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Lady Davia
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10-28-2009, 07:35 AM
Waiting for You
Everyday that goes by,
I miss you a little more,
I sit down and sigh,
Wishing you'd walk through my door.
I sit here as I wait,
Watching you walk passed,
Accepting my fate,
Waiting every moment until the last.
I sit here alone,
Awaiting your return,
I cry and I moan,
Icy tears that burn.
You are the one that I love,
The reason why I live,
But is that enough?
I have nothing left to give.
When will I again be yours?
Free from all my pain,
Your love opening locked doors,
Spilling blood and tears like rain.
All I want is to be loved,
To walk hand in hand,
Is that to much,
Of a demand?
So tell me please,
How long will I be here?
Sitting on my knees,
Full of scorching fear.
Afraid that you'll forget,
And leave me in this place,
Afraid that you'll forget,
The sight of my face.
You left me long ago,
With tears in your eyes,
You left me here alone,
To my own demise.
You promised you'd come back,
And Your love you still proclaim,
It's action that you lack,
Yet you don't treat me the same.
You say that you are waiting,
For the moment Opportune,
Before we resume dating,
And I hope that time is soon.
So I sit here in my Home,
Looking out the window as you pass,
Waiting by the phone,
My face pressed against the glass.
You said to wait for you,
To keep my heart locked tight,
If only you knew,
How hard I have to fight.
I fight for my sanity,
I fight for my life,
Having long since lost my vanity,
I cannot pay the price.
Yet I have no choice,
My love chains me to your soul,
I have lost my voice,
Without you I am not whole.
I am forced to wait,
Every night and day,
But now it is to late,
For me to be okay.
Now I have grown old,
And still you stay away,
My heart has grown cold,
As I die a little more each day.
You fell in love with another,
As your memories pass you by,
I wanted no other,
As I fade in your mind I die.
Now you are wed,
And I remain in your past,
Now my heart is dead,
This breath is my last.
And With it I say,
I waited despite the harms,
I just wanted you to stay,
So I could be wrapped up in your arms.
Now as I slowly die,
I only think of you,
Of the times we laughed and cried,
Of when you loved me too.
As I pass the fates,
Feeling my love anew,
As I fly to heaven's gates,
Where I'll continue waiting for you.
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written after Yamatra broke up with me when we were much younger, and before she asked me back out. we've been together nearly 6 years ow, so this is old-ish
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Lady Davia
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10-28-2009, 07:40 AM
Dying Day
This is a story for the broken hearted,
The Fallen Angels whose wings departed,
Though they tried their very hardest,
To pick up their halos piece by piece,
Wondering if this pain would ever cease.
This is the dying day,
My Angel’s heart so full of pain.
Watch now as they cry for me,
Their tears falling from Heaven in an Earthy rain,
Drenched by their tears I no longer see.
This is the dying day,
The day my heart shall cry,
When I am forced to say goodbye.
It’s the worst day of them all,
Watch now as I take the final fall.
This is the dying day,
See it in my glowing face,
As I forever fall from grace.
As I lay naked on the ground,
To the angels lost on Earth I’m found.
This is the dying day,
The day I kill my love,
So my love will finally end,
As I fall from up above,
It’s the day I find my truest friend.
This is the dying day,
The Bleeding Heart reborn,
As my broken wings are torn.
See this Fallen Angel I’ve become?
My heart forever forced to succumb?
This is the dying day,
Can’t you hear the Angels crying?
Their tears the softly falling rain,
The demons in ecstasy sighing,
Feeding off my eternal pain?
This is the dying day,
Can you hear my soul’s screaming call?
Watch now as the Angels fall.
Watch them fall them one by one,
Fall into the scorching sun.
This is the dying day.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:05 AM
Element
Earth, Fire, Wind and Water,
These are the elements four.
Find the shadow mystic daughter,
Who sits by the pool no more.
Bright green grass,
Emerald eyes,
A rainbow in the mist.
Bright blue pool,
Sapphire eyes,
Soft lips gently kissed.
A tender touch,
A timid smile,
Two people see eye to eye.
A young woman,
A young man,
He's a trueman,
As he holds her hand.
"Element", he whispers,
And his voice is the wind.
"I love you", he sighs,
And then his form is gone.
"I love you too", she whispers,
Then dissolves away into shadow.
A love is formed,
A meeting passed,
And the daughter goes home at last.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:07 AM
It doesn’t matter how much pain I hide,
Or how I always ache,
It doesn’t matter that they’ve lied,
I know that it’s all fake.
I see rainbows when I close my eyes,
And darkness in my open mind.
Now I don’t know who I am,
Life is clear as day,
It’s a madman’s never-ending scam,
And I don’t want to live this way.
I see shades behind closed eyes,
And people chatter in my mind.
Now listen closely all you ghouls,
And demons of the night,
We humans are just foolish fools,
Blinded by the light.
I see nothing with my open eyes,
And eternity is in my mind.
I know now what I must do,
But time is running out,
It’s good that this isn’t new,
For now I have no doubt.
I see him with my eyes,
And feel him with my mind.
Now the time has come,
To say goodbye my friend,
I’m glad that I am finally numb,
For now it is the end.
I see life fading with my eyes,
And feel death inside,
Well what do you know,
I have lost my mind.
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an old work, a lot of my stuff tends to be dark and morbid, this one doesn't flow very well, so any advice on fine-tuning it would be appreciated.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:09 AM
Tremors
Tremors run through my body,
Shivers up and down my spine,
I watch you Dancin' naughty,
I'm so glad that you are mine.
Tremors run through my spirit,
Tingles flow through my heart,
I shout for you to hear it,
We'll never be apart.
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written about my girlfriend...though I haven't let her see it...:sweat:
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:11 AM
Love Lies
Bleeding rose,
Sharpest thorn,
I am pain,
And I’m re-born.
Hearts are black,
Love is cold,
Pain is truth,
Or so it’s told.
Winter new,
Icing all,
Frozen now,
So now I fall.
I am truth,
Now arise,
Hear me out,
It’s love that lies.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:12 AM
A Heart and Soul’s Wish
I wish I had the words,
To make everybody understand,
That I live between the worlds,
Love and Pain hand in hand,
Dark and Gory,
Hateful Glory,
Deep in my mind,
Where all the shadows lie,
The shadows of Eden,
That age-old garden,
Which were cast across my soul,
Filling me with empty love,
And dark depression,
The like of which I cannot bear,
Are surpassed only by my pain,
So none will understand,
But in my heart and soul,
Love and Pain go hand and hand,
And If I could have,
Just one wish,
It would be,
That, at least my friends,
Could get a glimpse
Of the deeper me,
But they don’t,
So Here I am,
Deep in my own mind,
Deep down way inside,
And I scream out to be saved,
But they just run and hide,
Leaving me empty and alone.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:15 AM
A Love of My Own
I'm sick of crying,
I'm sick of living,
I'm sick of dying,
and I'm sick of giving,
My heart to you.
I'm sick of wanting,
What cannot be.
I'm sick of hunting,
For the child in me.
I'm sick of needing,
I'm sick of lying,
I'm sick of pleading,
and I'm sick of tying,
My soul to yours.
I'm sick of loving,
All these years.
I'm sick of hating,
all of my tears.
I'm sick of wishing,
I'm sick of hoping,
I'm sick of bitching,
and I'm sick of moaning,
every day.
I'm sick of being,
All alone.
All I wanted,
was a love of my own.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:17 AM
A Penny for Your Thoughts, Mine are Free
I wanted to write something really brilliant,
something so unique and creative,
that people would race to review it,
just to say that they'd been there first.
I wanted people to know my name,
and to hear them say they loved my work.
I lost sight of my true goal.
I struggled to write it,
my masterpiece,
but every time I thought I had it,
some one said it wasn't good enough;
and it fell short,
like most things in life tend to do.
That got me to thinking.
Why was I slaving away,
berating myself and putting myself down,
for a 'masterpiece',
that everyone but me would be happy with?
After all,
don't I write for myself?
Isn't writing my release for pent-up emotions?
So why, then,
was I bottling them up even more?
To please the masses?
If I wanted to do that,
I'd be the next big celebrity.
No thank you,
that's not what writing is about.
For me,
writing is a release,
a way to express my anger, fear, and pain.
It's a way to be myself without regret.
That is my goal.
So what if you don't think it's brilliant?
Who cares if it's not 100% unique and creative?
Why should it matter if I only get one review?
I like my work,
so who gives a f*** if you don't?
My writing is me on paper,
and I like myself the way I am.
My masterpiece will come when it comes.
Critique, don't criticize.
And I will follow suit.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:18 AM
Encounter With a Wise Man
There once was a wise man,
And he wisely said,
'be careful if you can,
And watch where you tread.
The flowers are growing,
gladly scenting the air,
so set your feet to slowing,
Know that they're there.
See the petals,
that gleam and shine,
mixed with the nettles,
The flowers are mine.'
And as a young one,
I proudly said,
'they'll grow in the sun,
not crushed instead.'
and so I walked on,
gentle my step,
and in the dawn,
the flowers were kept,
sweet and beautiful.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:18 AM
Grandpa
Grandpa I love you,
You were the best,
And I miss you too,
Now you’re at rest.
Now you are gone,
But you said goodbye,
Your spirit floated with the dawn,
And I started to cry,
And I had a dream,
Where you floated free,
And it started to seem,
Like you’d said “hello” to me,
But really it was “goodbye” you’d said.
Grandpa I love you, and miss you too,
Now that you’re dead,
We all loved you,
And still do,
And we’ll miss you very much,
And our hearts and souls,
Will reach out and touch,
And meet in some forgotten place.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:26 AM
Why I Am
Look at what I've become,
My loneliness forever growing,
As I finally succumb,
Never thinking never knowing,
That this is who I am.
So where are you my dear friends?
Have you gone away again,
Left me now at the end of ends,
Standing here in the bloody rain?
This is where I am.
As I breathe the toxic air,
I feel so broken inside,
With a life that isn't there,
I have not lived nor have I died,
This is what I am.
Looking as the years go by,
Watching as the people grow,
Still I refuse to cry,
For all that they'll never know,
This is when I am.
Living for a love that won't exist,
As the world spins on and on,
I will continue to persist,
Until the end of the last dawn.
This is Why I am.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:28 AM
A Contradiction on Time
Time never ends.
It goes on day after day,
as many suns go down,
past the rise of many moons.
Time is our friend.
It's with us night after night,
as many moons rise,
past the fall of many suns.
Time is our enemy.
As it steal away our youth,
leading us to our eventual ends,
simply from living to death.
Time is above us.
We are not in control.
It can speed by,
or remain ever slow.
Time is below us.
We bow down to no one.
We control the clocks,
and we play God.
Time is our equal.
It is neutral in our wars.
It cares naught of death,
nor of life.
Time is not real,
for there are some wounds,
which time cannot heal,
and some that disappear.
Time is lost.
Some can find it,
and some cannot,
though it's always present.
Time is Hers,
for she is the keeper of the keys,
wearer of the hourglass,
named Destiny,
for all time.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:31 AM
A World of Corpses
You think the world is perfect?
Well how f***ed up are you?
The world is dying,
and it's nothing new.
You look at this angry writing,
and wonder what's going on?
You don't hear the screams and the fighting,
you miss the bloody dawn.
Just take a look around,
at the constant carnage.
Hear the escalating sound,
it's the dawn of the death of an age.
Angels have fall'n,
wings battered and broken,
and no one is strong,
each sign is a token,
of the war raging around us,
yet no one has found us,
now.
So breath in the smoke,
see their bleeding eyes,
start to tremble and choke,
on the sound of their cries.
Tears bleed crimson blood flows black.
So turn around now,
and then turn back.
And look at the fire,
the dead mens' desire,
thousands of bloody corpses
watching you.
So enter the darkness,
lost in the world's crimson heat,
listen to the priests confess,
while tripping over dead mens' feet.
And now that you know,
the world is ending,
watching the blood flow,
and no one is defending,
you.
So how do you feel now,
for you haven't asked how,
the world isn't as perfect,
as thought by you.
So the dead lovers glare,
and the babies corpses stare,
all with accusing eyes,
windows to the soul,
screaming of fatal lies,
for which you will pay the toll.
For nothing is perfect,
the world is a defect,
and something's f***ing wrong with,
You.
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told you it was morbid. based on a story I was writing actually, this was 'written' by the main character....lols
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:32 AM
Afraid of Love
Are you afraid?
Afraid of love?
Is that why?
Why you won't look me in the eye?
Why you more often speak with your hands?
Rather than say you love me aloud?
Why you don't do what I do?
When I love you?
Why you keep going away?
When I desire you most?
When my love bursts forth?
And I just wanna be close?
And you just look away?
Perhaps you are afraid...
Afraid of love...
But so am I.
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Lady Davia
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10-29-2009, 06:34 AM
Be Happy or You Die
Learning pain,
forcing peace,
bloodied rain,
raging beast.
Joy screaming,
love burning,
fear dreaming,
die yearning.
Lost in the abyss,
forcibly forlorn,
flesh eating kiss,
listen or you burn.
Forget to cry,
plastic smile,
be happy or you die.
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