wow.
My boyfriend dumped me after he got too involved with my family. They accepted him. Except, my mom turned and started to dislike him- by that point he was ready to leave for sure.
Him and I have been split for a week. Still kind of have a heartache about it. But *shrugs*
I'm happier than I've ever been in months. :]

OMG... wow... I hope that you hung up on him. Or maybe you should have told him all he had to do was tell her "I love you, but I think that I need to stop lying to myself... I'm gay." LOL

holy sh.. I'm in utter shock.
-,-
well atleast my rooms' clean. and now I'm extremely tired with 4 1/2 hours of sleep and several dreams that kept wakin me up. :O
uh grr... I can't do anything. I vanna see him, but that'll kill me as well.

O-o What'd i miss?

You need a re-bounder. lol Maybe that would help. Just something to keep your mind off hima nd show you that he's not really that special :S

yeah. Problem is I'm leaving in a couple weeks to Hilo, Hawaii.
It's funny how right when I have a mega split; all my ex's have girlfriends lol.


Moonless:
Not much, I just got a text from my ex. not an exciting subject lolz

Oh, cool. Are you in Hawaii now, or is this a seriously huge move? :D

I wanted to go to Hawaii. My hubbys' cousin is getting married there, she lives there but we'll both be deployed for the wedding :(

We're just going to get away from cold Washington weather for the winter. My mom's anti- cold. Soo, if she gets a job offer somewhere warmer- she goes.
I just get dragged along. :]

Are you kidding me!? I wouldn't mind at all, and you know the hawaiian guys are... :drool: LOL. Ever seen Blue crush? ;)

I've never seen that movie o.o
I just played my piano for a bit. Felt good. XD I love being able to escape with music. Most people just put in a cd and listen.
I go downstairs and play music that usually puts the whole house in a weird mood hehehe
The power of music.

*waves* hey guys i made it back!!

i like to play my flute when things aren't going my way, i think i need to bring that thing home. but my mom won't let me cuz she's afraid the boys will tear it up :(

Edit: aww we don't have a Chuck E Cheese :( wish we did, they would love that place!!

You really should watch it then! I highly reccomend it. It's about a female surfer in hawaii. Awesome movie. I wish I could surf. I just need to get near the ocean!

I wish I could play piano, or any instrument for that matter. Seems like I got skipped somehow. I wanted to play the flute in school but my mom's excuse was that we were moving too much so she didn't want to put me in one place and I start to get lessons and then we move again. LIES, all of it. Lol. My sister got to play the clarinet and the piano. My hubby plays the piano, bass guitar and electric guitar. His son plays the piano too... I'm so left out! I try to look at how to play the guitar online, but even the easiest things seem so darn hard >< I guess I'll just stick to drawing. It's a form of art I guess. *sigh*

And I think there is a little brown widow living under the windowsil outside. It doesn't have the markings of a black widow, well it does but, it's more a brown color. Thus, I believe that it is a brown widow.... scary little spiders!!!

EDIT: where is the nearest one to you llonka?

Amarillo. I wanted to go in there when went down there this summer, but hubby was in hurry. we went down there so he could go to the races. silly silly man. we stayed in the motel most of the time he was at the track. kinda sucked. maybe next year we can go down there just to play and not "go racing". i get so sick of the races during the summer! ok i'm done ranting now lol.

LOL. my hubby used to be a pretty big fan of NASCAR but he only likes to watch.. um.. one race. Where they are on a really small track. It's actually here in TN but I just can't think of the name. But we have a lot of other things to do now, no time for that. It'll be nice to relax. When we get back from the deployment we are gonna take a cruise, not sure where but it will be to someplace warm, but not hot :D

One of the people I work with said that she got kicked out of Chuck E Cheese because she didn't have a kid when she went there. I was like, that's crazy. Both me and my hubby went there a while back without any kids, just to play games. No one said anything to us but that was in NC, things might be different here in TN. *hmm*

You know when you said Amarillo, a country song poped into my head. By Brooks and Dunn I think, it's pretty much the only country song that I like but it's My Maria. Definitely not amarillo. lol. :D

Lol!!!
To get my mind off of my ex. I just went through my whole closet and dressed up.

I look completely opposite! I found a white short wig. white tank top. Long flowy skirt, knit hat.
I just fooled my brother's Girlfriend "Oh my god! did you get your hair done!! O.O!"

hahaha i have no clue what the track's name is. hubby will know though. haha. wow they got kicked out? that sounds pretty silly to me. it shouldn't matter if you have kids or not! Amarillo reminded you of a country song? lol!1

Thats the way to do it K0a

@K0a, lol. Nice! I never really wore a wig, I think my hair is a pain and too long to bother with all that. But that sounds like fun. Hehehe, I'm guessing that you usually wear something a little closer to black then :P Black is a cool non-color. It goes good with everything. I wish my uniform could be a little darker, black and grey, that would be cool.

@llonka, yeah he probably would. Oh! It's called Bristol. I guess that it's a pretty cool track because of all the accidents, which isn't good for the drivers but the fans like it. Weird. If they want to see crashes and stuff they should watch monster truck rallies.

Never heard of that song? I don't like country music myself. Before the 6th grade that's all my parents ever listened to, I didn't even know that there was anything else until I discovered... the... nah, I can't tell you.. it's too embarassing... O_O

Zephi: oh i dont listen to country. i mostly listen to rock. aww you can tell me! :)

Zephi:
I just fooled my friend and my brother! aha
and my hair is a pain in the butt! it's half way down my back and always messy XD
I put in fake lip piercings- so called "snake bites"
I usually look like a hippy. :D Browns and Greens. ^^ and occasionally my 'themes' of black.

Ok... so when i was in the 6th grade, ther I was, all brain washed on country music when I discovered... the backstreet boys. lol. I fell in love with them. Especially Kevin, which my husband kinda looks like him, LOL. But it's funny now, because most people were a little older or younger and didn't listen to them. Kinda like the jonas brothers (i think they are gay) or like Hanson back in the day ( thought they were gay then, still do). I mostly listen to rock myself, some R&B, anything but country music! lol

@K0a, you could probably pass for a hippie then! With your hair so long. Sometimes my hubby will make fun of me and call me a hippie but he gets all upset when I say that I want to cut my hair. lol. I'll go through different moods. Sometimes I'll dress all emo and go out just to see what kinda looks I get and other times like a prepy chick. It's funny :D

oh man i loved them too!! i still have two of their CD's!! I always thought Brian was cute! I liked Hanson too, i was a dork. lol! oh and Spice Girls!!!!

Yeah my best friend loved the spice girls! lol. She bought their new CD when they were making the comeback and just recently was listening to them. She was like, what was I thinking!? Why was I so into them? lol

I still think Kevin is hotttttt :drool: When he had the goatee thing with his hair up.. omg.. in a suit.. lol. My hubby has a goatee... hmm.. I told him once that he loked like kevin and he took a picture of the BSB and pasted his face over kevin's lol. *sigh* What a dork.

Zephi:
I usually have my themes three times a month. lol. I've kept track. Days I feel like being preppy, goth, emo, super heroish, color themed. My mom is soo used to it, She doesn't even look me over anymore.

When I was real young my sisters always listened to Spice Girls, The hansons, the Titanic soundtrack. the list keeps going o.o
I'm a Norah Jones, Sarah McGlaghlen, Dido, Sarah fimm Fan. lol Then I'll go through my flicks of metal and songs from Switchfoot. haha

lol i like victoria beckham's hair. i had mine cut like that. lol!

oh my gosh!! that's silly!! i would have laughed so hard.