
10-12-2009, 07:48 PM
Love to death
You know how all Fairy tales always have a happy ending? Well mine sure doesn’t. Happily isn’t a word I would ever use in here. But I do know a prince and love a prince. Does that make me a real princess? No. Not even in my dreams something always goes wrong. Don’t expect a happily ever after here or your sadly going to be disappointed.
Dear Alex,
I Hate to blame you for what’s happening to me right now…..but it is your fault. I may be your girlfriend and all but I don’t want to die for you. I’m giving up everything if you don’t realize that. I Love you but I can’t take it anymore. You need to come back. I don’t care what your parents want you to do. I’m sick and tired {literally} of being the one who suffers.
Always with love,
Anna
I’m Anna in case you were wondering but Alex is….or used to be my prince. He was supposed to help with the whole happily ever after thing. He isn’t really helping at this point in time, for the past two years actually he hasn’t been helping.
Dear Anna, Please don’t make me do this. I can’t. I just can’t.
Love,
Alex
Why do I love him? I honestly don’t really know anymore. I can’t find a reason.
Dear Alex,
I’m sick of asking you to come back. Let me die I honestly don’t care anymore. Don’t blame someone else though. It’s your fault I’m dying not anyone else’s. I can’t love someone who’s like that. I just can’t. I love my father more then you right now and you know I don’t really love him.
Love,
Anna
Dear Anna,
It’s your dads fault your dying don’t going blaming me.
Lots of Love,
Alex
Really? He can’t even take the blame of the fact it’s his fault. Well it’s not my dad’s fault, it’s his! He could save me but will he? Nope he won’t he never will.
I grabbed a piece of notebook paper and wrote my parents a note. It’s the last thing I’ll ever say to them.
Dear Mom and Dad, I love you. Don’t forget that please. When you find this I’ll be dead but here’s a printed copy of my last two years. The ones I lived. I was happy and sad but always had you. Don’t forget me please.
Love Always, Anna
I took a copy of my journal from my pc and printed it. It was 20 pages. I know it’s not done yet well I hope it’s not.
Dear Alex, Whatever. Goodbye.
I love you, Anna
This is it I can tell anyone reading this I’m sorry there isn’t a happy ending.
Dear Anna, I’m coming stay calm. I will save you.
Love, Alex
He's coming! Well maybe this is a happy ending. Then again the dizziness might change that.
Alex, HURRY!
I Typed as I slipped into Darkness. In my mind all I could see was his eyes filled with sorrow and regret. I wish darkness would take over completely.
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