ruin this moment, it was just him and I. My hand trailed up to his hair, holding him so he wouldn't leave.

I inhaled through my nose lightly as I felt her hand on my jeans. She stroked it and my blood was racing. My head was going crazy at where her hand was and I was grinning with pleasure. It was funny how we had both been so shy to discuss doing this, and now that we were doing it, we were amazingly confident. My arm that was around her back gradually moved down to her hips where her skirt started. My hand moved across the back and down the side of her leg until it reached her skin again and pushed back upwards slowly. I felt the skin of her thigh, moving to the back of her leg under her skirt until I reached the curve, still tasting her cool lips on mine.

I felt his skin get hot as I touched him. He grinned as if he was liking it, and he was. His hands went down my back and under my skirt making me lean into him, his hot hands took over me and I was going somewhat crazy, I would have never thought... Was this going to far? I didn't know; but I was enjoying it just as he was and that meant...it wasn't. My skin tingled with a eager sensation, making me stroke a little harder on his pants. It was so weird how we were talking through our kiss; I mean I understood exactly what he wanted and how he felt. I wonder what we had been doing if I had never brought up this situation this morning; and that made me think of how depressed I was this morning and and then James took me to the sea and everything was all better. Now this, this was making me feel delighted inside. I leaned away to take a breath and looked in his eyes for a second, saying in a small whisper..."Thank you." and leaned back in for another kiss, my mouth sucking on his lip, not letting him reply.

For the brief second after she spoke and before she kissed me again, my face was confused with a smile that wouldn't go away. Thank you? It made me smile again as I thought about how I was the one to say thankyou but I couldn't speak. She had changed me so much and without her I would just wasting my life being an idiot. I thought how it was ironic that I probably would have died young even if this change wasn't happening, from drugs and reckless acts. Her hand rubbed harder and the tension was so high. My mouth was open as she sucked on my lip and I breathed heavily. My hand moved down from her face, down her neck, feeling every bump and curve until I gripped her shoulder. As we kissed more forcefully our bodies moved making her chest brush along mine and leave cool tingling trails.

I felt him smile when I had said so. I smiled back, while I was sucking his lip and his hands trailed along my face and slowly down to my shoulder, making me pull closer. My chest brushed with his chest making me tingle in every area. I softened my hand on his pants, and our kiss grew harder. My other hand was on the side of chest, playing with him. I was having this feeling that I wanted before I would...leave. I frowned in our kiss a little but ignored it; or at least tried to. I focused on us; My breath came out onto his face, bouncing back.