((He could get interested <.< when people need to comfort eachother feelings happen xD. I dunno. It was just a suggestion. The irony is the real Janu is just all 'oooh cute dream *blush* I wonder how Arina kisses *blush*' and hasn't a clue this his happening XD. T.T ...... *feels bad about the shadow now* well...she called for Arina first. ))

(( XD I just made a bunch of enemies, didn't I? ))

Ti pushed Jaun to the wall as her claws dug in a bit, the pain fueled his power even more, making his bloodlust rise. A nagging voice told him this was wrong for so many reasons, but it was quickly pushed back by pure need. How long had it been since he felt another one's touch? His head spun with thoughts and power as he kept the passionate moment going, his fangs getting a bit sharper as the craving became more and more.

Arina moved and opened her window. She needed the cool breeze. She needed to calm down. Jealousy... so much anger...She had tried to get such a reaction out of him but it hadn't worked, she tried to keep Janu close but it hadn't worked. She was so angry, she couldn't even think straight. She let out a frustrated roar. It definitely wasn't human and her energy fumed, the wind surging through the hallways.

((It would appear so XD))

The shadow whimpered but clung to him tighter as he pushed her against the wall, she began to half lick his lips when she gasped suddenly and gripped her head. “No… Please… don’t end.” she suddenly whispered before suddenly disappearing in a flicker of shadow that began moving along the ground to pool around Janu’s body until it became normal once more from Janu waking.

She stumbled to the door, holding her head as she opened the door to see Ti. She blushed deeply, thinking what just transpired was a dream and nothing but. Still it embarrassed her…the way she’d dug in her hands and pushed into him…. In front of everyone… She then heard Arina roar and stepped into the hall, tempted to run to her when she realized there was a small bit of blood in her claws...Ti's blood..."What have I done" she whispered softly

Xanic felt Oni's presence almost forced to the surface from power rather than Oni's own doing. He swore to himself, he should have realized this would happen after watching everything that's happened. He was too tired to keep Oni in and he was pushed back down. As Oni surfaced he gave a gasp at all the emotions flying around. It was harder for him to control his empathy when a forced surfacing happened. It usually meant the strong feelings were what forced the surfacing. He let out a little whimper as the emotions flung themselves at him. He tried to focus on control but with all the fighting with Xanis, the drinking, and the strong emotions it was extremely difficult. He doubled over and cried out gently, "Xanis help me."

((I do believe so.))

Talianda growled again, louder this time, and stood up. The small breeze that had been drifting around he room increased, and he walked out of the building. Something to destroy... why can't I ever get the girl I'm interested in... why does HE get her? Am I not good enough for anyone? The air around Tal increased it's speed, nearly creating a mini tornado. He walked a little ways into the woods, the wind around him cutting deep gouges in the trees. I hate all of this!


((I'm a little sloow again...))

Ti almost fell into the wall as the shadow Janu faded away. He blinked in confusion before remembering why he had come up here. He looked to the opening door as wind bellowed through the halls, seeing he shame and horror on Janu's face, sure his own was a mirror of it. He gave a sorrowed, apologetic look to Janu before running to the door of Arina's room, fighting the wind as it buffered him side to side.

[[btw when i said wind, i meant like almost tornado like winds, very very strong o3o. and i'm adding one small power to Arina's profile. cause I want flight.]]

Arina's hands clenched into a fist and her nails dug slightly into her hands. Another inhuman cry and a large set of wings as pale as her now hard skin shot out of her back. She wanted nothing more than to bound out of the window and fly away. She paced around the room for a moment then ran and lept out the window, and just went off in a straight line. Landing somewhere in the darkness in the mountains she started kicking and punching the air and stomping her feat screaming out her frustrations.

[[ yay, temper tantrums and such]]

She tried to run into arina’s room only to be knocked back into the banister and over it. She gripped the wood with both hands and dropped down as she went to climb the stairs. She looked at Ti a moment, biting her lip. “I… I’m sorry. I…I thought… “ the feline looked away with a tear falling, “ I wanted to kiss you but this…I’ve ruined everything.”

The feline then ran into her room, beginning to pack her small possessions. Crying fully now her shoulders shook as she sent her voice to Arina through the shadows. Arina would hear just behind her ear, “I…I’m sorry. I thought it was a dream…My shadow… I’m so sorry. Don’t worry…….I’m going to leave before I ruin everything permanantly… I didn’t mean to…..but your lips.. I just couldn’t get them out of my head.” The crying feline stated as she tired to put together her things with shaking hands.

She then sent a message to Tal, though it was shorter. "My friend...... I'm so sorry.... I never ... I never meant to hurt anyone." As she whispered to herself "I don't deserve love.

Oni lay on the floor breathing a little easier now that two sets of strong emotions had gone beyond his empathic reach. He cried a little, shaking from the episode. He sat up and tried to have Xanis come out but his power still would not let him. Though some of the assault had gone there were still some pretty strong emotions flying around. He was grateful no one had noticed him. He needed to get back to his room but he just couldn't make himself move yet.

((Tal would notice her winds, at that point...))

Talianda looked into the sky to see Arina fly over. He growled again. Looks like I'm not the only one scorned here. He looked back the way he came. Should I just leave? Is it really worth it to watch them together, wanting her the whole time? I know I couldn't beat him, so killing him to prove myself is out of the question. Talianda paced in a circle, the wind around him calming down a bit. But what about Vuri? And I still need someone to help tend my wing. He listened to Janu's voice, a small note of panic in him. He could feel the power, and knew it was true. "No," he whispered, turning and starting to dash towards the inn.

Ti managed to get the door open just to see Arina leap out the window "Arina!" He yelled, running to the window, about to look down, but saw her soar off into the darkness. He didn't think twice, he leapt out after her, landing hard on the ground below but taking off with an inhuman pace, his eyes golden with the use of his Vampiric speed and agility. He kept an eye on her fading form, taking to the trees as she went higher, bounding from branch to branch, ignoring the cuts and scrapes the leaves and twigs gave him. He lost sight of her soon after, but her scent was still in the air as was the energy trail she left. He darted through the dark boughs faster as he closed in to the clearing she landed in.

Arina continued screaming and stomping and kicking until she fell down landing on her butt. She hit the ground with her fist as tears started to stream down her face. The screaming had stopped but it had been replaced by whimpering. She had not even heard the message Janu had sent to her. Everything was just dark. She hit the ground again emotions were draining out of her as she calmed.

Janu nodded as Ti left, thinking to herself this was as it should be. Her…alone… She finished packing quickly, having not much she carried anyway. She began walking down the stairs, her head so low her chin was nearly on her chest….her ears nearly touching her cheeks out of sorrow . “I am a monster… I can't love both...... so i've no right to either” she whispered, her claws digging into her palms as she walked and headed quickly out the door. She didn’t look where she was going…just….going. She half hoped the shadows would attack her….

Ti dropped down from a dark oak, not far from where Arina had fallen, he staggered a bit, but stayed standing. He drew deep breaths and wiped a stream of blood off his cheek, the small but deep cut stinging in the cool night air. He stood straight and stepped forward, "Arina?" He called out to the small form on the ground.

Talianda ran up to the inn. "Tsena tadaka!" he shouted, then mentally smacked himself for it. She couldn't understand his language! "Don't leave! Please," he said, stopping right in front of her, blocking her way. "Please, don't go! At least not until I can go with you. I don't want to leave you alone, I don't want to let you get hurt! I want to take care of you, keep you safe, and be with you for as long as we both live! Please, please give me the chance to!" he said, spilling everything he felt out, but not saying it outright. "Please, don't leave me..."

Oni both saw and felt one with deep sadness slip out. He tried to call out to her but was so tired no sound came out. She was so sad, he laid back down on the floor curling up and wept. With so much going on and being felt Oni passed out where he was.

((fyi- he's in the main room where ya all hang out, lol. . .This is a fun RP, it's going to be interesting when someone finds him, lol))

No….. I won’t let myself hurt you or Ti, or Arina again!” She shouted, trying to step around him but half falling into the wall as the alcohol had not quite cleared her system. “I’m nothing but a whore and a monster… just like the townsfolk thought…” She whispered, tears streaming down her face. “I don’t deserve protection…” She would never let herself feel passion again, never…

She shivered slightly but she seemed not to hear him. Her skin was still paler than normal, and hard to the touch. Her eyes were still jet black and she sniffled. She was too wrapped up in her own emotions to notice she wasn't alone anymore. She moved her knees back up and wrapped her arms around them burrying her face back into her knees. The new wings began to wrap around her like a shield. She was going to shield away the world. 'like anyone would really care... she thought to herself.

[[on an off topic, my face feels all tingly xD -just had to go wash her face- >.> is it sad i get overly emotional about rp's xD i had myself tearing up from all the... sadness going on. i do it for shows and movies, happy and sad moments too though.]]

((lol I'm the exact same way XD.))

[[thank god I'm not the only one! I was starting to think i was a freak xD]]

((Lol nope XD. We're both saps <3. XD. Hehe Janu really liked Ti's style on a random note ahem <.< ))

Talianda reached out to catch Janu. "A monster is decided by their acts and feelings towards others, and a whore is someone who gives their body to many people. I see neither in you. What I do see is a very confused, very sweet, and very, very kind person who happens to not look human. But in all of that, you are beautiful, and do deserve to have love. Whether or not it's supposed to be mine is still a question, but I'm offering it to you anyway. Please, listen to what I'm saying, and stay."

((Drakina your character is so sweet ^-^))

((Yus T.T I'd fall for him lol))

If I stay I’ll just hurt you….I… I feel things for Arina and Ti… “ The cat shook her head, gripping his fur as he caught her and hiding her eyes in it as her shoulders shook with tears. She hated herself…because part of her still hung on that kiss. She’d loved it…and for that she hated herself. “I can’t…I can’t hurt any of you again… you…You’re like family…” She trailed off, trying to squirm free even if she couldn’t make it out the door.

((tragic little Janu, Just can’t fall for the person she shoulx XD))